Chapter 9: Alien Youth

"I like the height of summer the most......"

"Me too, Su Xiao is my best friend, I like Su Xiao the most."

Why can't we be together if we like each other? In the hazy memory, Su Xiao asked herself. She actually knows that the likes of midsummer are just the likes of friends, the least important and perfunctory likes of all likes.

Su Xiao stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom in a daze, combing her hair irritably, inexplicably missing the way she looked when her hair was long. At that time, she had long purple hair dyed at the end, yes, purple, a little bad to kill Matt, but that was her past.

At the beginning of the first semester, Su Xiao skipped everything with her purple hair, and she was uninhibited. Su Xiao was the only one in the class who didn't wear a school uniform, she wore a black studded jacket, three pitch-black ear drills in her left ear, and her hands were painted with her aunt's red nail polish and sprayed with a strong perfume.

She's nothing remarkable, why can she ignore me so much? This was the first time Su Xiao saw Midsummer, and when she thought that the old confused teacher actually arranged this cold guy next to her Su Xiao.

The first time they met, Su Xiao said to her, "In the future, I will cover you in Mingyu." Then she held out her hand with her aunt's red nail polish, but she ignored it and just laid out the book she had brought. When Su Xiao turned her head when she thought this person was sick, Su Xiao heard her say, "It's just a bluff." He didn't say who he was talking about, but Su Xiao believed that he was saying it to himself.

There are two kinds of loneliness in this world, the first is that no one wants to play with her, and the last is that she disdains herself. Su Xiao hopes that he is the second type, but the second type is someone else, Su Xiao believes that it is her and her name is Midsummer.

At the beginning of the new semester, everyone made friends at the same table, but Su Xiao and Sheng Xia didn't feel like friends at all at the same table, because they were still in the same dormitory.

"That punk killer Matt Su Xiao has always ignored everyone, and even has been arrogant to her own tablemates, who does she think she is?"

"Also, that midsummer is not a good stubble, she also thinks she is good-looking, doesn't she, she has a straight face like an ice cube all day long, she thinks she is an ice beauty? I don't know what to put on the spectrum. ”

Two well-known gossip classmates in the same class said bad things about Su Xiao and Sheng Xia there, and they said it very loudly for fear that others would not hear it. The whole class heard them talking bad about others there, they looked like they were not afraid of heaven and earth, and they glanced at the position of Sheng Xia and Su Xiao several times.

It's nothing in the middle of summer, but if you haven't heard it, it's normal for this kind of thing to happen, and you'll accept some gossip wherever you are.

She ignored it and kept a straight face as usual, but Su Xiao was not such a good-tempered person, and when she went up, she smashed a book and hit the two of them.

"Isn't it very cheap to have such a cheap mouth, isn't it a tiger who doesn't threaten you to be my sick cat? If you have the ability to speak, then you can continue to speak, say it in front of me, I want to confirm whether you really have an opinion about me. Su Xiao raised her eyebrows and looked like a hanger, she has always been a thorn, and for those who like to gossip, go up directly and give a dismount, otherwise this kind of person will only gain an inch.

"Hey, Su Xiao, are you sick? Say that we are cheap-mouthed, are you the most uncheap? One of the bad speakers scolded. The other knew that he was wrong, so he persuaded Su Xiaodao: "It's a big deal, we won't talk about you again in the future, but the person next to you is different, what we said about her is the truth." ”

Su Xiao took a scrolled book, pointed to the two girls who said bad things, and said viciously:

"I'm at the same table in the middle of summer, so what's wrong? Do you need to talk about it there? And what's wrong with her straight face? Is it in your way? Huh "

The more Su Xiao spoke, the more energetic he became, and he continued indignantly: "Who of you will be saying bad things about Midsummer in the future, be careful of my Su Xiao's stickβ€”β€”"

A slender hand grabbed Su Xiao, it was Sheng Xia's hand, and Sheng Xia was shaking his head at Su Xiao and signaling Su Xiao to stop this matter.

"Hey, why don't you let me finish, they just bullied you, you are my tablemate, you can't be bullied by those long-tongued women, I can protect you."

Su Xiao shook off Midsummer's hand, she glanced at her hands, and they were comparing. Midsummer's hands are particularly slender, as bony as boys' hands, and they are particularly warm, and that warmth is very similar to the person he once was.

Su Xiao didn't expect that in the days to come, this girl named Midsummer would be so important to her.

"You look good with short hair."

