"You go to buy, why don't you go to dinner? You've been waiting for me here for so long, in the classroom, when he told you to leave, you said you wouldn't go, I thought you were angry, don't you want to eat it, now there is still food here, you are still very late for dinner in the afternoon, you don't drink it before class, no one can help you, and the main thing is that our school does not have a commissary, if you don't bring snacks when you come, you may really be hungry. ”

I heard my roommate's voice, but I couldn't turn back, I still had tears on my face, because I was homesick, I wanted to go back to that big house to live, I knew that if I really went back, no one cared about me, maybe I couldn't even eat, I cooked here for me, and there were students I went back, maybe this person would be wasted, and after I came out, I didn't have any education and said that I can't be that kind of person in this big house, these videos have no way, if there is a little way, If I just had someone willing to bring it out and help me, I wouldn't have ended up where I am now.

"Why don't you speak? I'm telling you, there is still food in the canteen, you can go to eat, and you said that they are still waiting for you in the canteen for so long, and in the end he hasn't eaten any good food, go and see! Don't ignore me, even if you don't eat, you tell your colleagues that you don't want to eat, don't let people wait for you all the time. ”

I didn't want to pay attention to him in my heart, he kept asking this question, I knew that I couldn't escape myself, he estimated that he would have to walk to my side in a while, help me turn my head and ask me about this matter more than less, I called him in his tears, he said I will go to the restaurant now, get my colleague back, then he said don't wait, I ate a lot this morning, so I don't need them to wait for me in the city, I don't want to eat lunch at school.

After saying this, I got up and left, and I could still hear it when I left the dormitory door in the morning. The classmate in the dormitory said, what the hell is going on with this new classmate? He doesn't eat and doesn't tell others, so others have been waiting for him in the cafeteria, and now he says that he has eaten quite well in the morning, and when I hear this, I know that I will definitely deepen it, but I don't know how to explain it, I was not in a good mood today, and I didn't have time to explain it to them, so they could think whatever they wanted. I need a good friend, but I can't keep them if they're going to be so crazy.

"What are you going to do? Now to eat? I heard that it was already closed, and I couldn't bring you the food from the restaurant, so I'm really sorry, next time, the next time you want to skip a meal, you tell me, I won't wait for you for so long, aren't you hungry? If you are hungry, you can go to the head teacher's office to get you something to eat, our head teacher is quite good. ”

"No need, thank you for telling me this, I don't really want to eat at noon today, after all, I just came, and I'm still a little unaccustomed to it."

As soon as my words fell, my dear table mate took his good sisters, bypassed me, and went straight back to the dormitory, he didn't answer me again, nor did he ask me any more questions, I said that I didn't like it, but they seemed to think it was a normal thing, but I didn't expect them to answer whatever they wanted to ask me, it seemed that it didn't matter if they didn't ask, just now on the first day he waited for me for so long, probably impatient.

I didn't take it very seriously. It's just that after the same table and those girls left, I followed them back to the dormitory, I went down and there was nothing to do, and when I saw them back, I always felt that the same table was ready to be cordial with me, so I shouldn't cry when I look back at my uncle, if I cry again, it is really bad for them to see it, I have turned my psychological quality around, and I should really set an example for them in the primary school where my memory is so good, and the teacher also values me very much, and thinks I am a good student, I can't live up to the class teacher.

"Wait for me!"

I was nervous when I said this, because I was afraid that they would ignore me, but it turned out to be the same as I thought, they didn't respond to me, I still think maybe he didn't hear clearly, like I was at the same table, he shouldn't ignore me, I have already told him about it, how could he ignore me? His attitude towards me was quite good during class, but it was also when I first met, and it was just the first day of acquaintance, so he wouldn't have changed his attitude so quickly, and it wasn't expensive that he was still angry that he was still waiting for me in the restaurant for so long.

Just after returning to the dormitory, I didn't go to the table to comfort him or anything, there were only 6 people in this dormitory, I came to the 7th at the beginning, I just said better, the teacher also told me that I was the 6th person The result, the lower bunk is someone, but it is in other classes, but he lied to me, he is really deceiving my feelings, because all the people are in the lower bunk, and I am alone in the upper bunk, it seems that I am quite out of place, and when I am lying in my bed, I feel that all the beds are empty, and I feel lonely again when I am alone, and I really regret it now, why? Why do that kind of thing for me to do to my mother? But now I don't even have a home, and I'm still being bullied by others when I come here.

I'm really too angry, I think of those previous lives, and we have sent me out of school I regret it, it's the time after that, I know all this is my own cause, but I especially want to go back to the past, but I also know that after my mother left, there will be no one to rely on, Dad is like that, in fact, Dad hasn't found me yet, I really hope that one day someone knocks on the door during class, and then the teacher says come in and find someone, the man outside said I'm looking for Li Xin, I'm his father, I'm his father, and I wish I could hear that, because on the first day of math class I came today, I borrowed a parent to come to see his child, first knocked on the door, and then called that classmate out, and I really hope that my dad will take the initiative to come to me.