Chapter 101: Conversation

"Maybe it's really not a good person, but everything you do is for your good, I can hurt a lot of people, but I will definitely not hurt the people I care about and the people I love, these are my gifts to you, I hope you can forget the past and live well."

Nanfeng still shook a bottle of red wine in his hand, and poured another glass for his good brother A between words, and poured another glass for himself.

A Later, everything that was originally and the happiness he experienced now turned out to be a game, or a gift from the south wind.

"Nanfeng, I really want to thank you this time, if it weren't for you, maybe I wouldn't have come out."

A took a sip of the red wine and felt that it was a good wine, about 82 Lafite.

"Do you still need to say thank you between you and me, you don't need to thank you, you live your own life, which is the biggest reward for me."

Nanfeng hurriedly said that there was no need to say thank you between brothers, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became richer and thicker, and it could be seen that he was very happy for his brother.

"Uh-huh, cheers!"

A is also a temperamental person who touches the wine glass when he takes it, but as soon as he drinks it, some clues appear in his eyes.

"You just looked at me a little strangely, do you think that I and the south wind in your perception have changed a little? Or do you have something to say to me, because if you have something to say, you don't have to hide it, we have known each other for so many years, just say what you have to say. ”

Nanfeng slowly put down the wine glass in his hand, holding his chin and looking directly into A's eyes, he didn't like to hide between brothers, it would be better to say something directly.

"Well, there are some, I don't know how to say that you have changed now compared to before, it is vaguely different from before, but I can't tell what is different."

A squinted his eyes and looked at Nanfeng, I don't know when Nanfeng would have a harmless smile on his face, obviously he used to be sunny and cold and fragile, but now there is always a trace of shrewdness in his eyes that plays with people between applause.

"Naturally, there will be some changes, and if you don't change, you will only wait for death, but I want you to know that no matter what I become, I will still be your good brother Nanfeng."

Nanfeng had a somewhat self-deprecating smile on his mouth, how could anyone really be immutable, if he could really be immutable, maybe he was the kind of person who lived forever in the ivory tower and was protected from eating grains, this kind of person has not been affected by the outside world, and has not suffered the slightest.

"I know."

A always knew that even if time was changing, even if the personality of the brother next to him changed in any way, even if he became unrecognizable later, Nanfeng was still as good to him as before.

"I've prepared the best cosmetic surgeon for you in advance, and I'm sure I'll be able to see you back to what you want to be soon."

Nanfeng talked about the plastic surgeon who had been prepared early in the morning, and he had always known that his good brother had extremely demanding perfection requirements for appearance, his appearance, and his place.

Even now the brother has been able to accept the stimulation gladly. It's not the fact that he used to be the good-looking person, but Nanfeng still wants to do something for A.

"But ......"

A always feels that it is useless, no one's money is blown by the wind, even if the other party is his good brother, but it is reasonable that this money should not be collected.

"Don't be, this money is earned by us from stock trading before, if it weren't for you, I would be a novice in the stock market, how could I make this money so smoothly, this is what you deserve, if you don't accept it, I'm very unhappy."

Nanfeng had already guessed that the other party might not accept it, so he turned over the set of rhetoric that had been prepared, but it was indeed thanks to A, after all, if there was no big data from A, everything would not be so simple.

In this day and age, technology can do wonders.

The novice of the stock market has become a mysterious stock god, all he needs is a computer and a genius who can use big data and the comparison of various items, as well as data to show which one is the most advantageous.

The apprehensions of the amy heart were thus dispelled by the south wind.

The two of them were drinking red wine and eating steak under the candlelight moonlight, and the knife in A's hand stopped, and he thought of something.

"Nanfeng, I actually have something to tell you."

A put down the knife and fork in his hand, looked at the south wind, and said.

"What's the matter?"

Nanfeng was still unhurried, eating steak and sipping red wine very elegantly, there was no question he couldn't answer.

"I'm with Su Xiao, I guess you knew there would be such a day as early as the beginning, and I was even thinking about whether this was the ending you set."

