Chapter 189: This Is My Sin
I asked, "How did you answer?" ”
"Of course not, not at all." Li Qingmei pursed her lips and said, "Mrs. said that it doesn't matter if you have, and also said, if you bully me, let me tell her." ”
I didn't speak.
"I'm starting to understand your concerns now." Li Qingmei said thoughtfully, "I also told Mr. Fan about this." ”
I asked, "Can you tell me his mother's phone number?" ”
Li Qingmei's face was embarrassed: "Mr. Fan is not allowed." ”
I was so upset that I covered my face with my hands.
"He gave it to you." Li Qingmei reassured me and said, "He said his mother...... There is still a problem with you, saying that if you have to contact her, it may affect your father's safety. But he'll take care of it, don't worry. ”
I didn't want to speak, so I fell on the table.
I don't know what to do?
"Don't worry too much." There was warmth on my back, and it was Li Qingmei who was caressing my back, and she comforted, "I'm telling you this to calm you down." ”
I can't calm down.
I was shaking and speechless.
Really, if my bustling mom were standing in front of me right now, I might have jumped on her and hit her directly.
"I talked to him during the day, and he said that his mother was angry and she hadn't gotten angry yet." Li Qingmei said, "You must be able to understand that mothers are worried about their sons, and her son is almost gone." But because of this, she will eventually compromise with her son, but you don't let them think you're hurting him anymore. ”
Truly.
I have to say that Li Qingmei is very good at analyzing things.
I calmed down a bit.
I sat up again, and Li Qingmei saw this and sat back in her chair.
I chewed wax and drank a few mouthfuls of soup, looked at Li Qingmei, and asked, "Why didn't I succeed yesterday?" ”
Li Qingmei's cheeks flushed, she lowered her head, and said, "As soon as I hugged him yesterday, he immediately knew about it and told me to 'get out if you don't want to die'." ”
Her eyes were sparkling, and she obviously had palpitations: "He also asked me to let go of his hand, his appearance is really terrifying, I feel so scared, so I ......"
When she said this, she shed tears of grievance.
I said, "I'm sorry. ”
Indeed, yesterday I was so preoccupied with my own purpose that I forgot that Prosperity is a hands-on madman.
Li Qingmei sobbed and said, "It's not this that makes me saddened the most. ”
I asked, "What's that?" ”
"It's you." She said, "Wow" and cried, "You really want to set us on fire......"
I didn't speak.
Do I really want to?
Frankly, I don't know.
If yesterday's prosperity didn't stop me, if Su Lianyin didn't agree yesterday.
I do not know.
I even got gasoline up, and I was really crazy.
Now that I think about it, it was really impulsive and irrational to the extreme. Moreover, even if I succeeded yesterday, I would have incurred serious retribution from their family.
Therefore, my behavior yesterday was simply a momentary anger.
I was so angry, too aggrieved, but sensibly speaking, I should be glad that Prosperity stopped me at a critical moment.
But what can I do now? There is simply no way.
Mu Anan is right, I'm a fool, an idiot, I can't do anything......
I wasn't even lucky, even if I closed my eyes and found a beggar on the street to be my husband, my whole family wouldn't have ended up like this.
How did I manage to pick a devil among thousands of people?
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel sad, and tears couldn't help but flow out.
Li Qingmei comforted me for a while and said, "Don't cry, Mr. has made an appointment with a psychiatrist, and they will come to talk to you, and you will feel better." ”
After eating, at about two o'clock, the psychiatrist came.
Of course, I didn't want the psychiatrist to think that I was sick, so after eating, I adjusted my mood, dressed up carefully, and asked Li Qingmei to help me put on makeup again.
The doctor was a handsome man surnamed Meng with two female assistants.
Li Qingmei looked very excited and told me that this doctor was well-known in the industry and was the senior of their school.
Next, it was mainly Li Qingmei who talked to them, but I knew that the doctors were mostly observing me, so I tried to behave as decently and dignified as possible.
After sitting until the evening, the doctors and nurses left, and before leaving, they said to Li Qingmei, "We will send the results of the examination to Mr. Fan." ”
I asked, "Can't you send it to me first?" ”
The doctor looked at me and was about to speak when the door opened.
Prosperous walked in, hugged the male doctor with a smile, and said, "I'm sorry! I was going to come back early, but I was delayed on the way! ”
"Nothing." The doctor smiled and said, "Your wife and this Miss Li have treated me very well. ”
Fanhua smiled and patted his arm and said to me, "Fei Fei, Dr. Meng is the older brother of my high school classmate. ”
I smiled at Dr. Meng and didn't speak.
The brother of a high school classmate, who must have known his mother, also knew him......
Well, I know for myself, I'm in good spirits, and it doesn't matter what they diagnose me.
Fanhua led Dr. Meng and the others to the tea room, I didn't want to go over, and when I saw Li Qingmei looking over there, I asked, "Do you want to go too?" ”
Li Qingmei blushed and said, "Dr. Meng is a celebrity in our school and an idol I worship......"
"There you go." I said, "I can stay on my own." ”
Li Qingmei happily entered the tea room, although she tried her best to go, but the excitement could still be seen in her back.
She will live for a long time, and she will have people to admire, and she will be happy to see him.
I also worshipped others, I worshipped prosperity, I married myself to him, I thought I would be happy every day after marrying him.
This is my sin.
I went upstairs to change my clothes, came out of the side door of the villa, and went into the garden.
It's snowing again today, and it's really snowing this year, and it's not snowing at this time of year anymore.
As the saying goes, the snow is a good year, and for farmers, this is a good thing.
For me......
It's also a good thing.
Because it was getting dark, if I was indoors, I wouldn't be able to see anything.
But because of the whiteness of the ground, reflecting the moonlight and lights, I could still see a little bit of the road vaguely.
With this light, I walked around the main body of the villa and saw the fire over there.
It's a campfire.
The bonfire lit up the generation so brightly that I could clearly see that there were a few little maids there, singing and dancing together.
The details are not clear, but judging from the way they are bouncing, they are very happy.
Actually, the maids here are all about the same age as me, and some of them are older than me.
But it seems that only me is very old-fashioned.
I didn't want to disturb their happiness, and my body was extremely tired, so I found a staircase and sat down directly.
It's a shadow, and no one can see me.