Chapter 50: The Unfinished Summer
Summer pinched her chin and raised her head, her eyes shining, and she said jokingly, "Boss lady...... I like you. β
Su Xiao shook his head, just thinking that the summer in front of him was still very naΓ―ve, "You are younger than me in the summer......"
Summer said, "I'm only two years younger than you, and your youth is not over yet, and you still have a lot of time." Summer grabbed Su Xiao's hand, but was electrocuted by Su Xiao's cold hand, and Summer didn't know what Su Xiao had experienced in front of her.
In the summer, he didn't know that people's youth was not based on age, everyone's youth was different, and for Su Xiao, her youth probably ended in a certain summer.
No one knows, how Su Xiao and Xia were, did Su Xiao agree, and it was already the next day when the truth was revealed.
The next day, in the morning, summer did not come to the clear bar. Su Xiao asked the people around him, "Where did you go in the summer?" Isn't he usually very active? Someone replied to Su Xiao and said, "I'm taking a leave of absence in the summer......
When Su Xiao heard this, he thought that he would do something stupid in the summer, so he hurriedly went to the place where the summer went, but he caught a glimpse of the summer dragging his suitcase without saying a word.
"Summer, where are you going?"
"I," said Summer, a little embarrassed, "actually my parents wanted me to go back to China at an early age, and I didn't want to study in Vienna at all...... It's just that I suddenly met the proprietress of you, so I plan to stay......"
Originally, Su Xiao wanted to say something to Summer, but there was only one word left, take care.
Summer walked into the bustling crowd, so decisive, Su Xiao watched Summer disappear from front of her eyes and turn into a member of the crowd, until she couldn't find the shadow of Summer anymore.
Su Xiao didn't know why, but always felt that there was something left unfinished when he left in the summer.
In the waiting hall, Summer put down his luggage and deleted all the photos of Su Xiao in his mobile phone. However, he didn't choose them all, and deleted them one by one, because these were his favorites, how could he throw them away at once?
When the last photo was deleted, Summer hesitated for a while and deleted it. Summer looked at the empty photo album and said with a wry smile, "I wanted to tell her that it was good to fall in love with her." β
It's good to love someone, serious and cowardly, from the beginning to the end.
The same summer.
When she came back, her parents picked her up, and her parents said that they thought it would never come back. Su Xiao didn't think that he would come back, and the decision to come back was because of a phone call.
In the blink of an eye, she has been in Vienna for a year, and there are still a few people in the phone book: Nanfeng, Gu Jing, and even the numbers of the deceased A, and Midsummer.
One day, an unknown call came from Harvard in the United States.
"Hi ......" Su Xiao, who originally wanted to use English, was frightened by the voice opposite, a male voice speaking Mandarin.
"Su Xiao, it's me...... Southerly. β
"South wind? Well, how are you doing? Why did you call me this time? β
"Su Xiao, come back to Chengdu...... Gu Jing and I are going back......"
And then I went back.
I didn't go to see Midsummer first, but I went to see A.
She brought pink rose petals from Vienna in her hand, and scattered them in the soil in front of the atombstone, and she said, "I'm sorry, there are no cherry blossoms in Vienna, only roses......"
However, the meaning of this sentence is that there is no warmth from you in Vienna, only my sorrow and longing.
In front of the tombstone in the middle of summer, Su Xiao finally saw the south wind that he hadn't seen for more than a year.
Nanfeng is still dressed in white, like the boy in a white shirt and holding a sketchbook that appears in every girl's dream, and his face has not been carved by time, and it seems that he is still the boy in a white shirt who is haunted by his dreams in the middle of summer.
Su Xiao said with some embarrassment, "What about Gu Jing? Nanfeng was surprised for a moment and said, "He said he would come later, huh?" Su Xiao, how are you doing? β
Su Xiao nodded and said, "It's okay, what about you?" But the south wind did not respond.
Nanfeng gently placed the sunflower in his hand in front of the tombstone of Midsummer and swept the dust in front of Midsummer's tomb. "I know, you're still there, you've always been there...... Just like our summer......"
Su Xiao also said silently in his heart, "I know, you are still there, you have always been there, just like our summer." "It was as if that summer was not the south wind and the midsummer, but the summer of her and the midsummer.
In the photo on the tombstone, Midsummer is still smiling, and the dimple on the left corner of her mouth is faintly visible in the twilight, and it is Midsummer's birthday.
Gu Jing, who had just finished watching A, finally came, "You're all back, everyone doesn't look like they've changed much......"
Everyone has a different look on their face, everyone has experienced a lot of things, and if the story turns to the south wind, it will be another sigh.
Love and like.
It is said that love is not the same as liking, liking to pluck a flower, but love is to slowly turn that flower into the most beautiful of all flowers.
There is a particularly popular sentence in the B station APP, which is: I once suffered from a disease, and the disease was called love. Actually, a sentence can be added after this sentence, and after adding it, it is - I once suffered from a disease called love, which is terminally ill, and love has entered the bones.
So be it, Miss Day.
