"If it weren't for you, my uncle wouldn't have left home, he wouldn't have had other children, and he wouldn't want to divorce my aunt."

"Little blind man, you are a scourge, and the eldest aunt will be harmed by you like this."

"Why don't you die, you're still a freak, before you put it, you're going to be burned to death, if it's good for your parents, you should take the initiative to die."

"No one in this world will love you, if you die, maybe the eldest uncle will not divorce the eldest aunt. They may also give birth to healthy babies. You don't deserve to live. ”

After saying some heart-wrenching words, Cheng Tao didn't wait for Cheng Xi to react, and turned to leave.

In the dark room, Cheng Xi was the only one, on crutches, his body was thin and thin, as if a gust of wind could be blown down.

In the next second, he sat on the ground, and there was a cold touch on the floor, but Cheng Xi felt that his heart was even colder and colder.

In a trance, he recalled his mother's hysteria and crying in the past two years.

In the past two years, he always heard his mother crying, crying very sadly and sadly, and even his heart hurt.

Those memories that had been sealed by him were once again revealed.

"I didn't know that Hee Hee would not be able to see when he was born, how can you blame me."

"Zhenping, don't you go, please."

"Mom, I was wrong, I'll change it immediately."

"Are you going to force me to die with Hee-hee?"

Cheng Xi still remembers that three years ago, once his mother was in his arms from the outside, hiding in the room and crying, he wanted to comfort his mother, but his mother yelled at him: "It's all because of you, it's all because of you." ”

Once those memories were revealed, they were like water that had opened a valve, gushing out, and my mother's words, word by word, were like knives, cutting Cheng Xi's heart, and it hurt terribly.

He curled up in the corner, his hands on his knees, his head buried in it, he wanted to cry, but he couldn't.

Why didn't Dad come back?

It's because of him.

Why didn't Mom come back?

It's also because of him.

Cheng Tao's words lingered in his ears again, repeating over and over again: "Little blind man, why don't you take the initiative to die, only if you die, the eldest uncle and aunt will not divorce." ”

Cheng Xi was stunned, covered in cold, is everything because of him?

Yes, it's because he, grandma, and everyone in the Cheng family don't like him as a blind freak.

Mom also said it, it's because of him, isn't it?

Perhaps, if he dies, Mom and Dad will not divorce, they will have a healthy baby, Dad will come home, and Mom will be happy again.

Didn't grandma say that people like him shouldn't be alive, they should die early and be reborn.

It seemed that a decision had been made in his heart, and Cheng Xi's emotions suddenly calmed down, like a pool of stagnant water that would never fluctuate again.

He got up again, walked to the bed with a cane, and found a bear doll the size of a palm next to the pillow, although he couldn't see what the bear doll looked like, but it was the only gift his mother gave him.

He kept it on the bed all the time.

"Would you like to come with me?" Cheng Xi touched the bear doll, took it into his arms, leaned on crutches, walked out step by step.

At this time, everyone was already asleep, there was silence around, and the sound of Cheng Xi opening the door was very soft, no one heard it, and no one saw it.

Out of the door, Cheng Xi walked in the direction of the pudding's nest.