Su Xiao sighed, brushed his hand over Midsummer's face and said, "I just like it, right?" You don't have the slightest so-called love for me, do you? Why...... My heart still hurts so much? Why didn't you notice that I liked you? Why don't you give me an answer? It's just friends, hehe, we're friends' best friends, aren't we? Hehe. ”

Su Xiao's words were pressing step by step, and she was going to force Midsummer into a corner, what should she do in Midsummer? What choice should you make?

Midsummer at this time can only be described by the word "messy heart". She wanted to ask herself, why? Why didn't she know to tell Su Xiao about her choice? Perhaps Su Xiao already knew that in her midsummer heart, she and Su Xiao could not have that kind of relationship.

And why did she choose between Su Xiao and Nanfeng? Are they all important? Could it be that she has completely lost Su Xiao?

The next thing that made Midsummer collapse was Su Xiao's words next.

Su Xiao put down his chopsticks and stood up, Sheng Xia couldn't see Su Xiao's expression clearly. Midsummer only heard Su Xiao say, "Why is it so difficult to give me an answer?" Why didn't you promise me? Why have I been left out in the cold again and again, and the feeling of being alone in the corner has I tried so many times? ”

"If it weren't for you, maybe I would really like A, right? If I like A, A won't feel sorry for me, but I still like you desperately......" Tears fell, Su Xiao's short hair fluttered in the wind like weeds everywhere, Su Xiao's love was as humble and stubborn as weeds.

"People who used to know me called me disgusting because I used to like a girl, and then no one called me disgusting anymore but I still liked girls - haha,"

Su Xiao suddenly laughed insolently, but the tears were still falling down one by one, and she said: "However, the one I liked later, you said that we were just friends, which made me speechless - friends, why are we people so humble in love?" a, too, and so am I, the humble are like dust, and are we people who are not worthy of love at all? ”

The sound of collapse is heartbreaking.

"Don't be so gentle with me anymore - really- my heart hurts, it's about to crack - what best friends and best friends - I don't want any of them, I just want you - I don't want your tenderness for friends - I only want you-"

Midsummer feels like she's going to suffocate, what to do, how is she going to face it? Timidly silent, and then give yourself a false hope for the girl named Su Xiao in front of you? Or deceive your heart, be with Su Xiao, and give up the south wind you have always loved?

In this case, she didn't want to, she finally achieved a positive result with Nanfeng, and she had experienced so many things, and she didn't want to be separated. If nothing works, then put aside all the fragility, discard all concerns, and show your heart to Su Xiao, who cares very much about it.

Midsummer plucked up the courage and said what was in her heart, she said it carefully word by word, she said, "You, stupid, right?" ”

"If we were just friends, if we didn't have a relationship, I wouldn't have time to be gentle with you, and my tenderness is rarely only for important people. And then you're talking to me now, saying we're just friends? So am I completely wrong about you? ”

"Fool, you and the south wind are very important to me, the south wind is a breeze that occasionally blows into my world, and you are my home under the tree. But if you have to say what's the difference between you and the south wind. ”

"Then I tell you plainly, I love Nanfeng, I must admit that I am very selfish, if I have to choose between you and him, I will still choose him. You're good, but I can't like you, I can't love you, because it's never been possible between you and me, I like the south wind from the beginning, and you like me from the beginning, it's destined to be a pity at the beginning. ”

"I can't live without him, I love him, so if Su Xiao you really want me to be happy, please don't press it step by step, okay? I really can't afford this kind of love. ”

Tearing away the mask and leaving behind scruples, people are inherently selfish. A only thought about Su Xiao, Nanfeng and his mother, but never considered Su Xiao's feeling of being burdensome to Midsummer.

Sheng Xia thought about it, Su Xiao thought about it, thought about it, thought about Gu Jing, and almost everyone, and finally chose to make it clear for himself and Nanfeng.

Southwind had thought about a lot of people, but he knew how important Midsummer was to him. No matter how good Su Xiao is, Nanfeng will definitely not hand over Midsummer to Su Xiao or even Gu Jing before, he is selfish.

Gu Jing is selfish, he used to stubbornly like Midsummer, but he was defeated by himself, and he couldn't give himself a reason to insist. Under the blows again and again, he still chose to give up to fulfill himself, not to be attached, if he insisted on persevering, then he was the only one who was hurt.

No one is open in the true sense, everyone is selfish and vulnerable, this is the reason why Midsummer gave up Su Xiao.

Su Xiao wiped away all her tears and took out two wedding photography center receipts from the drawer, "Well, I know." I'm glad you can tell me what you think, no matter what you do to me, I will always like you, love you as life. ”

Midsummer didn't realize what was happening on the other side. Sadness is creeping in the distance, but this summer's sunny days and the sun are dying, saluting the despair that is coming.

