Chapter 143: Don't Be a Blind Man

Song Xiang frowned: "What did his mother ask him to do?" ”

Lu Zhan thrust in and evened out his breath towards the mouth of the alley: "Mrs. Hu came to the palace yesterday to ask my mother about me and you, and my mother said that she may be planning to propose to your family. Hu Yan did not deny that he came to pick up Brother Lian to Hu's house today because of his mother's order. ”

Song Xiang knew about the rumors outside a while ago, but Song Xiang didn't expect Mrs. Hu to ask the princess, since she went, and the princess had asked Yingniang to write a letter to tell her, saying that Mrs. Hu invited which ladies to eat tea at home, ten out of ten means that she was ready to propose. And Hu Yan was arranged by Mrs. Hu to pick up Song Lian, which indeed revealed his attitude of obedience to his mother.

In this way, Hu Yan has indeed been moved by Mrs. Hu's words, and is cooperating with her.

She stood silent for a moment, and suddenly looked at Lu Zhan: "There's nothing wrong with listening to my mother." There's nothing good about being too assertive about things like you. ”

After saying that, she turned around and walked out.

Lu Zhan stopped her by mistake: "I'm not good, but it's not me now." A man actually came to please you because of external forces, instead of from the heart, do you think he will be reliable in the future?

"You can't deny that I have a point, anyway. I played with him since I was a child, and I know what his temperament is. ”

"But he was very good with Miss Xie in his previous life."

"That's because he likes Miss Xie!" Lu Zhan blurted out, "If a person likes you, he will naturally have the strength to overcome obstacles for you." ”

To put it bluntly, of course Hu Yan won't be a real mallet, it's really a great mallet, how could Du Yuyin pester him? How could he know what to do after listening to Mrs. Hu's words?

He just didn't like Song Xiang.

Because I don't like it, I don't have the motivation to do anything, not only do I not do it, but I don't think about it. Just like him, when he only regarded her as a habitual existence in his previous life, he also habitually felt that as long as he turned back, she would always be there.

So he left them behind and went to Beijing without any worries, because he subconsciously thought that as long as he came back, he would still be able to see them.

But he can't do it in this life, he has been woken up, and he knows why he is so bored when he is reborn.

After thinking about it, although there is an element of atonement, will the atonement make him repeatedly commit cheap and enjoy it?

Not really.

Song Xiang looked at him for a long time and said, "Shibei three days, Lu Shizi really impressed me!" ”

Lu Zhan came back to his senses and saw that her face was calm, so he was worried about whether Fang Cai's words made her sad: "I didn't mean that, it's not that you are not good enough, it's that Hu Yan is blind and can't see your goodness!" This kind of blind man, you should not be better. ”

Song Xiang glanced at him: "You're very worried!" After speaking, he glanced at him again: "Don't you have any thoughts about me, do you?" ”

Lu Zhan pursed his lips and did not make a sound.

Song Xiang couldn't wait for him to deny it, and said: "I guess you won't either, otherwise your son's face will be torn off and stepped on." ”

Since Lu Zhan knew the truth, his face had been swollen, and it was because he was afraid of being slapped in the face that he was angry everywhere today, he took a deep breath and said, "Even if I have an idea, what's wrong?" I'm blind and I know it, but I'm not happy if I know it's wrong, can I change it? ”

Song Xiang paused.

Lu Zhan turned his head to look outside the alley, and said: "It's okay for you to scold me, laugh at me, look down on me, and I'm not afraid to tell you that I still want to marry you in my heart." I want to be with you, not because of any external force, but from the bottom of my heart I want to continue living with you.

"But I know you won't marry me, and I won't force you if you don't marry me. Of course, if you really want to marry Hu Yan, I won't be fine, but I still hope you can think clearly, even if you don't marry me, at least marry someone who likes you. is still the same sentence, only if a man has you in his heart, he will unswervingly think about you. ”

That's right, that's what he thought in his heart, and that's what he thought from the beginning.

Without her by his side, he was not used to it at all, he was used to the smell of her in the room, used to eating her meals, and used to seeing her in front of him as long as he looked up.

He had never lived so closely with a man for seven years, and even though the princess regarded him as her own, there was always a distance between mother and son.

They had been so close that they had created two lives together, and the birth of the child was not insensitive, and the cry of the baby pierced the night sky, and he really understood that there was an inseparable connection between him and her.

He may be blind and can't see her goodness, her ability, all the days and nights of those years, everywhere is permeated with her traces, but the days and days have made him live like that, which is also his fault.

Now that she is free, all his disobedience has nothing to do with her, it does not mean that he is qualified to ask for it, and he knows it. But that didn't stop him from telling her that.

Song Xiang looked at him like a stranger for a long time.

After being silent for a long time, Lu Zhan was embarrassed: "You say something." ”

Song Xiang glanced at him and said, "You are insane!" ”

After saying that, she walked out of the alley quickly!

Lu Zhan took two steps, but saw that she had already passed by Chonghua and them, and walked directly to the door of the store, so she had to stop.

The sun was already setting in the west, and the sunlight shone in through the cracks in the alley, stabbing people's eyes.

……

Song Xiang returned to the store, and Hu Yan was already sitting there and talking with Zheng Rong.

Seeing her coming, Hu Yan got up and saluted: "Miss Song, I sent Brother Lian back with the prince." ”

Song Xiang stood for a moment, bowed to him to take a seat, and then said, "Brother Lian must have caused trouble to Mrs. Hu and Mr. Hu." ”

"Where? Brother Lian is very generous and polite, and his mother also likes him very much. In the future, I can often take him to my house to play. ”

Zheng Rong stood up when he heard this: "I'm still decocting medicine, let's take a look first!" ”

Hu Yan watched her leave, and looked at Song Xiang again: "The girl just saw the son?" What did the prince say to you? ”

"See. What does Hu Gongzi think the prince will say to me? At this point, Song Xiang asked with a smile.

Hu Yan was a little embarrassed: "I had a few arguments with Shizi just now, Shizi looked very angry, I really can't tell what he will say." ”

Song Xiang smiled and pushed the tea in front of him. "Drink tea."

Hu Yan raised his head: "Don't hide it from the girl, I also have something to say to the girl when I eat." I think Miss Song is very rare, so I want to ask the girl, I don't know what you want for me? ”

Song Xiang looked up, only to see that he was calm and calm, without any slackness, and there was no shyness that a young man should have in the face of the person he wanted.

She put the tea down: "It's my honor for Gongzi Hu to lift up like this." But I have a few words, and I want to ask Childe first. ”