Chapter Forty-Eight: No Turning Back/South Wind Perspective
At this time, Sheng Xia realized that it was useless to pull back strongly, so she had to say in a good voice: "Don't do this, you will only stimulate the ...... of the teaching director when you go up" Suddenly the words changed, and Sheng Xia said, "I'll go up." β
Just when Su Xiao wanted to argue, Midsummer had already gone upstairs. Su Xiao watched Midsummer's back gradually leave his sight, only to feel that Midsummer's steps forward were getting heavier and heavier.
Su Xiao should not have known what Midsummer was carrying at that time, just like me.
Su Xiao may not be at ease, so she made a call, and Midsummer answered but didn't hang up, because she felt that it was better for Su Xiao to know about these things.
Midsummer saw A's mother, for fear of irritating A's mother, she said a little unnaturally, "Teaching director...... Hello. β
A's mother finally stepped down from the edge of the roof and looked at Midsummer with a blank expression. A's mother seemed to have lost her memory, and actually said to Midsummer, "Who are you, why do I seem to have seen you?" Do you know me? β
Midsummer was a little confused, pointed to himself and said, "You...... You say me? My name is Midsummer. β
A's mother ripped her sloppy hair and smirked at Midsummer and said, "Leftovers? Under the afternoon? It's such a bad name, it's still my name, my name A is what Angel means. β
Auntie really thought of herself as my best brother A at that time, and she forgot who she was, but she didn't forget the hatred that blindfolded her.
Midsummer wanted to coax A's mother over, she smiled and said to A's mother, "Come here, it's dangerous there, I have fun things here." "A's mother, who is also my aunt, is really coming towards the middle of summer.
Midsummer took A's mother's hand, she only felt a sigh of relief all over her body, and just as she let down her guard, A's mother took out a silver fruit knife from her pocket. The knife should have had blood stains that had been killed, and Midsummer's subconscious fear appeared, and she subconsciously retreated.
The fruit knife had hurt Midsummer during the dispute, and A's mother's weird smile at that time became more and more hideous, overlapping with the picture in front of Midsummer now.
A's mother actually started babbling: "Do you think I really forgot? You are the one who killed me, Su Xiao don't hide. β
Su Xiao, who heard this, instantly felt that there was danger in midsummer and wanted to rush forward, but at this time, the school pulled up a cordon, and everyone was waiting for the arrival of the fire brigade and police. Su Xiao could only hold up his mobile phone to listen to the conversation between Midsummer and his aunt, and looked at the figure of Midsummer and his aunt under the teaching building.
The onlookers around him were all noisy. Passerby One: "Oh my God, the dean took out a knife and pointed it at the ice beauty in the sophomore year of high school." Passerby 2: "Who told that ice beauty to die, she is really a virgin Mary, a white lotus." β
Su Xiaokou interrupted those people, "What kind of mentality do you have, Sheng Xia and you are at least classmates?" Are you really happy when she dies? β
At that time, my aunt thought of herself as "A who was accidentally resurrected after death", and many years later, my aunt said that she was really crazy at that time.
Auntie should really be crazy at that time, Auntie she is not A, A will not come back from the dead, and she will not impose hatred on her beloved. (A doesn't like Midsummer, and mistakenly thinks that Midsummer is Su Xiao's aunt who mistakes herself for A, and the reason is the same.) At that time, the aunt pushed everything to others in her heart, paralyzing herself. οΌ
Midsummer persuaded in a good voice, "Is it okay to put down the knife?" It's dangerous. "A's mother is getting a lot closer to the fruit knife in her hand, and the tip of the knife is close at hand, and it is close to the middle of summer.
Dean of Studies...... Do you really hate Su Xiao that much? Midsummer didn't dodge the tip of the knife, and with tenderness in her eyes, she stared at the poor woman in front of her.
A's mother replied unexpectedly: "That's right, I can't wait for you to die." However, the hand holding the knife trembled a little, and Midsummer knew that A's mother should be conflicted.
How can it not be contradictory? If you hate someone because you love her, but she causes you to lose your life, you love her, but you also hate her. How can the two not contradict each other?
Sheng Xia learned her gentleness to coax Su Xiao and said to A's mother, "Yes, I didn't expect you to hate me so much, you are obviously such a gentle person, it turns out that you will also have hatred." "A is not a gentle person, in fact, Sheng Xia doesn't know, but Sheng Xia knows that A is such a gentle person in Su Xiao's heart.
Midsummer suddenly grabbed A's mother's hand, and when Midsummer's hand was just held, the fruit knife fell to the ground with a bang.
Midsummer's hands are as bony as a boy's hands, and Midsummer plays the guitar all year round, so she has a thick layer of calluses on her hands, but because of this calloon, those hands are warm, and I have held those hands, and I'm pretty sure I want to hold her hand until I die.
"Is it okay to start over? Is it okay to let all the bad things go? "Midsummer said so, and there was a moment when hatred melted.
"Liar...... Swindler...... Are you lying to me...... Have you ever experienced that feeling? I was stung again and again, and finally someone asked me to put it down, I'm not such a good person. "A's mother seems to be A at this time.
Su Xiao fell in a trance, and she sat on the floor in despair.
