Chapter 127: Decadence (1)
"Let's go see him again." Xia Ziyuan said to herself, even if it was just a glance from a distance, a glance. Once the best companion, who fought side by side, just say go, okay, when he is still in City A, let's talk to him.
In fact, it won't be very rare, as long as I continue to maintain a professional smile on my face, and then look at him, and say without any waves in my heart: "Na, let me tell you something, I don't know when you are leaving, but, for my own safety reasons, I may be leaving City A for a while." Don't worry about me, I'll take care of myself, and so will you. ”
Such thoughts, and patterns, had been repeated over and over again in my mind, but when I stayed at the door of that bar, they were all dispelled.
How so? How to describe it, in such a dirty and messy environment, there is a smell of tobacco and alcohol everywhere, and it is more like a place where only hooligans and gangsters will stay than those more serious places.
Nangong Yi, has he been in this kind of place since this time? Even if you follow the band around to perform, you won't be reduced to this point, right? With his character, how could it be...... It's unimaginable that such a person who used to be clean and arrogant now doesn't mind lingering in such a Fengyue place.
"Yo, looking for someone?" The bartender at the front desk noticed the movement on her side, and someone began to whistle in her direction. "The girl is pretty upright, are you ......interested?"
But before the man's words were finished, she was thrown over the shoulder and unloaded his arm, and the beating hurt and he couldn't speak.
"I'll just take a look." Xia Ziyuan said coldly, her brows were tightly locked, ignoring the people behind her, and walked straight into the sea of people, avoiding those passers-by without a trace, and finally, under the bright lights, she saw the outline of the people on the stage clearly.
"Eh, the boss, that woman's ......"
"What kind of woman, didn't you see the two hits she just hit? Want to be unarmed? ”
"There are so many of us, are you still afraid of her?"
"Fool, she doesn't have any eyesight, do you see the necklace around her neck? It is exclusive to the Gu family, and ordinary people can't buy it. Dare to provoke the people of the Gu family, so that you can't eat and walk around. ”
"He ......" Xia Ziyuan looked at the person on stage who was singing with an electric guitar and the microphone, and that feeling did feel more and more strange. He's from Nangong Yi, right? Xia Ziyuan asked herself in her heart.
It's just that, I don't know why, there is always a huge sense of gap in my heart. It's like when I went to a concert of some well-known singers, and when I went in, I found that I went to a low-profile version, which is impossible to say that there is no confusion and emptiness. But he couldn't get angry, and in his heart, there was only deep self-blame.
All he thought about in his heart was the words he said coldly at the door of the band's lounge.
- We are not people of the same world, and now, you are getting farther and farther away from me.
- What I want to do, I'm afraid it has nothing to do with you, right?
- Now, you don't need me by your side.
- Anyway, this is the last time we'll see each other, right?
Now, instead of watching you go farther and farther away from me, it would be more pleasant for me to leave now.
- You have done nothing wrong, there is no one who can be by your side for the rest of your life, and we ...... It's just friends.
- What reason do you have for me to stay?
- Why should I stay? Don't you know best who is in my heart?
- What I want is very simple, you leave Gu Aochen and stay with me.
No way.
So what else do you say? Let's go.
Hehe, go, where can you go? Everywhere you go, I'm afraid you have to think about how you are willing to fall, right?
"What reason do I have for you to stay? If friends don't count, then I'm afraid it's really gone. ”
I'm sorry, Nangong Yi.
I was wrong, a long, long time ago, I probably shouldn't have walked into your world in the first place.
I don't know if Nangong Yi on the stage found her, the movements in his hands slowly stopped, and with the accompaniment of his companions around him, he gently put down his guitar, held the microphone in his hand, and walked in the direction of the crowd. To be precise, it's Xia Zi Kite's direction, right?
Xia Ziyuan stood in place in a daze, motionless, her limbs stiff, she watched him play, listening to him sing lyrically in a calm bass voice that almost all girls included, including her. The light hit his face, but he didn't feel gray and dazzling, and his countenance, like a folded winged angel who had fallen into the mortal dust, was desirable, but he didn't dare to blaspheme it.
