I don't know why, the words Li Junsheng said in the hospital that day suddenly sounded in my head, kept repeating, and echoed infinitely.

"Mom, why don't you want me?" The child's childish voice was full of sadness.

As if infected by this grief, Yao Mujian suddenly felt a cramp in his heart.

"Wait a minute." The suffocating colic caused her to subconsciously open her mouth, as if the words had been lingering on her lips for a long time.

The doctor stopped and looked at Yao Mujin motionlessly, the light still dazzling.

At this time, in the same building, Lin Yunchuan was sitting on the edge of Su Xinru's bed, and the hand that peeled the apple suddenly trembled, cutting his fingers, and in an instant, bright red blood droplets stained the white sheets red.

His heart was beating non-stop, and the intense restlessness made him a little irritable.

"Yun Chuan, are you okay?"

Su Xinru was so frightened that she got up from the bed, and looking back, Lin Yunchuan hurriedly supported her.

"I'm fine, you lie down, I'll go pack my things."

Just as Lin Yunchuan walked into the ward bathroom with his injured finger in his hand, a flat car pushed past the door, followed by a tall and handsome man.

As he walked, the man said softly to the woman lying on the bed, "I'm glad you can decide so, don't be afraid, I'll be with you." ”

The person on the flat bed had a snow-white complexion, and under the white sheets, his eyes were hollow, and a few unrecognizable glimmers faintly flashed.

The lady's colorless lips curled slightly, and she said weakly, "Brother, let's go to England." ”

Back in the UK and start over

In the end, the child was reluctant to knock it out.

Yao Mujin lay on the flat bed, and a strong resentment suddenly welled up in his heart.

There were always people who didn't want her, she was full of the pain of abandonment, how could she bear to treat her children like this.

On that day, Yao Mujin said to her doctor, "I'm not going to have surgery anymore, please send me back." ”

If you want to start over completely, the best way is not to block out all information about the past, but to face the past bravely.

This child was taught this truth before he was born.

Escaping can only make me more and more painful, more and more frightened, more and more confused, make up my mind, and my heart seems to be much easier.

After the anesthetic passed, Yao Mujin stood up and gave Li Junsheng a big hug, which was the first time Yao Mujian took the initiative to approach a person.

If it weren't for Li Junsheng's company, maybe she would have been swallowed up by the whirlpool of pain she had woven and couldn't extricate herself.

"Thank you, brother." Yao Mujin hugged Li Junsheng and said what he was talking from his heart.

This man locks himself up when he is in pain, and then runs out into the sun when he can shine and give warmth to others.

"Brother has to thank you, if I didn't know that something happened to you, my brother might still be self-decadent because of what happened more than ten years ago." Li Junsheng smiled slightly, touched her head, and the warm palm made Yao Mujin miss it.

Once upon a time, her brother liked to touch her head.

It's just that since my brother broke off relations with his family, they haven't seen each other again.

Some people don't want to grow up and don't want to take responsibility because there is no reason to grow up and bear it, and once they find that they have a reason to be strong and find someone who wants to do everything they can to protect them, they will grow up quickly overnight.

Yao Mujian earlier was stubborn and naïve, stubbornly believing that it is natural to ask others to give back sincerity if he is sincere to others, and naively thinking that the past and the future and the present can be separated.

Farewell, the man who lived in the past.

Many years later, Yao Muhibiscus will think about how much of her attachment to Lin Yunchuan was love or obsession, but in fact, she was not as affectionate as she thought, she just didn't want to let go.

"When are we going back to England?" Li Junsheng asked Yao Mujian.

"I'll have to give them advance notice to prepare, and before I can move the main battlefield to England, please wait for me to explain this to them."

She often thanked her father for starting a business in the UK and later shifting his focus to China.

"Go there, and you'll live with me? It's also convenient to take care of, and I'm not at ease when you're out alone. ”

"Good"

"You don't have to worry about the child, I will accompany you to take care of him as he grows up."

"Good"

"What are your plans for the future? Will you move to the UK? Is it to turn your child into British citizenship?

"Good"

"Do you want a yard? Li Junsheng said: "I think when the child grows up in the future, he can make a fuss in it and raise a dog." ”

"Good"

"Don't you like cornflowers, we can plant more cornflowers in the yard," Li Junsheng said.

"Okay", Li Junsheng became more verbose than before, maybe because he had been silent for too long, no matter what Li Junsheng said, Yao Mujin agreed, since he said that he wanted to start from scratch seriously, he would start from scratch.

Planning for the future with a blood relative made Yao feel that she was really alive, and she was glad that she had not turned into a kind of loess, and she had forgotten about Yu Sichuan again.

This kind of real life makes Yao Mujin feel unreal, and she can still talk to people about trivial things in life like this, which is very satisfying, and there are not many requirements, which is what she has been looking forward to all her life.

I want to look forward to the future with my loved ones, although there are some deviations now, but Yao Mujin is already very satisfied.

Despite this, the contradictions between Li Junsheng and Yao Mujian still erupted from time to time.

"We're not in a hurry to go to the UK again, you're not in good health now, the fetus is not stable, I'm not afraid that you won't be able to bear it on the plane, I'm afraid that the baby won't be able to bear it." Li Junsheng said helplessly to Yao Mujian.

"It's okay, I've been feeling much better lately, and it's not far from three months."

Yao Mujin touched his lower abdomen, which was still flat, and for some reason Li Junsheng was still so worried.

Originally, after dealing with the company's affairs, Yao Mujin mentioned to Li Junsheng that he wanted to go to the UK, but Li Junsheng resolutely objected, saying that the child was not yet three months old, and was still in a dangerous period of slippery tires, so for the sake of safety, he still waited for the child to be three months old before leaving.

And after three months of physical recuperation, Yao Muhibiscus, who has obviously been much better than before, disagrees, she feels that her body is no longer in serious trouble, and there is no need to be so nervous.

"You said you were about to become a mother, why don't you have a little common sense of life?"

Seeing Yao Muhibiscus standing with her on the waist, Li Junsheng hurriedly carried her to the sofa, "Can children take risks?" It's too late if something happens. ”

Yao Mujin sat on the sofa with a pale face, unable to say a word for a long time, because Li Junsheng was right, and she couldn't refute it.

But she just thinks that if she does this more, isn't it just taking a plane? Will it still fall? Yao Mujin thought like this, and said the same, "Isn't it just a plane, and this can still be miscarried?" ”

So Li Junsheng found more than a dozen abortion cases and put them in front of Yao Mujian, who had no choice but to compromise.

"Brother Shi!" Since then, Yao Mujin has called Li Junsheng like this, and Li Junsheng is quite happy to agree.

Yao Mujian's life seems to be back on track, that dark moment was deliberately erased, and the two tacitly agreed not to mention it again.

The past goes with the wind, maybe that's what it says.

Although Yao Mujin always tugged at Li Junsheng, she would listen to Li Junsheng every time he said something, and most of the fights between the two were won by Li Junsheng.

Because Yao Mujin knows that if there is anyone else in this world who cares about her, Li Junsheng is really the only one who knows how to cherish it because she has lost too much.

The name "Lin Yunchuan" is getting farther and farther away from Yao Mujian, and the people around her have a tacit understanding, and they no longer mention it in front of her, but every time she sees his name in a newspaper or financial magazine, Yao Mujian is still stunned, but after a while, she closes the page and is no longer as nervous as before.