I passed out, but I didn't seem to be dizzy for long, and I woke up with dizziness and nausea.

When I opened my eyes, the prosperity was half-pressing me, and I was obviously asleep with my eyes closed.

I pushed him desperately for a long time before I finally pushed him down, and as soon as I sat up, before I got out of bed, an arm was wrapped around my waist.

"Where?" He said tiredly, his hands on my stomach.

When the coolness came, I couldn't hold back anymore and covered my mouth......

Ten minutes later, I was slumped in the corner of the shower, dizzy and unable to lift my hand.

I was chilling all over, and even my bones were aching.

Fanhua took a sponge, scrubbed on me, raised his eyes to look at me from time to time, and when he met my gaze, he curled the corners of his lips: "Are you tired?" Will you do it in the future? ”

“……”

Make.

I'm going crazy, he calls it "doing".

He put down the sponge and leaned over and hugged my waist: "Little Feifei, I know you did it on purpose. ”

“……”

I'm still nauseous, speechless.

"It's a good thing not to be sick," he said softly, "don't do this kind of test again, my husband is going to be played bad by you." ”

I looked at him and struggled for a long time before I made a small sound: "I want to take medicine." ”

"I can't eat it." Fanhua stroked my cheek and said softly, "That medicine has dependence, bear with it, and change it to a new one tomorrow." ”

I leaned my head against the stone in the shower, closed my eyes, and felt so weak: "Do you wait until I'm dead...... Can you believe? ”

Didn't hear his voice.

Well, it doesn't matter if he believes it or not.

I took a deep breath, suppressed the frightening nausea in my throat, and turned my head to look at him, "You go and sleep with Miss Li, count me in begging you." ”

Prosperity frowned.

"She's a nice person, she's clean, and your family likes her, unlike me." I said, "You know for sure, right?" Your sister said she wanted to kill my whole family...... What did I do wrong to make your family hate me like this? ”

Fanhua frowned, showing an obvious irritated look, and said, "Aren't you all still alive?" ”

Or else?

Shouldn't we live?

"So you think we deserve to die, too?" I even felt a dull physiological ache in my heart, and it felt like someone had been stabbed, "Why? Is it because I love you? Because I married you? I'm guilty, am I? ”

As I asked, Fanhua's face became more and more ugly, and finally became gloomy.

When I was done, he immediately asked, "Don't you think you don't?" ”

I......

I also feel like I should have.

It is sinful to fall in love with the devil.

This choice is inherently sinful.

Fanhua reached out and pinched my face: "Do you know where you are most unappetizing?" ”

Of course, it's the way I love him that is the most unappetizing.

I thought to myself.

"That's what it looks like, of course, unrepentant, and unashamed to ask." He frowned and looked at me in disgust, "Ming this topic will anger me, why bring it up?" ”

I finally found my voice: "So you can stay with her." ”

He let go of his hand and didn't speak.

"Even if I'm guilty." I covered my face with my hands, it felt so dark, all around me it was bottomless black, there was no light.

I don't know what else I can say, but I know if it's futile or "You should stay with her...... Let me live. ”

That night, I had a dream.

I dreamed of prosperity and said he was going to take me to see my father.

I happily got into the car, but he drove it to the cemetery.

I knelt down in front of the grave and saw a picture of my dad on the tombstone.

I was on my knees in a daze, and suddenly, laughter came from behind me.

Turning his head, I saw the two older sisters who were prosperous, and the mother whose faces were blurred, but which I recognized at a glance.

They laughed and said, "Why do you love my son?" Who asked you to marry him? ”

They said, "You deserve it, Murong Fei, your whole family deserves it......"

Suddenly, the mountains shook.

I opened my eyes.

The eyes were turning, and I stared for a long time before I saw clearly that the person in front of me was prosperous.

The palpitations returned, and I closed my eyes in an attempt to escape.

I felt him touch my forehead, and at this time, there was a knock on the door, and then Li Qingmei's voice sounded: "The medicine is here!" ”

I opened my eyes and saw a pale pink figure.

Accompanied by the faint fragrance of flowers was a pill, and a bustling voice came: "Open your mouth and take the medicine." Shrewd. ”

I didn't need him to coax me, so I opened my mouth.

Now, no matter what I'm given, as long as it's called "medicine", I'll take it.

I swallowed the pill and drank the water.

After just such a little thing, I felt so tired, so I closed my eyes again.

At this time, a prosperous voice was heard: "Thank you, let's go out." ”

"Okay." Li Qingmei's voice was small and soft, "She's in a hurry like this, you just let her meet her father." After all...... I still want to spend my life with her, don't I? ”

I opened my eyes again, but I could only see Li Qingmei's vague figure.

Before losing consciousness, I heard Blossom say, "I'll arrange it." ”

This time I was able to sleep relatively peacefully for a while, and I didn't have those horrible nightmares again.

But it didn't take long for me to wake up again.

When I opened my eyes this time, I saw Li Qingmei.

She was sitting on the edge of the bed, her head down and pressing her phone.

I looked at it and felt dizzy in my head, as if something was coiled in my heart, but I couldn't remember anything.

At this time, Li Qingmei turned her head, put down her phone, and smiled at me: "Finally woke up, are you hungry?" ”

I nodded and tried to sit up, but I still didn't have the strength to do it.

"Don't get busy, I'll go get you food." Li Qingmei said gently, "You have a fever until noon, and you have vomited several times, don't move around now, lie down." ”

Li Qingmei quickly brought two bowls of soup.

She helped me out of bed and said, "He made it for you himself, I didn't think he could cook." ”

The soup is a lotus root pork rib soup with noodles and a few side dishes.

I took a few bites, and it felt like chewing wax, and I couldn't taste a bit.

Li Qingmei picked up her bowl and said with a smile, "I haven't eaten yet." ”

I looked at her for a while, and then I remembered the most important thing: "He promised to take me to see my father?" Or am I dreaming? ”

"Promised." Li Qingmei said, "But the specific time, he said that he would come back in the afternoon to tell you." ”

No, I think he's dragging me.

I stood up.

Li Qingmei took my hand again and said, "Madame called me this morning. ”

I sat down again and looked at her.

"She asked me if you were going to burn us with gasoline yesterday," Li Qingmei said, "I said no, you were just too worried about Dad and kept arguing with him." She also asked me if he was getting worse and if I was with him. ”