"Just because I saw you in the crowd, my favorite girl ......" The song came to an abrupt end with a silent atmosphere. Xia Ziyuan looked at him, stopped in front of a girl three meters away from him, and then, leaned down and gently used her favorite fingers to watch him tap on the keyboard, slowly picking up the girl's chin.
The girl was obviously fascinated by his appearance, and the deer in her heart was bumping, and the flush on her face was so dazzling that it was staggering.
"Do you like me?" Nangong Yi continued to ask the man in a nice voice.
The girl was a little shy and hesitated for a while before saying, "Happy...... Like. ”
"What a lovely girl, I like you too." Nangong Yi's fingers kept moving up, gently caressing her cheeks, as if feeling the hot temperature of her face, the girl's cheeks were even redder after his teasing, and the red appearance was like a ripe red apple.
"That'...... So can I be your girlfriend? "Every girl has a princess dream, and she has fantasized about being confessed in public by the person she likes, looking forward to it, and she is already ecstatic.
"Baby, you said it too fast, this sentence, it should be up to me to ask you, are you willing to be my girlfriend?" Nangong Yi was holding a bright red rose in his hand, and he knelt down on one knee, unexpectedly, in front of so many people......
Xia Ziyuan only felt as if her chest was pressed by a big stone, heavy, she couldn't breathe, and she could even suffocate. I can't stand it, I can't stand it like this, I can't stand him practicing himself like this, in this kind of place, why?! Why? In this way, are you really happy? Are you really satisfied?!
Nangong Yi, is it necessary? Who to punish for this? Punish me, or punish yourself?
Xia Ziyuan's fists clenched slowly, and her nails were already deeply embedded in the flesh. It hurts, it hurts in my hands, but it hurts even more in my heart. I can't get used to it, I really can't stand it, I can't stand it, I can't stand it, I can't stand it, I can't stand it, I can't even look at him as a family member, and now I'm practicing myself like this, ruining myself, can't you see it? Nangong Yi?! What girlfriend, people in this kind of place, everyone is just having fun, are you really stupid or crazy, or what's wrong with you?!
Angry with the individual!
"I do!" The girl couldn't wait to answer him, and very happily took the flowers in his hand, and for a while, almost all eyes were focused on these two people, some envious, some jealous, and some sad.
"Congratulations, Brother Nangong, this time it can be regarded as a beautiful return."
"Yes, a treat, a treat, this time you have to ask for anything."
Nangong Yi hugged the girl's waist and let her whole person fall into her arms, and the girl even heard a coquettish scream, only to hear Nangong Yi say happily: "Everyone, tonight, I will pay." ”
The people in the bar cheered happily, and some messy words of blessing fell into Xia Ziyuan's ears. Her eyes were confused, even empty, just silently looking at the men and women on the stage, feeling as if her whole heart had fallen into the abyss. The pain, the dead pain, began, gradually spreading throughout the body.
I wish you a long time, I wish you a hundred years of good harmony, I wish you a white head with an old ha, what else, what words of blessing can you think of, why, just at this moment, I have studied cultural lessons for so many years, and I can't think of other words.
It's not sincere, it's not sincere, he has already done it, and people have already looked down on it. Xia Ziyuan, what else are you doing here? Do you have to wait for someone to pick you up? Inexplicably, come here, what are you looking for? Existential, guilty, or satisfying your pathetic and ridiculous self-esteem?
Sometimes, I really want to tear myself into several pieces, who wants, wants her life, wants her life, wants her heart, take it, take it all, in this way, you are satisfied, right?!
It's your business to like it, why, why does it make me so miserable in the end? What am I doing wrong......
"Everyone, I would like to announce one thing to you, from now on, this baby by my side will be covered by me. In the future, if anyone wants to bully her, they will step on my corpse first! ”
"Good! You can say that again! ”
What a fart!
Xia Ziyuan scolded secretly in her heart, and was about to leave, when she heard Nangong Yi hugging the people around her, and said in a tone that everyone could hear, some shameful words: "When the meeting is over, come to my lounge, remember, bring that thing." ”
When the girl heard this, the blush that had finally faded resurfaced on her cheeks again, and she only heard her say in disgust: "I hate it." ”
Where is disgust, clearly, is the meaning of coquettishness, right?