Chapter 128: Decadence (2)
Xia Ziyuan only took two steps, and when she heard this, she really couldn't help it, she looked back at him in surprise, her lips trembled, and she couldn't say a word.
What the hell, what the hell is this? Disgusting, disgusting to death!
She suddenly felt a feeling of nausea in her abdomen, and the air seemed to be filled with a fishy sweet smell, so disgusting that she wanted to vomit, she quickened her pace, and immediately left this ghost place without looking back.
The fresh air outside the bar didn't make her feel much more comfortable, she felt the sticky feeling coming from her hand, and couldn't help but raise her hand to see that her nails had pierced the skin at some point, and blood flowed from her hand. A full hand was all over it, but looking at the wound, she couldn't help it, crying and laughing.
Why bother? Why do you need to do this to yourself, and also to others?
Isn't your youth, your body, the most important thing for yourself?
Nangong ......
Xia Ziyuan wiped her cheeks, but found that the tears on it, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't erase them. Why, why can't the tears stop, is it because of him? obviously said that he didn't like him, but why, why did it still hurt in my heart, and I heard him casually confess to a girl who didn't know him at all, and couldn't even call her name.
What kind of international joke?! What kind of international jokes?!!!
This is simply the most ridiculous joke she Xia Zi Kite, from childhood to adulthood, from birth to the present, she has heard and seen!
It has no value at all, it has no meaning at all!
But what is valuable and meaningful? was pushed away by himself again and again, and he chose to stay humbly by his side, although even he knew that it was unrealistic at all, and it was impossible to continue to get along for a lifetime, for himself, he let go of his bottom line again and again.
It was his own persistence and affirmative rejection that he chose to compromise.
Why do you care about me? It's my own life.
Why do you keep me? What can you give me?
Xia Ziyuan, what I want is not your charity, I want your love, your love for you, your heart! Can't you get it? I don't want any family and friendship, what I have always had for you, what has sprouted since I was very young, is my love for you until death and even afraid to pay any price!
Do you understand?
Do you really understand?
If you really understand, how can you be sweet and crooked with him in front of me, do you have me in your heart? Is there a place for me? Did you really care about me?
Sure enough, people, it's all like this, only when they lose, can they experience defeat, and they can experience defeat and decadence, which is useless and irretrievable. At this time, even if you are willing to fight for your life, it is already too late, too late.
"Lalala...... Boss, a box of Xiao Du, right. The girl's happy figure walked out of the commissary and walked to the side of the alley, which is also the back door, the back of the bar. Usually, the people in the band enter from this side. Only this time, there are more people.
"Stop."
Hearing a cold cry behind her, the girl turned to look at her for some reason, and blurted out a question, "Who are you?" ”
"I ......" Xia Ziyuan moved her lips, and she didn't know how to answer.
When the girl saw her appearance, she seemed to have suddenly realized, and said, "I know, you shouldn't be Nangong's ex-girlfriend, right?" ”
"Ex-girlfriend?" When she heard this title, Xia Ziyuan couldn't help frowning. didn't hear her denial, the girl thought that she had guessed right, so she put her hands around her chest, looked like she was going to swear sovereignty, walked in front of Xia Ziyuan, and said menacingly: "I don't care what entanglement you had with Nangong before, but now, he is my boyfriend, I advise you, let's stay away." Otherwise, my sisters are not vegetarians either. ”
"You advise me?" Xia Ziyuan felt funny, and couldn't help but crack the corners of her mouth, she further approached the girl, and said, "Do you think you are worthy of him?" Did you go to school? Education: Middle School or High School? Do you know how to program in a computer language? Do you teach yourself more than a dozen musical instruments? Or do you write your own lyrics and compose music? Have you ever won an award for best code for a computer? What do you have in common with him? What does he like to eat and drink? Do you know if you like to listen to songs or drink tea on rainy days, what hobbies you have, and what you do when you're sad? Do you know any of these? ”
"I ...... I don't know. The girl still replied with a straight face, "But he said that he would like what I like." ”
"You don't understand him at all, vulgar person, you don't deserve him at all. All day long, you will only be mixed in this kind of fireworks land, there are no dreams, no goals, no ideals, you just think about having fun in time, only thinking about what is in front of you, forming gangs, what is it in front of the real reality? Do you have a serious job? Will you be able to give him happiness and the security of his future? You can't give anything, you don't even know him, you just think he's dazzling, the type and appearance that everyone likes, and you follow the trend to worship him. Do you understand his pain? What did you think of when he was decadent? You think he likes you, he just wants to find a catharsis object, what are you? Whether it's a fantasy of love or a pursuit, in short, people like him are not worthy of you. ”
"You...... You're sick, aren't you?! The girl pushed her away with a look of horror and anger, sick? Xia Ziyuan felt that she might really be stunned, how could she run to such a place inexplicably, and then in this alley, to talk to a little sister about her dreams and pursuits, it was really, ridiculous!