Swindler? Swindler? The feeling of being tingled again and again? Is this punishing her? It hurts, my heart hurts, so why wouldn't A do it? It's really her who hurt Midsummer, it's her fault at all, why did she let Midsummer face it alone?
There must be nothing to do in the middle of summer, absolutely not to ......
At this point, I came. I was still a little surprised, how could A's mother have an accident, I saw Su Xiao, who had been "emptied", fall to the ground, and I stepped forward to help her up. Su Xiao shook off my hand in disgust, she gritted her teeth and said, "Why did Midsummer come over, and told me that she was with you before Midsummer?" Why is it so dangerous, Nanfeng, and you still let her come? β
Su Xiao scolded me speechless.
If I hadn't seen it, the school campus forum posted that Auntie had jumped off the building, and I probably wouldn't have come at all. I didn't expect that there would be an accident with Midsummer, I just knew that something was wrong with her look.
Nanfeng, you clearly see that something is wrong with her, why don't you stop her? Why can't you go with her and have to face her alone?
I'm a real......
Midsummer, who was still on the roof, suddenly subconsciously looked downstairs, and she saw me suddenly more in the crowd, and her eyes were full of shock. I looked up and met her standing on the top of a tall building, and she dodged my gaze, and I knew she was scared.
She was afraid, this time she really died, she was afraid that I would be sorry for her all my life, she was afraid that she would lose important people like me and Su Xiao.
Midsummer turned her head away from me, leaving the tenderness in her eyes to the dean who was going to kill her. She walked towards A's mother without fear, she picked up the fruit knife that had fallen on the floor, and she handed it to A's mother.
She said softly, "You are not A, and I am not Su Xiao, but I am willing to take care of you for A, because the A I know is a very good person - I am very grateful, he took good care of my Xiaoxiao." So I want to help the dean out of the teachings, and hatred does not belong to him. β
Midsummer held A's mother's left hand with ten fingers interlocked, she was completely handing over her life to A's mother, I believe A's mother will wake up.
A's mother's brain suddenly hurt very much, and the fruit knife in her right hand fell to the ground with a bang, and Midsummer stepped forward to check on A's mother's condition. At this time, A's mother involuntarily pushed away Midsummer, Midsummer lost her center of gravity and pulled A's mother violently, and just when she was about to fall down with A's mother, Midsummer suddenly pushed A's mother in.
Auntie was pushed away by Midsummer, Auntie she was saved, and Midsummer ended up lying cold in my arms. At that time, all I saw was that Midsummer fell and was covered in blood. Su Xiao and I went up almost at the same time, and Su Xiao stopped halfway through, Su Xiao knew that she was not qualified to move forward, she looked at me, looked at the girl she loved as much as I did.
Su Xiao fainted, I don't know who sent her to the hospital, I actually wanted to faint at that time, it was best to go away with my midsummer.
I hugged Midsummer, she was still conscious at that time, she leaned against my chest and closed her eyes. She closed her eyes and said softly to me, she said that she suddenly remembered a poem by Cao Zhi, willing to die for the southwest wind, and she squinted and smiled at me.
I didn't want to lose her just like that, I wanted to keep her like a child. I hugged her, took her hand, pulled the hook, and I said, "Everything will be fine, you said you would work with me, don't you have a lot of things you want to accomplish, this is oursβit's an agreement." β
Later, the one I loved the most never woke up again, and she broke the contract.
I was admitted to a graduate school in a foreign university, and finally decided to leave, and sure enough, Xiao Mingyu still wants to leave.
This university was my father's dream place β Harvard University. My father, Nanfang, once said that he could let me go abroad with Sheng Xia, or even go to Harvard together, but then I did go to Harvard, but I became alone.
I also said categorically that I stayed in this city called Chengdu, but then I still didn't want to stay there. The city I love so much has not left a memory about me, and the traces are still left to the years.
When I was going to leave Chengdu, I was also going to take A's mother, who was my aunt. Auntie's illness worsened and even degenerated into a child, and Auntie didn't even know who A was. Maybe I don't remember anything, but it's the best for my aunt.
Maybe I should hate my aunt, she caused me to lose the only girl I love in my life, but I just can't hate it. Sheng Xia definitely didn't want me to hate Auntie, because I knew how kind I loved that girl.
When I went to the airport, I didn't tell anyone, but I still met someone familiar, and on the way to pick up my aunt, I bumped into Gu Jing who was riding.
Gu Jing said that he was going to use the vacation after high school to travel around the world, which was his agreement with A.
I asked Gu Jing what his plans were, and Gu Jing said that he did not plan to come back, and he said that he wanted to settle in another city with his parents and did not want to return to Chengdu. I was surprised that Gu Jing's parents would agree to Gu Jing's decision, but Gu Jing said in a dashing manner that the day I carried my luggage was the beginning of his trip around the world.
I waved goodbye to Gu Jing, who rode his bike with a basketball strapped to the back seat, and I knew that Gu Jing had already started his journey.
And where is my return? I went to the psychiatric hospital to pick up my aunt, I took my aunt's hand and walked forward, I don't know where the final way is to go, anyway, I can go anywhere.