Nanfeng drank the strong wine, and with that self-deprecating smile on the corner of his mouth, he looked at A with blessing and envy in his eyes.

He envied that A could do it again, and that he could be a couple for the rest of his life, and he didn't even have a chance to touch his beloved.

Because once touched, all the good things can pass away, and the feelings that you barely have now are as beautiful and fragile as bubbles.

"Then you still ...... Why make such a choice, I don't understand. ”

A originally thought that his good brother Nanfeng was not obsessed, but in fact, his heart was like a mirror, he could figure out everything, not obsessed at all, but as if he knew the consequences and would sink into it.

"There's nothing to understand, some things just don't have a reason, that is, even if everyone says no, you still want to achieve it, you still want to follow your inner thoughts, and you won't change because of what others say and won't change because the world has changed."

Nanfeng clutched his chest and felt his heart beating, he may have changed a lot in this world, but he still didn't want to end everything like this.

He also wanted to hold on to what he was holding on to.

"And what if one day her soul is gone? Because one day she really disappeared, and you have forgotten Midsummer, everyone forgets her, as if Midsummer never existed, and those who remember Midsummer will die sooner or later, and those who survive will one day regress because of their memories and forget her. ”

Still sticking to his own ideas, he said a cruel assumption that could be a fact of the future, and that it was not an established fact that was about to happen.

In this case, hasn't Midsummer disappeared from this world to another extent? But do you think you've forgotten the height of summer? Or have we forgotten her? ”

Nanfeng actually started to ask rhetorically, but the words seemed to be asking A, and it was also like asking himself.

A didn't even have an answer for a while, just thought in silence, but didn't get an answer for a long time.

"The only two of us who can see her now, only the two of us in the world know that she still exists, in fact, from the beginning when I first saw Midsummer's soul again, I have already made up my mind to know what kind of things I will face in the future, so don't feel unworthy for me."

The gentle words of the south wind are accompanied by a warm smile, which is as healing and gentle as the first rays of sunshine in the morning during the day, but often the more beautiful things are, the more distressing they are.

"Midsummer, she undoubtedly loves you, so she hopes that you can live well, become the person you want to be and have a good future, I also care about you very much, we love you very much, so we hope you, I hope you can have better results."

A has never denied the love between Nanfeng and Midsummer from beginning to end, but existence may not be forever, love is always wishing each other well.

It's so hard to wait for someone, especially someone who will never come back.

Why did so many couples who had sworn by mountains and seas lose their other half, and finally met another person and chose that person.

Probably because of loneliness, because of loneliness, I want to be loved, because I want to love, so I will look elsewhere to meet new people.

"I love her too, just like the girl you like, I don't like you because of my appearance, I don't like you because I just like you, because I have love, so I'm not afraid of what will happen to her, and I won't think about it so much."

The south wind is still steadfast, no matter what it will be like in the future, but at least in the past and now, there is only one person who has always loved him.

The love is separated by mountains and seas, and the mountains and seas can be flat.

"It seems that I told you so much, but in fact, it was in vain, in fact, Sheng Xia and I both think that there is a girl next to you, which is actually quite good."

A was eating steak and talking about the girl she had talked about with Midsummer, who was almost a match made in heaven with the south wind.

"Huh? So what did she say? ”

Nanfeng suddenly became interested, probably just to hear what kind of girl she was to make Midsummer feel suitable for him.

"She said that the girl she saw was just like you, she was a radiant person, she could feel that the girl liked you very much, and she could even fast forward directly as if she saw your future future."

A repeated what Midsummer had said, and unconsciously, the melancholy that Midsummer had said appeared on his face again.

"I knew that no matter what I said, there would always be a pimple in her heart, she always wanted to give me the best, she always felt that she was not good enough, and felt that there was a lot of pressure to stand with me, but for me, it was better to always be her."

As soon as Nanfeng heard it, he knew who the girl he thought Midsummer was, but if he liked it, he wouldn't have been together a long time ago, so why wait until now.

"South wind, maybe time will change everything."

A handed Nanfeng a strawberry-flavored lollipop that had been peeled off, and he knew that Nanfeng liked to eat strawberry-flavored lollipops when he was unhappy and when he was happy.

