Chapter 064: The Greatest Benefits of Rebirth
Lu Zhan sat stunned, his eyes hollow.
He never knew that he had been derelict to this point, he looked up, his lips pursed, but nothing could come out.
Song Xiang poured himself tea, held his cup and was silent for a while, and his breath eased: "Although these are all things I wanted to say for a long time, but seriously, what's the point of pursuing these?"
"You and I are not the same you and me as we used to be.
"I didn't fulfill the responsibility in my previous life, so what is right or wrong in this life? Life is so long, there will always be some things that make each other helpless.
"I'm not very compassionate as a person, but I have a bottom line for people and things. Since you didn't deliberately want to abandon your wife and children, I naturally have nothing to resent you again.
"It's just that you gave me a thousand taels of silver, even if you bought out the grievances of the previous life. From now on, you and I will not owe each other.
"From today on, except for revenge, you should never mention it again about me and you in your previous life. You and I both have our own futures, let the past disappear. It's a relief for both of us. ”
There was a crisp sound in front of him, and the fan bone in Lu Zhan's hand was broken by him who lost his mind......
Song Xiang looked at him: "Now I don't have to pretend to be a harmonious couple with you, and I don't have to be bored every night and count the bricks of the wall to live."
"Although I am unwilling to die like that for no reason, the greatest benefit of being reborn is that I am free from your marriage to that one. It gave me hope in life again. But I still hope that you can take revenge as soon as possible, so that the souls of the children of that life can be at peace.
"Che'er is the child I raised with my own hands, and I have watched them grow up little by little, and like all mothers in the world, I hope that they will be successful and happy in the future.
"They were the greatest comfort that that marriage had given me. However, as a result, their mother did not protect them, and their father did not protect them.
"What did you think? After all, I only have the fate of mother and son with them in that life, no matter how sad I am and how reluctant I am, I will never be able to go back to that life. All emotions are useless. Loss is loss, and no matter how regretful it is, it is impossible to explain.
"But since you also came back, and you also came back with hatred, then it is naturally better to take revenge."
Speaking of this, she stood up with the handkerchief that had fallen on the table, and drank the last cup of tea: "That document and a thousand taels of silver should be goodbye to the past, and I sincerely hope that you can find the person you like in the future, and treat her well, and live in peace." ”
Put down the cup: "It's not early, I'm still in a hurry to go home, so I'll say goodbye first......"
The light and shadow in front of me floated, and the door opened and closed.
The rustling of clothes and the creaking of the door were constantly amplified in the quiet space, and finally filled Lu Zhan's entire mind.
He put down the bone fan, which was no longer in shape, and groped for the teacup, but knocked it over, and the tea trickled down his fingers, dripping on the hem of his clothes, dripping with a messy and dim wet mark.
Song Xiang, who went downstairs, walked on the street dressed in the sunset and let out a long breath.
The accusation and questioning of Lu Zhan was not as exciting as she imagined, perhaps because she did not mean to accuse anything.
Many years ago, she didn't have any hope for him, and if she didn't expect it, she naturally wouldn't have any hatred, and even after he said the reason for entering Beijing, she almost didn't even have the resentment caused by misunderstanding.
It's just that he shouldn't have preceded him and her.
In the final analysis, they are just two people who have been forcibly tied together, the difference is that one wants to make up and live, the other is firmly not accepting, and the Tao is different and does not conspire with each other.
Seven years, thousands of days and nights, countless little things about firewood, rice, oil and salt, in fact, will greatly weaken the sense of existence of the marriage decree.
For her, it doesn't matter how she got married, she sometimes feels that Lu Zhan is just used to getting along with her like that, after all, he doesn't bother to think about her at all.
If there was no sudden bad luck, she thought she would still continue to live with him in peace of mind, and live that life tepidly.
But bad luck came, and they unexpectedly freed each other, which made her life start to heat up again!
She didn't understand what else he was asking for?
What's the point of asking?
But when the words came to this point, I thought it would be better to explain it to this point. If he doesn't make it clear, maybe he will have to make his own claims to give her what compensation in the future?
She raised her head, took a deep breath of the evening wind, and walked briskly towards the inn!
Halfway through, I saw that there was a seller of hemp candy, and I didn't forget to weigh two catties.
- It's not early, she has to get out of the city before the city gates close, and Brother Lian'er's little gluttony must be holding the pear blossom and looking forward to her return......
Lu Zhan sat in place from the slanting sun to the twilight Sihe.
Chonghua came in and asked a few times, and only then did he stand up when there was a sound of traffic at the bottom.
The light outside the window was dim, and the person was no longer visible.
Lu Zhan didn't know what he was still looking for, maybe his heart was still hovering with her sentence "The biggest benefit of being reborn is that I got rid of you and that marriage", this sentence was like a rope around his neck, pulling his eyes to search in the sea of people.
In the past, he also actively wanted to make a decision, but now that one fact after another is in front of him, he doesn't say whose loss it is......
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At this moment when the two of them were sitting in the teahouse, the official government was already in full swing, and the wind was getting tighter and tighter.
Mrs. Yu sent a family member to ask her the truth about the Li family since Yu Xin, so she couldn't sit down anymore, went out of the Buddhist hall to the room, and was just about to explain what happened to Yu Xin about it, but the people below suddenly came to report, saying that someone had sued Zhou Yi, and it was the Zuodu Yushi of the Metropolitan Procuratorate who took the case, and someone from the Criminal Department invited Yu Xin to go!
After hearing this, Mrs. Yu's eyes turned black and she sat down in her chair.
There is a Yu Guifei in the family, the Yu family has grown in popularity over the years, and has become a prominent family in the capital from an ordinary door, and Yu Xin's eldest son is married to the granddaughter of the Taishi, and the family background is prominent.
Mrs. Yu also placed great hopes on Yu Huai'an's marriage, and wanted him to marry at least a good lady. Who would have thought that he would actually take a fancy to a civilian woman? And also want to marry her?
Of course, Mrs. Yu would not agree, and in the end, she couldn't stand Yu Huai'an's trouble, so she pretended to allow him, and then privately instructed Zhou Yi to let him go to Li's house to propose marriage, but she had to try to go to Li's house to make the girl retreat in difficulty, and she dispelled this idea.
Zhou Yi arrived at Li's house, but was ridiculed by Miss Li, it turned out that Miss Li did not fall in love with Yu Huai'an. Zhou Yi was angry, so he changed his mind and let Miss Li enter the Yu Mansion as a concubine.
In the end, who would have thought that girl would be so strong that she would seek death?!
Mrs. Yu was flustered, none of them were stable! .