A is not a fool.,I thought it was strange before.,But because it's the best brother, I didn't think about it so much.,Now that it's connected, the more I think about it, the more wrong it is, and I find out that it's been the South Wind Bureau for a long time.。

"This is a good thing, a you are not stupid and you must feel it, I know that you kid has always liked Su Xiao, and I think Su Xiao actually likes you too, so I will naturally give you a chance."

Nanfeng likes the beauty of adults, and he doesn't know how long he has experienced the pain of lovesickness, so he doesn't want to watch a pair of lovers separate in front of his eyes, and if his good brother A gets happy, he will naturally feel happy.

"What about midsummer? Does she dislike someone like me, does she feel that there is no way to entrust her best friend to me? ”

A thinks left and right, and has some embarrassment, maybe like someone, will always fall into a feeling that they are not good enough, and think about whether they have some shortcomings.

"A, what's the situation with you? Who can't look down on my brother of the south wind, I don't understand what is wrong with you now, why do you like to be so arrogant? ”

Nanfeng rolled his eyes, and felt more and more that people like to be arrogant now, obviously he is good enough, but he always feels that he is not good, so the more he looks at himself, the more unhappy he becomes, and the more he looks at himself, the more he feels that he is not good enough.

"Well, have you ever thought about starting over?"

A finally got to the point, he had been approached by Midsummer, and said something that he hoped he could persuade the south wind, although he also regretted the relationship between the south wind and the midsummer, but some things were still realistic.

"What do you mean by that, I'm doing well now, why should I start over? I really don't understand what you mean. ”

Nanfeng hadn't realized what the other party meant, but when he finished speaking, he instantly understood that his good brother A also liked to persuade him to face life positively and optimistically, and not to trap himself in the past.

The fist in A's hand clenched, and with great determination, he still intended to finish the sentence.

"I talked to me about some things before the middle of summer, and I think it's really a different way for people and ghosts, in fact, she can try to meet new people and feel new things, which may be what she wants to see."

How could a not know the mood of his good brother, how could he not know who his good brother liked, but people and ghosts have different paths, how can the living and the dead be together, if he is still alive in the middle of summer, he will never say this.

But Midsummer is dead, and even Midsummer will disappear from this world, and now Nanfeng can still be obsessed with it, all because he hasn't really felt the pain of losing and leaving.

Because now Midsummer is still staying by Nanfeng's side as a soul, but Midsummer won't accompany Nanfeng for a lifetime.

As soon as these words came out, Nanfeng, who was originally fine, was no longer calm, and it seemed that a certain string in his heart had been stirred.

"I know all of you are standing in a way that's good for me, but have you really thought about what I'm thinking, have you considered my feelings? A, I'll tell you this, I don't care if Midsummer is dead or alive, even if Midsummer disappears from me, I will remember Midsummer for the rest of my life, and I won't change my inner thoughts because of others, unless one day I forget Midsummer, unless one day I die. ”

The young man's tone was excited, and the more he spoke, the more ruthless he became, but these were his inner thoughts at this time.

If he can truly forget his loved ones, maybe only death, maybe there will be no day at all.

How could he not know that the people who said these things were for his good, but why should this kind of good be imposed on him?

Parents are like this, people around them are like this, and now even A is like this......

But have you ever thought about why he is still in love if he could have forgotten it a long time ago?

Why didn't anyone ask him what he thought? Why does everyone feel like they're doing the right thing? Why does everyone think it's right to be good for him?

"I know what you're going to say, and I know it's just plain when I say it, but I'm still from your friend's point of view, and I'll tell you about it, because I'm afraid you'll be too lonely."

A poured another glass of wine for the south wind as he spoke, maybe only by drinking more wine can he speak openly, maybe drinking too much wine will not be so painful, not so sad, not so sad.

Is there anything in this world that can forget everything for a short time? Can it be done but nothing happens, maybe it's just this bar?

"Actually, I envy you, I envy you for having the opportunity to do it all over again, I envy you for being able to be with the person you love the most again, instead of guarding the ethereal soul like me, I know that Midsummer is just a soul, I know that she doesn't exist in this world at all, I know she also wants me to start over, she also wants me to like other girls, she also wants me to have a good life feeling, a lot of love."