Chapter 51: White Moonlight
However, the comfort again and again still can't get rid of the aunt's self-blame and remorse. Maybe this is a punishment for the aunt, a very gentle punishment, not painful or itchy.
About? Mr. Youth.
Seven knives said that youth is like a heavy rain, and I want to drench it again after it is drenched.
“hi。” It was a female voice who answered the phone, but he didn't know if the other party was the one he wanted to call.
Maybe it should be, "Hmm...... Is it Su Xiao? However, he didn't say anything, he pretended to be calm and said, "Su Xiao, it's me...... Southerly. ”
Southerly? Well, how are you doing? Why did you call me this time? Su Xiao said a few words of greeting.
He got to the point, "Su Xiao, come back to Chengdu...... Gu Jing and I are going back......" He knew that Su Xiao would go back, because Midsummer's birthday had arrived.
Then he, Su Xiao, and Gu Jing all went back.
He didn't know that Su Xiao went to see A, and he didn't know that Su Xiao had put a bouquet of pink roses on A's tomb. Su Xiao said, "She brought pink rose petals from Vienna in her hand and scattered them in the soil in front of A's tombstone, she said, "I'm sorry, there are no cherry blossoms in Vienna, only roses......"
If he knew, he would definitely ask Gu Jing to bring a few cherry blossoms from Wuhan.
Later, I learned that I heard from the doorman of the cemetery.
He has been waiting in front of the tomb of Midsummer, Su Xiao and Gu Jing, they thought it would be Gu Jing who was in China who came first, but they didn't expect that Su Xiao, who was far away in Vienna, came.
Su Xiao hasn't changed much, she still has short hair as resolute as a weed, and she is plain, but she is no longer as lively as before and has become quiet.
Su Xiao saw that he was the only one there, so he asked, "What about Gu Jing?" He was surprised for a while, he didn't expect Su Xiao to be so alienated as soon as he opened his mouth, Su Xiao always had endless words to say in the past, but now it is like this...... Indifference and embarrassment. “
He said slowly, "He said he'd come later, huh?" Su Xiao, how are you doing? ”
Su Xiao nodded and said, "It's okay, what about you?" He didn't know how to respond. He doesn't know, is it good or bad?
Something suddenly occurred to him, and he laid down a bunch of sunflowers in front of the grave in the middle of summer. Then he whispered to Midsummer's smiling face in the photo on the tombstone, "I know, you're still there, you've always been there...... Just like our summer......"
Midsummer smiled, the dimples on the left corner of his mouth were very sweet and sweet, melting one after another haunting summers, without any traces of time carving.
It's like a fairy in a painting.
At this time, Gu Jing also came, and unconsciously fell into a trance. At this time, Gu Jing brought the original black-framed glasses and kept a particularly old-fashioned hairstyle, just like Gu Jing he knew at the beginning.
He wanted to say: Gu Jing, you have returned to the original state, why can't you come back that summer. However, I didn't know whether to say it or not, and the words choked up in my throat and didn't know what to do.
Gu Jing said, "You're all back, you all don't look like you've changed much......
In the evening, I opened Weibo, and the person I paid attention to was the author's pen name Qianxi Xiao, who wrote a novel called "Midsummer Slightly Cool South Wind" (hugging you in a different dimension), the male protagonist is called Nanfeng like him, and the female protagonist is also particularly unexpectedly called Midsummer.
Today he (she) posted a news with a picture of a bunch of sunflowers, and behind the sunflowers is a tombstone. Caption: Summer in the story is here again, is the story still going on?
His (her) Weibo avatar is a girl with short hair but can't see her face clearly, I don't know if it's a real person or a network picture.
People saw this Weibo and left messages concerned about the author's emotions. Nanfeng also saw it, he silently liked it, and left a message: About? Mr. Youth.
Then there was a text message to Su Xiao, and he called: Thank you, you recorded the story of me and Midsummer. After a while, Su Xiao replied to his previous sentence on Weibo: Appointment? Mr. Youth.
When this story is transferred to Gu Jing, use the first perspective.
It turns out that the journey of the teenager has begun, the long life has not ended, this has just begun, and the ordeal has just begun.
We used to think that love was the whole world, until I was rejected by the first girl I liked, I discovered one thing, the world is not only the people in front of us, the world is so beautiful and curious.
The girl I like is very beautiful, with long hair, a beautiful smile, and a small dimple at the left corner of her mouth.
