Chapter 113: Shattered Dreams
That night ten years ago, I went to the boutique to buy a pair of earrings, and I wanted to give them to Shen Mumu as a gift for her to tutor me in writing songs during this time.
After making an appointment with Shen Mumu, I also confidently handed over the first draft to her to enjoy, and just when I was about to give away the earrings, Shen Mumu suddenly tore the manuscript I wrote into pieces, and said the obscene things she did without me.
From that moment on, my heart died.
Like a piece of rotten wood, I froze in place, watching the confetti flying in the sky fall to the ground, and Shen Mumu's cold eyes looking at me.
"Don't talk about any music dreams in the future, it's not suitable for you at all, you should die."
"I advise you not to have any hope in me, because I am not as good as you think."
"Let me tell you a secret, in fact, I often spend the night outside with different men, just now, a few friends also asked me to go to KTV, and I also had some indescribable things with them through the strength of drinking, do you want to hear it?"
“……”
I listened to Shen Mumu's words intimately, and felt that my whole head was getting more and more messy and noisy!
Later, the sound of tinnitus gradually occupied my entire brain cavity, and I could only see Shen Mumu's mouth moving, but I couldn't hear any of her sounds.
Suddenly, I came to my senses, gasping for air, and felt like my whole head was about to explode.
After looking around, I realized that I was already sitting on the bed, and Shen Mumu was sitting on the edge of the bed looking at me.
"This faints? How? Could it be that you still have me in your heart, and you still remember it for ten years, but it really makes me feel a little proud. ”
"Shut up!" I scolded.
I wiped the sweat from my forehead and listened to the thump of the heart in my chest.
I don't understand why I fainted all of a sudden, maybe it was because I was so tired that my nerves were a little tense, and the slightest hint of wind and grass could make me emotionally confused.
I lit a cigarette and sniffed it calmly.
It wasn't until this moment that I felt a little better.
"How long have I been unconscious?" I asked.
Shen Mumu didn't respond to me, she smiled slightly, got up and walked to the windowsill, and opened the curtain suddenly.
I instinctively squinted my eyes, trying to block out the sun's rays.
But in the next second, I was stunned.
At this moment, it was pitch black outside the window, the sky lacked stars, and even the clouds could not be found.
I could only see the moon hanging quietly in the air, reflecting a layer of hoarfrost on the entire windowsill.
Shen Mumu opened the window screen, and the cold wind of the night poured into the entire room in an instant, the bright red pomegranate skirt swayed with the wind, and even the faint smell of perfume on Shen Mumu's body poured into my entire nasal cavity.
She suddenly turned to me and asked, "You still can't forget that, can you?" ”
"I forgot about it a long time ago!" I responded.
"Then why do you keep saying my name when you're unconscious?"
My heart chuckled, and even the eyes that looked at Shen Mumu were full of incredulity.
Shen Mumu's expression was extremely serious, and it didn't look like he was lying.
With a casual glance, I suddenly saw a not deep or shallow scar on Shen Mumu's wrist, which didn't seem to have scabbed yet, and gradually seeped with blood beads.
Suddenly, I remembered something, when I was dreaming, in a daze, I did hear Shen Mumu's screams and the sound of glass breaking.
I gently licked the corner of my mouth with the tip of my tongue, and I could still feel the residual sweetness of the honey water.
I was a little silent, and it took a long time to look at Shen Mumu and ask, "Did you feed me something?" ”
Shen Mumu smiled slightly, sat on the edge of the bed, looked at me affectionately and said, "Yes, of course I fed you something, do you want to guess what I fed you to drink?" ”
I shuddered, lifted the quilt, and walked in the direction of the living room.
But when I twisted the bedroom door, I found that the lock cylinder wouldn't pop open.
I frowned slightly, looked at Shen Mumu and said, "What are you locking the door for?" Let me out, I'm leaving. ”
Shen Mumu glanced at me indifferently, took out a box of cigarettes from the drawer, lit it elegantly, and said softly: "I remember that you came to me today for that guitar, right?" How? Want to go back empty-handed now? ”
Looking at Shen Mumu's appearance, I felt angry, "Then you can give it to me directly!" ”
"I don't want to give it to you so well, that guitar is not with me, I have already put it where I want to take you. Just go with me, and you'll be able to take it right away. ”
"I don't want it, you open the door, I'll leave now." I retorted.
"Yes, but what you promised me before must be done."
As the words fell, Shen Mumu took off his shoes and sat on the bed. Then she patted her side and said charmingly, "Come and sit." ”
I suddenly felt a wave of nausea, and the feeling of nausea instantly rushed into my body, and I frowned and scolded, "Can you not be so disgusting?" Put away your dance poses, it's just rude! ”
Being scolded by me like this, Shen Mumu smiled even more happily, she looked at me with interest and said, "Yin Xing, do you guess that night ten years ago, did I also use this posture to let other men face me?" Don't you eat this set? Why don't I add some spice to it? ”
"You're hopeless!"
I didn't care about Shen Mumu anymore, and turned my head to fiddle with the door lock.
I promised Zhou Yao that no matter what happened, I would go back at night.
Even I don't know why I care so much about my promise to Zhou Yao, maybe she is such a person who says the same thing.
And my current behavior is nothing more than remorse for what I have done wrong.
"You really don't want that guitar back?" Shen Mumu's voice sounded behind me.
Without looking back, I said, "Yes, no!" ”
As soon as I finished speaking, I heard a crisp sound at my feet, and when I came back to my senses, I saw the appearance of the object, which was clearly a key.
I paused, picked up the key and inserted it into the lock, twisted it slightly, and with the sound of the cylinder popping open, I twisted the doorknob and opened the bedroom door.
"Then you can go now." Shen Mumu said calmly.
I looked at her meaningfully for a long time and walked out of the bedroom.
Just as I stepped out of the bedroom door with my front foot, Shen Mumu's voice came faintly, "Yin Xing, old rules, good news and bad news, which one do you want to hear first?" ”