"Then let's wait and see, you said that my life is not long, and I should be able to get results soon, I will make a bet with you, just bet on whether I can like Midsummer for the rest of my life."

Nanfeng eats strawberry-flavored lollipops, then you are his favorite food, but at this time he doesn't like it so much, it's obviously sweet, and now it feels a little sour when he eats it.

He took out the lollipop from his mouth and looked at it, and it turned out that it was not the strawberry-flavored lollipop he liked that brand.

Because he thought that he would die soon, he simply planned to make a bet with A on his love for Midsummer.

"Bah, what nonsense are you talking about? Don't always say something unpleasant, saying that you are good? I hate it. ”

As soon as A heard the bad words, he hurriedly snorted, not knowing that Nanfeng was sick, and thinking that Nanfeng was just depressed and melancholy.

"People are inherently dead, and I have to die sooner or later anyway, and I have taken many things lightly."

Nanfeng drank red wine vigorously, and he had already made a conclusion about his life, and the doctor had made a decision, and he had made a decision for himself.

Now I think about whether I can see the girl I love after death, and I also think about fulfilling all my wishes for Midsummer earlier, and they may be able to see each other again in the next life.

But sometimes I wonder if he will forget the girl he once liked if he talks about the next life.

Wouldn't he like the height of summer? If that's the case, he really hopes that he will beat him up in the next life.

If they really met in the next life, would he still be him? Is the height of summer still the same summer?

Maybe they will change their identities in various ways, or maybe they will encounter them in a strange way, but if there is love, even if the south wind is not the south wind, and the midsummer is not the midsummer, it is also the love of the two of them from beginning to end.

"By the way, I want to see my mom in a few days......"

A is not good to say anything more, it can be seen that the good brother Nanfeng has already thought clearly, and Nanfeng already knows what to do many things, and he shouldn't say anything now, so he changed the topic.

A knows that maybe his mother's recent situation is not good, after all, he has been away from his mother for so long, and the mother who has lost her child will naturally lose her smile.

In the past, when A didn't admit his identity, he missed his mother very much, missed his former brother very much, missed his former friends, and now when she can finally admit that he is A, he really wants to see his mother, he really wants to say to his mother, I'm sorry, I'm back!

I'm sorry that I was able to re-exist in this world, but I couldn't see my mother for the first time.

It's back, that a is back.

"Well, but you have to be mentally prepared, because she was stimulated by too much and is now being treated."

"I should go and see her anyway, this is the mother who raised me with hard work, so I definitely want to go and see her."

Nanfeng talked about the aunt's recent situation, he has been actively taking care of the aunt over the years, and I believe that the aunt's condition will be better.

Although there is a trace of resistance from time to time, after all, it was the aunt who caused Midsummer's death, but Midsummer doesn't blame Auntie.

After all, people who lose their minds and are in illness do not know what has happened to them.

At this time, when I can think of something from time to time, my aunt often falls into the guilt of midsummer, so my aunt often suffers from insomnia.

Obviously, you can treat it as nothing, but Nanfeng can't do it, because Auntie is A's mother.

A has been the best mentally prepared here for a long time, but at this time the mood is still unstoppably low.

Nanfeng poured two glasses of red wine, held up a glass of wine, and interrupted A's thoughts as he spoke, saying, "Okay, I wish you a smooth operation in advance." ”

A picked up the wine glass and clinked glasses with Nanfeng, and when his eyes met, he said, "Okay, then I wish our Nanfeng academic career to rise step by step, and we will get what we want." ”

This night was a feast specially prepared for A by the south wind before A's operation.

A's surgery started as scheduled.

Outside the door stood Su Xiao and Nanfeng, and there was a midsummer that was not seen.

"God bless the operation must be successful, even if it doesn't work, as long as he is safe."

Su Xiao's face was full of anxiety about his lover, no matter how big or small the operation was, as long as it was a knife, he would be scared.

"Xiaoxiao, don't worry, it'll be fine."

Sheng Xia stood aside and looked at Su Xiao and said, but unfortunately Su Xiao couldn't hear her words at all.

The surgery was a success, and the next step was the recuperation period.

A changed back to his previous appearance, and changed back to the handsome guy with blue eyes who would say, "Wow", when he was seen.

"I'm back......"

A said in the mirror with his face still intact.