But she laughs so beautifully, but she doesn't smile at all, even if she laughs, she doesn't smile at me, I used to be not good enough because of the loss of me. Later, I learned that she had a person in her heart, so there was no place for me at all. The person she likes is called Nanfeng, that's right, it's called Nanfeng, like the name of the male protagonist of a novel, right? I originally thought so, and the boy she liked was really like a beautiful boy who came out of the novel, handsome and couldn't breathe, and his personality was also very good and all-round, which was really an existence that I couldn't surpass.
At that time, I looked at myself, and compared to the boy she liked, it was really stretched, and that period could be said to be the most inferior day for me, because I was indeed inferior to the south wind.
So I changed myself like crazy, I lost the black-framed eyes that I had been wearing since I was a child, and cut off the hair that had left a long time to cover my eyes, maybe this is growth, I found that I can be liked by many people, but I am not liked by the people I like, as if all this is meaningless.
Finally I became very handsome, very handsome, so handsome that I couldn't believe it was my face, I couldn't believe that this person was actually me. After changing my dress, I still have an inferiority complex in my bones, when I met her, it was a basketball game, she didn't recognize me, I always felt that the two of us were the same kind of people, so I liked her, maybe I wanted to join the group.
Because she was watching, I played very hard in that basketball game. She didn't know that I had known her for a long time. It can be said that it was love at first sight, her quietness, her little inferiority complex I see all in my eyes, although I have not stayed in her world, it doesn't matter, as long as I look at it from afar, it is already very good.
After I learned that she didn't love me, I decided to be her friend and protect her, after all, if you can't be a prince, you might as well try to become a knight, she used to say that I was a good person but too stubborn.
My persistence may be love in other ways, but if I pester, I become stubborn when I pester.
When I thought I could spend the whole of my youth in peace, God didn't seem willing to make life too dull, and a very important friend of mine was gone, and then my favorite summer was gone with that summer.
Su Xiao, a good friend of Midsummer, chose to go to Vienna, and heard that it was her favorite place in Midsummer, which was the capital of music.
And the south wind that I love deeply in the middle of summer chose to go to Harvard University in the United States.
And, what about me?
I decided to go on a vast journey, I passed through many, many beautiful places, and I didn't know where to go. In the end, I decided to stay in a city called Wuhan, just because it was full of cherry blossoms all over the mountains.
At Wuhan University, I went to graduate school.
After graduating from graduate school, I was with a junior sister in my undergraduate year. My sister is actually not very beautiful, but there is a shallow dimple under the left side of her mouth when she laughs, and then I feel that I am with her, and I don't know why I feel that her smile is very healing, which vaguely makes me very excited.
My sister doesn't mind that I have another girl in my heart, I don't mind that I'm with her because of that girl, and my sister said that I believe in love and she will wait until I only have her in my heart.
I don't believe in love, but I believe in habit, and I'm used to the days of my sister's company.
Later, my sister and I got married early, I was just 22 years old at the time, and I wasn't married for the time being, but until my sister said she wanted to, so she planned to join hands together, I don't know what our ending will be? I hope there is a good ending, whenever someone asks me about the girl I liked when I was a student, I will happily mention that girl. After all, she is my whole youth, and it is also a dream that I can't finish but can't reach.
Some feelings are like a boat drifting in the ocean, knowing that there is no return, but still go with it out of control.
I hope a can be good on the other side of the world.,Maybe he still likes to watch anime over there.,Still like Sakura and a poisonous pastry chef plus IQ genius.,It's just that later he can be happy.,With a good brother and the girl he likes, he can still be filial to his parents.。
I hope that my lifelong opponent Nanfeng can live, and living is more important than anything else, although many people say that death is greater than mourning, but I know that as long as I live, there are still good things.
I don't think Midsummer wants Nanfeng to collapse like this, but I'm very optimistic about the future inventor and painter Nanfeng.
I hope Su Xiao can meet A sooner, I believe Su Xiao liked A, after all, how could a person as good as A not be a little tempted, but he almost left a regret.
But because of regrets, it makes all this seem so unforgettable, everyone has loved, chased, fallen, and finally returned to plain in this land.
I don't regret that I have experienced this, even if these feelings make me cry from time to time, but I still miss that summer, I miss me at that time, and I miss us at that time.
Because I loved that summer, I existed in the youth of the people I cared about, and I also met a few lovely young people that summer.
Then I spent a very good time with them, these beautiful memories may be the most important thing in my life, maybe the people who warm the years are gone, and the tip of my heart becomes white moonlight.