The desperate eyes and the crazy words at the corners of the mouth resounded throughout the campus.

"I hate the world, it's the world that has destroyed all my hopes, and I hate all of you—I want you all to die."

A month later, the hot summer finally passed.

Xia said that the wind had not been heard.

Time is starting to rewind not so long ago......

The depressed Nanfeng held one bottle after another, and tears fell little by little, but the computer screen was still on, and a long, long paragraph was written on it:

I once asked her my favorite, why is she with me? She said to me, because my eyes illuminated all her green years, she said that I was giving her the warm sun, I was the star for her to look up, she said that if she hadn't met me, she might have been just that autistic and lonely cold girl for the rest of her life, and everything seemed to have changed after meeting me.

She can finally embrace the sun and feel love.

But I want to say, how could it be, she didn't know, she illuminated everything I had, from ignorance to feeling missed and then falling in love, I knew that it was all because I had her.

I would love to say something to her, I want to say to her, dear, I'm actually a very headstrong person, right? I don't care too much, I always hurt others inadvertently, and you still haven't let go of my hand......

I really had many, many things to say to the one I loved, and then I never had a chance......

When she left me, she still smiled at me and said, "I wish to die for the southwest wind and enter the arms of the king for a long time." "At that time, I held her, took her hand and pulled the hook, and I said, everything will be fine, you said you would work hard with me, don't you have a lot of things you want to accomplish, this is ours--this agreement.

Later, she broke the contract and left me forever. I know that our summer is over and we will never come back, just like the people and events that appear in our lives......

I held her hand, I prayed that she would come back safely, I prayed to God to keep what I loved, I had lost a lot of things, could I not take her away?

It seems that God thinks that my life is too perfect, and forcibly took her away from me, I have lost A, and now I want to take her away, is it so funny that I finally get love and lose love?

God played a huge joke on me.

That day, in the middle of summer, she received the news that my best brother's mother, who was also my aunt, had committed suicide in the upper floor of the highest school building in our school.

At that time, we were dating, I was scrolling through the day's headlines in the middle of summer, I didn't see the anxiety in her eyes, she said she went to the bathroom, but I didn't pay attention to it at the time. I brushed the day's headlines to entertain my emotions, and I didn't take Midsummer to heart at all, so that in the end, Midsummer had to face it all alone.

She hurried out the door in the middle of summer, and when she opened the door, she turned to look at me, and all I could see was indifference. Midsummer smiled at me and said, "You wait for me to come back, don't leave." ”

I was so distracted by the height of summer that I probably didn't pay attention to it at the time, so I didn't wait for her to come back and smile at me.

For a long time after that, the emotions in her eyes at that time in the middle of summer have been mixed with my memory. What should her eyes be in at that time? Is it reluctant? Or helpless?

Probably because I was worried, I was afraid that something would happen to A's mother when I knew about it, right?

Midsummer didn't tell me anything, I knew she was afraid that something would happen to me, and it was her habit to face all this alone. She has always been like this, she has never wanted anything to happen to the people around her, and she has never wanted the people around her to be hurt in the slightest.

She called and said that she had something to do and went back to Su Xiao's house.

I finished the headlines, I went home, and I was idle at home playing LOL, so I missed my best brother A, because it was our favorite game to play, and I didn't think too much about it at that time, I thought she just had something to do so I went back, but I didn't know that she couldn't come back.

But if I knew what would happen later, I would never let her face everything in front of her alone, and I would never let her leave me forever, without saying a word, without a sound.

Later, I learned that in the middle of summer, she did not go back to Su Xiao's house but went to school, and saw A's mother sitting on the roof of the tallest teaching building, hanging with her feet hanging in the air, as if she was about to jump off.

Midsummer pretended to be calm and asked the onlookers if they had called the police, and they said that they had reported it, but the police did not arrive for a long time.

Midsummer is very anxious, she knows that time is urgent, and if she is not careful, A's mother will be dying. There was an equally anxious person in the crowd, and that was Su Xiao.

When Su Xiao went to the door of the teaching building, Sheng Xia happened to see that familiar figure, and Sheng Xia knew what Su Xiao wanted to do. Su Xiao wanted to persuade A's mother back by herself.

Midsummer hurriedly dragged Su Xiao back, and Midsummer hated iron and said, "Xiaoxiao, don't you want to die?" Did you know that this is dangerous? Su Xiao let go of Midsummer's hand and said softly, "I know, but the most important thing I should do now is to save my aunt." ”