At this time, he thought of his mother again.

Mom has been back to her grandmother's house for a few days, and she doesn't know when she'll be back.

Cheng Xi's mood was visibly low again.

He muttered to Pudding, "Pudding, is it true that they say Daddy has other children somewhere else?" Pudding, when do you say mom will come back, is she, is she...... also "don't want me anymore."

Cheng Xi's eyes were sour, but his tears couldn't flow, because he was born without tears.

They say that because he is a freak, he will not shed tears.

Until the pudding finished eating, Cheng Xi gathered his emotions and patted its little body gently: "Pudding, I'm going back, you should go back too." ”

Pudding has an inconspicuous nest in the grass, which is Pudding's home, which he built with Pudding.

Cheng Xi didn't dare to come out for too long, otherwise he would be scolded by his grandmother when he went back, once he went back late, the door of the house was locked, that time his parents were not there, no matter how he called, no one got up to open the door for him, he squatted at the door for a night, and got sick the next day, and it took half a month to recover from his illness.

Not long after Cheng Xi turned around and left, Pudding returned to his nest in the grass, but not long after it lay down, his whole body suddenly convulsed, he cried out in low pain, in the silent night, extremely helpless, but no one saw it.

After a while, pudding's mouth spat out mouthful after mouthful of white foam, and within two minutes, Pudding stopped moving, and his eyes were completely closed.

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Seeing Cheng Xi coming back from outside, Mrs. Cheng didn't say anything.

To be honest, she wished that Cheng Xi would run outside every day, and it would be better to be abducted by human traffickers, or to die of a cold, so that she would not come to drag down this family.

"Bad luck." Old Lady Cheng cursed and turned to leave.

Because the Cheng family is a rare rich family in the village, the bathroom is also equipped with a water heater, but when Yin Yin is not there, Mrs. Cheng will not give it to Cheng Xi, she will turn off the gas and lock it up.

Cheng Xi knew that he was weak and couldn't take cold water, so he could only grope to boil hot water by himself, but he couldn't see it, at first he didn't know that he had been scalded by the fire on the gas and the hot water a few times, and on the back of his hand, there was an ugly wrinkled scar after being burned, although he couldn't see it, but he touched it, it must be ugly.

After taking a shower, Cheng Xi went back to his room.

The narrow room, no sunlight, no windows, dark and damp, but for Cheng Xi, there is no difference whether there is sunlight or not.

He didn't know what sunlight looked like or what color it was, he only knew that there was something called sunlight that fell from the sky, and when it fell on him, it was very warm and warm.

"Little blind man, why don't you die?" As soon as Cheng Xi entered the room, a voice suddenly came from outside the door.

Because of his young age, the figure of the man still looks immature.

The dim light in the hall illuminated the man's face, and it was Cheng Tao with his hands on his chest.

Cheng Xi couldn't see it, but he heard it.

The moment he heard Cheng Tao's voice, Cheng Xi's body reflexively shrunk, which was the shadow of being beaten by Cheng Tao for many years.

Cheng Xi froze in place, his eyes were blank, but his hand holding the crutches was tightening, and his fingertips were white.

"Little blind man, don't you know why your father and mother want to divorce, it's not because of you."

"Because you are blind and have embarrassed your uncle, that's why your uncle doesn't want you and your mother."