Two hundred and fifty-four
"Is there a cry? It can't be a new classmate, right? ”
I thought that the roommates in the dormitory were already asleep, but when I suddenly heard this sentence at this time, I also began to panic, no, I didn't cry just now I was born, why can they still hear the sound of crying? I'm a little scared, I don't want to be found on the first day I came here, I secretly cried in the bed, and this is still the time for a lunch break, if I can't even stay at noon, how should I stay that night, indeed, when I came just now, I didn't expect that I would be so sad, and I didn't think that I would miss my previous life so much, but now it's too late to say anything, after all, I can't go back to that money, and my mother can't live anymore, that is to say, I don't have relatives anymore.
When I thought of this, I was actually quite uncomfortable, but I was afraid that after they heard me crying, they would climb into my bed to see me, so I still held back, I wanted to wipe my tears before I got up, but the more I listened to the footsteps, the farther and farther away, could it be that the crying came from the outside, I can't care about the sadness now, in fact, as long as someone is willing to talk to me, I won't be so young Mom and Dad, it's useless to think about it now, I'm really desperate, And it's all of my own making.
I wiped my tears before I sat up, but when I sat up, I saw that there was no one in the dormitory, and they probably had already run out to see where the inventory came from, right? I didn't have any, where the hell was crying, and then they could hear it in the dormitory, and it happened at noon today. After they all went out, I looked at this empty dormitory, as if I felt it again, it was that sad feeling, as long as I was alone, it was very strong, I didn't know who to think about, because now I called the heaven and the earth to be unspiritual, in this ghost place, and I couldn't trust anyone, the wind seemed to be a good friend of mine, but I couldn't believe what he said now, because he had deceived me several times, and he said that none of the people here wanted to be what it seemed on the surface, But in my eyes, it doesn't look like the scene he told me at all, so I don't know whether to believe him or not, after all, it's because of him that I am where I am now, maybe I'm just going step by step according to his plan, I really don't know if it's right or wrong, I don't have anyone to ask for, let me guide, if Lin Wanyi can be by my side, how good, I still dislike him then, if I had known that I would have such an end, why would I have driven him away at that time Now only. He can appear in front of me, let me kneel down and apologize to him are willing, as long as he can always be by my side, no matter what he says I will believe, a bracelet under sometimes brings me no good luck, just like now my situation is very embarrassing, I feel that I can't stay in this summer anymore, because if I stay any longer I may have to cry loudly, the feeling of sadness is getting stronger and stronger, and I miss more and more when I used to take a nap with my mother.
I still went down, and when I just went down, the girls in our dormitory, including several girls from other dormitories, were already walking up the dormitory, and I thought something was wrong, but looking at their expressions as if they were smiling and chatting about something, I thought it should be nothing, so what did they hear? One of the girls said it was a cat, and I didn't pay much attention to it, because something strange was going on in this new school. Well, it's also supposed to be a thing.,After all, those chirp crooked things are going to come out to make trouble.,Come and welcome my arrival.,One of them noticed me.,That's my new tablemate.,In fact, I haven't known his name positively.,He didn't introduce himself to me properly, but this is too late to understand.,Anyway, there's still a year to enter the exam room.,What kind of person am I comparing with?
"Did you just fall asleep? A group of us went down to see the jokes, I didn't expect you to be here now, I thought you would go down with me, I told you that the cat just now was very funny, he was able to make it, the girl's cry but, fortunately it was noon, if it was night, it would be a little scared, if you encounter something at night, you just tell me, ah, especially here there are more wild animals, if you encounter something unaccustomed you really have to tell me, no matter how you say it, it is also the same table, And the teacher has already said that he is still counting on you to compete with me during the final exam, and see which school you have the best education style. ”
This scene seems familiar, that is, a group of people are standing under the stairs and asking me questions, and I don't know what to answer, but the scene of me standing on the top of the stairs is so familiar, as if the above information has happened, but I can't stand on the stairs at all in my last life, because everyone is aiming at me, how can they still let me stay on the stairs, it's always someone else standing on the stairs, I'm standing in the corner, and all the people are around me, and I am black, which feels breathless, Because I have no way to refute him, so let others slaughter and bully here, I don't think I can be like the last life, so when he asked me this, I smiled, I didn't say anything, I didn't know what to say, I was afraid to say a word casually, or my inner thoughts told them that I didn't know what to do, a particularly dignified person, so I said it or left later. I didn't wait for them to say anything about me, I thought there was some gossip on the first day here, and that's how it will be after that.
When I walked to the corner of the staircase, I could still hear them saying that there was a particularly milky voice below, he said that this new classmate seemed to be quite difficult to get along with, I guess this sentence is also from our class, after all, only people in our class will say such things, but I remember this boy's voice for a long time, and when I left them, I turned my head and cried, because I had never been wronged like this before, especially at home by my mother and father. And Aunt Jiang, here, I am alone.