"Stay away from him, I advise you."
"Oh, then I can't help you, look at what this is? Let me tell you, this little Du Ke is a baby, a good thing, as long as there is it, after tonight, the person you call a good student, a computer and a code, will belong to me. What if you can't get his heart? I just want his people, and I'm glad to do it. ”
"Stubborn." Xia Ziyuan saw that she was about to leave, and reached out to pull her sleeve, but the girl was angry, turned around, and waved her hand to fight.
Xia Ziyuan could have dodged, but at that time, maybe the people inside heard the movement outside, so they couldn't help but open the back door of the alley curiously.
It was none other than him, and it was him, with surprise written on his face, and a hint of helplessness. He was panicked by the atmosphere in the room, and wanted to come out to breathe, although the members of the band told him that this kind of thing, there will always be a first time, and there will be scruples in his heart at the beginning, but as long as he is happy, in the future, don't he forget everything? That's how everybody came here...... Something like that, Nangong just felt that his head was big when he heard it, and he hadn't felt any excitement yet, so he wanted to escape, get out of here.
It's just that what I didn't expect was that as soon as I pushed the door open, I actually ...... I saw her.
Xia Ziyuan didn't expect it, but she was stunned for a while, and a slap slapped her in the face like that.
"Cheap woman, what about my ex-girlfriend, I can't make a mistake ...... old lady" The girl's words were not finished, and she felt that something was wrong with the atmosphere, and as soon as she turned around, she was facing Nangong Yi's gloomy face.
"Yo, who's this?" Xia Ziyuan wiped the tears on her face, sneered on her lips, and then kicked at the girl. The girl shouted in pain, and she couldn't care about it so much, seeing that Xia Ziyuan still wanted to hit her, she immediately instinctively fought back, and the sharp nails wanted to scratch Xia Ziyuan's face, because Xia Ziyuan's hair didn't grow long, so she didn't want to attack her hair.
What else can there be in a fight between girls, but moving their claws, pulling their hair, grabbing their faces, and tearing their clothes. However, these moves, which are just petty fights, are tantamount to looking for death in front of Xia Ziyuan.
In her memory, she fought for Nangong Yi, in fact, there were many more fights than Gu Aochen, but this time, it was different.
Xia Zi Kite's hand is also ruthless, and it is not aimed at her weak point, not on the knee joints and lower back, of course, her little face, Xia Zi Kite is also a dozen accurate, until her face is swollen with a red bulging bag, lying on the ground as if she doesn't even have the strength to fight back, Xia Zi Kite clapped her hands this time and let her go.
She learned the tone of a ruffian and hooligan and said to him: "I'm sorry, I saw that your horse was not happy, so I beat you, what, do you want to fight back?" ”
Nangong replied lukewarmly: "No need, she is not my horse." ”
"I think so, you shouldn't be interested in this kind of goods." After Xia Ziyuan finished speaking, she glanced at him, turned around and was about to leave.
"You...... You have me in your heart, don't you? Why else would you want to come? ”
"Nonsense, do you think I want to come?" Xia Ziyuan turned around angrily and said to him, "I don't know which idiot it is, what? Can't stand it? What is such a little pain? Nangong Yi, you really make me look down on me, I didn't expect you to be so wasteful, so decadent, right? You don't have to be happy if someone else shouts at you for being a gangster or a waste, isn't it? Xia Ziyuan grabbed his collar tightly, and her fist clenched and stopped at the side of his head, as if she was about to be beaten down at any time......
I really want to beat this guy up!