Chapter 443: A Strong Mother Who Is Good For You (14)
And the original family is like dyeing a layer of background color on this blank paper, which can never be erased.
The misfortune brought to the child by the original family needs to be healed in a lifetime.
In his previous life, Xu Qingan has been growing up in such a depressive environment, in the eyes of outsiders, he has excellent grades and is very good, only he knows that he is inferior and sensitive, and he even thinks that he is worse than everyone else.
Because the original owner has a strong desire to control, he is not willing to let Xu Qingan contact other children too much and make friends with them, and Xu Qingan has no time to go to class all the time, when he is at home, he is used to listening to the words of the original owner, and he will not refute, and over time, people will be silent.
In the eyes of outsiders, he is shy, but he knows that Xu Qingan himself knows that his character is withdrawn and awkward.
He is extremely lacking in love, constantly wanting to be affirmed in front of others, especially the original owner, and over time, he loses himself and becomes living for others and for the original owner.
The original owner only thought that Xu Qingan listened to her words, and was trained by her very successfully, without thinking that Xu Qingan had been educated by her to become a puppet in her hands.
And when she gave Xu Qingan a denial again and again, there will always be a day when the guilt will be unbearable and will collapse.
In his previous life, Xu Qingan was in the high school entrance examination, because he cared too much about the results, he was extremely nervous, causing his stomach to twitch, feeling unwell, and finally fainted.
As you can imagine, his high school entrance examination results were a mess.
The original owner couldn't bear the fact that her child would perform abnormally in such an important exam.
She scolded Xu Qing'an fiercely, disappointed in him like never before.
In the end, Xu Qing'an, who couldn't bear it anymore, jumped down from the upstairs and died.
Before he died, he left a suicide note, only two short sentences.
"Mom, don't be good for me. I'm so tired, I want to leave. ”
When the original owner was holding the suicide note, she didn't understand the meaning of Xu Qing'an's words at all, and she even resented Xu Qing'an.
In short, the three children of the original owner all died, and the original owner naturally collapsed after the death of the three children, and finally died of madness.
This is the most tragic one that Yin Yin has traveled through so many worlds.
Under the banner of "for your good", he went to morally kidnap the child, and in the end, the family was ruined.
Now that she is here, she naturally will not let the three children go to the sad end of their previous life.
The shadows of the street lamps sprinkled warm light, Yin Yin led Xu Qing'an, and the shadows of one big and one small overlapped together.
Xu Qing'an looked at the shadow and was slightly distracted.
Fifteen minutes later, the two arrived home.
This house was assigned when the original owner divorced Xu's father, with three bedrooms and one living room, and a balcony for the kitchen and bathroom.
There are three rooms, one for Yin Yin, one for Xu Qingge, and one for Xu Qingpromise and Xu Qing'an.
When he got home, Xu Qing'an went to his room and put down his schoolbag.
Because Xu Qingge is currently in G City, Xu Qing, a sophomore in high school, promises to live in the school, and there are only Yin Yin and Xu Qingan at home.
Xu Qingan opened the zipper of his schoolbag, took out the award certificate and scroll, and his eyes fell on it.
When he got home, he should take the initiative to talk to his mother about the results of the midterm exam, but he was afraid, afraid that his mother would be disappointed in him, after all, he was so bad in the exam, and he only won two certificates.
Xu Qingan's eyes were slightly red, and the fingertips pinching the roll were slightly too hard, slightly white.