Being in a foreign country, I occasionally make a few phone calls to my parents on the other side of the coast.
"Dad, how are you doing with Mom?"
"It's okay, Nannan, what about you? Is it still going well at Harvard? β
"Well, it went well."
"When will you come back? Back to Mom and Dad? Don't you want me and your mother? β
"Hmmm......"
Then there was silence, or lack of courage, and for some reason they didn't dare to look at the starting point and interlude of his return.
Life is lived by two points and one line, school and hospital.
After class, I hurried to the hospital to visit my aunt (the mother of the best brother). On the way to the hospital, I bumped into a man who bumped into him in a frizzy way. When he looked closely, the other party was a girl in a white dress who looked like she was only in her teens, and he thought it should be a girl who had traveled with her parents.
"Ah...... It's so annoying! The girl who spoke Chinese picked up a guitar with a guitar sleeve that had fallen on the ground and looked directly at the boy in front of her.
He shook his head, picked up the girl in front of him who was looking at him, he pressed the brim of the baseball cap on his head and said to the girl: "Little sister, don't be frizzy when you walk in the future." β
The girl was surprised by his Chinese, and said with a smirk: "So you are Chinese, I thought you were Korean, and a handsome person like you is not good to stay in China......
He stared at the girl's smile, caught a glimpse of a dimple at the left corner of the girl's mouth, and actually thought to himself, is this the middle of summer? Later, I thought that his midsummer would not be so nymphomaniac, so that he would not look at him so directly.
recalled that when I met Midsummer for the first time, I was on the tour bus, and as one of the most handsome guys in the school, he sat next to her, but she didn't look at him at all. He thought she was a person who didn't eat fireworks, but how did he know that she was a girl.
Later, I learned that she was cowardly, that she was humble, and that she knew that she didn't look at him, but just secretly looked at him from the side.
Then it was to leave, and finally there was another encounter, Midsummer wore a white dress with her hair scattered, and suddenly switched to reality.
He pouted at the strange girl in front of him and said, "You better hurry home, your parents should be worried about you." Then he turned around and left, but he couldn't take away a piece of wind and summer.
"Hey...... My name is Midsummer, South Midsummer, South Midsummer of South Wind. The strange girl behind him was still calling. He walked a few steps, and when he heard this, he slowly turned around and said to the girl named Nan Shengxia, "Is your name Shengxia?" I know a girl named Midsummer, but she's not as bold as you, she's beautiful, and she has dimples when she smiles at the corner of her left mouth like you. β
"Yes...... Is she your friend? This girl named Nan Shengxia didn't expect him to talk about other girls, and she was a little unnatural and tentative, and it seemed that she hadn't given up yet.
"She's my love." He pursed his lips and said, I don't know since when, he no longer likes to tell others that she is the girl he likes, but likes to tell others that Midsummer is his lover. Maybe it's because I love it too much.
"Well, where is she, how long have you been together?" When the girl heard this, she chattered and gossiped again, and the little thoughts in her heart had been broken.
He replied, "She, in my heart." β
His love is inseparable from one word - Xia, and his departure is inseparable from one word - farewell. Maybe it's gone, there's no more him, it's not in time, it's only in my heart.
It's common to meet some girls by chance, and there is no shortage of suitors around him, but he always likes to keep a distance politely and detachedly. He is like a person who appears to every girl who loves to dream, obviously so dazzling but always far away.
Gentle punishment.
The calendar switches to a point, at which point the new semester begins.
Nanfeng thought to himself, if Midsummer is still there, Midsummer will probably be 20 years old, well, June's birthday. I remember the first birthday he gave to Midsummer, on the first day of June, Children's Day.
It's been 2 years since Midsummer died in the blink of an eye, and he's 21 years old, but that naughty Midsummer doesn't want to grow up with him, and stays in the summer of 18 forever.
In May, he received news from the hospital, and it was said that his aunt had something to say to him. He rushed to the hospital as soon as possible, and the aunt he saw had clear eyes at this time.
The aunt is different from the silly child on weekdays, with the vicissitudes of life matching her age on her face. When the aunt saw him, he didn't know what to say for a while, he looked at the aunt and was silent, and the aunt was silent to him.
The two of them were silent for a long time, and finally the aunt spoke, she said, "South wind...... A is in Chengdu, right? You buried A in Chengdu, right? He nodded in response, he knew that Auntie remembered, Auntie wanted to go and see A.
The aunt kept her head calm, didn't dare to look at him, and said weakly, "I'm sorry...... It's me who hurt Midsummer......"
He forced a smile and said, "Midsummer rescued you, not for you to blame yourself." "At the beginning, you became you later, maybe you still have a grudge, but I still choose to forgive, because Midsummer is such a kind girl, she must hope that the living people are well.
There was no surprise as he imagined, maybe he knew from the beginning that his aunt would remember something one day, but he didn't want his aunt to think of something. But Auntie still remembered, and almost every day she blamed herself, Auntie fell into a strange circle and couldn't get out.
Because no matter how auntie she numbs herself, the fact has already happened, this is the death in the dream is the catastrophe in the life.