Sheng Xia picked up a worn-out photo from under Su Xiao's schoolbag, and she pointed to a photo and said without being salty. In the photo, Su Xiao has short hair, particularly neat short hair, and there is a girl standing next to Su Xiao who is wearing a blue and white striped school uniform but can't see clearly. The reason why I couldn't see her face clearly was that the girl's face had been carved with several deep, deep black pen marks.

"Really?"

Su Xiao put away the photo as he spoke, and continued:

"You know what? Someone once said, 'You must look good with long hair.'" ”

Midsummer stared at the photo and said casually:

"Is that person the girl next to you in the photo, wearing a blue and white striped school uniform? What's her name? ”

However, he got Su Xiao's embarrassed smile.

Midsummer realized that she had asked a little too much, and asked tentatively, "She...... I think you're a good friend, right? ”

Su Xiao smiled bitterly, "Yes, my former best friend, have you seen it, the black smearing marks on the photo, you must not believe that I painted it with my own hands." ”

Did you go through something? That girl once hurt Su Xiao? Sheng Xia wanted to know, maybe it was because Su Xiao was her only friend now, at least for now, they were all abandoned by God.

Midsummer paused and said:

"What's her name?"

Su Xiao looked very casual, as if there was no special relationship between that girl and Su Xiao, she replied:

"Forget."

Hehe, it looked casual, but a touch of loneliness and disappointment still crossed Su Xiao's eyes.

The love and friendship of the past are finally drowned in the ocean of time, and only the old time can tell everyone that there was once a girl with short hair who liked another girl with long hair, which was the kind of love of friends.

The girl with long hair said to the girl with short hair, I want to see you look like you have long hair, and you must look good with long hair.

The long-haired girl wanted the short-haired girl to have the same long hair as her, and the short-haired girl resisted at first and said, "I don't want it." ”

The long-haired girl never knew that the short-haired girl at that time thought that only she could keep long hair, and that long hair was the only concern of this short-haired girl, and it was also her best friend.

The long-haired girl didn't know at first that the short-haired girl was what the people around her called "homosexual perverts", or that one day the long-haired girl knew, and it turned out that she was very close to her friends and dressed up in a neutral dress would be said like this.

The long-haired girl asked the short-haired girl if she could like her. The short-haired girl said she didn't, they were just friends.

The long-haired girl still misunderstood, and the long-haired girl told her friends, and finally her friend's friend also knew, and the whole campus also knew.

Everyone began to isolate the short-haired girl, began to isolate this 'disgusting' homosexuality, scolded her for being a pervert, and a kind classmate asked her to find a boyfriend to refute the rumors, but she was really not a homosexual.

After being admitted, she also had doubts about herself, was she really wrong?

Dressed as a boy and close to friends, is it gay? But there's nothing wrong with being gay.

The same kind teacher asked her to see a psychiatrist, and asked her parents to do ideological work for her, not to dress up as a boy and be a normal person.

This situation lasted until she graduated from junior high school, and finally her parents had to ask her to take a leave of absence, as if she had dropped out of school.

When it was time to get their diplomas, everyone met the short-haired girls, and everyone noticed that the famous "homosexuality" in the school had become different.

The short-haired girl had waist-length hair dyed and colored, her fingernails painted scarlet aunt red, her lips flaming red, and a flaming smile on her lips.

Su Xiao's three years of junior high school ended hastily.

That stupid poor short-haired girl is Su Xiao.

Su Xiao still remembered the last word in the name of the girl who was her best friend in junior high school, Ann.

And I forgot the full name, and I forgot what the girl looked like.

Because even the only photo was ruined by her.

But Zhenzhen let go probably because of that time, when Midsummer took her to cut her hair.

"I'll tell you, I don't cut it, it's a symbol of my character!" Su Xiao began to sprinkle like a child, unwilling to cut his hair for a long, long time, but he was still persuaded by Midsummer.

"Our school is going to check the hair, and if you don't let it reach your waist, let's cut it a little bit." Midsummer coaxed her nicely, this was the first time she saw Midsummer's gentle appearance.

It was probably midsummer that was moved by Su Xiao's maintenance, and that cold midsummer gradually became unique.

However, the final cut of her hair was not a little bit as Midsummer said, but a large section, and she became short hair again, but now it has become a short-haired mushroom head, which was originally a boy's short Korean haircut.

It seems that she is still the same, it seems that something has changed, maybe time will give a suitable answer.

In the process of growing up, some people are in pain, some people are sad, some people are happy, and they can't reach the future they want, and people always don't know what is good? What exactly is bad?

The next day, the classmates found that Su Xiao no longer followed the punk style of killing Matt, and they only saw a girl with short hair and a neat hair.