My heart chuckled, and I pretended to be calm, "I'm not interested in knowing, and you don't have to tell me." ”

"Don't you want to know what kind of means Wang Cheng used to deal with Kong Mengfan? I've heard that he's blaming you all the way to it, and you're going to be able to hold your breath. ”

After listening to Shen Mumu's words, my body trembled suddenly, and even the black eyes in my eye sockets suddenly contracted and converged into a small dot.

I turned around, stared at Shen Mumu tightly and asked, "Wang Cheng is framing me?" ”

"So from the beginning, I asked you to help me deal with Wang Cheng, Yin Xing, it seems that you don't trust me at all." Shen Mumu laughed at herself.

I glanced at Shen Mumu complicatedly, didn't respond to anything, and closed the bedroom door directly.

After leaving the neighborhood, I lit a cigarette and walked along the road alone.

The quiet moonlight covered the ground with bursts of hoarfrost, and despite the smell of tobacco, my complicated mood was never calm.

I've been busy for nothing.

Originally, I thought that if I found Shen Mumu, I would be able to get the guitar back smoothly.

However, even if I wanted to break my head, I could not have imagined that it would end like this.

Looking at the lights of thousands of homes across the lake, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart.

I smoked sadly, listening to the crackling sound of tobacco burning.

Suddenly, I remembered a familiar saying: where the person who misses you is, is where you belong.

People have joys and sorrows, the moon is cloudy and sunny, I raised my head, stared blankly at the bright moon gradually covered by clouds and smoke, and fell into contemplation.

I don't know who is missing me at this moment, maybe not someone like that.

I leaned weakly on the railing, sighed slightly, and calmly stared at the neon red half of the lake.

Also stepping on the ground of the same city, for the rich, the city is a bright light of singing every night. But for me, I can't even stand on my heels, and I am like a rat crossing the street, living in the painful purgatory of life.

After taking my last puff, I flicked the butt towards the lake.

The sporadic flames from the cigarette butts filled most of the sky, and then fell into the water, although it was short-lived, but the brief light pierced my heart and stayed in my mind forever.

After a momentary pause, I put my hands in my trouser pockets and walked along the quiet path in the direction of home.

Suddenly, I heard a rush of footsteps behind me.

Just as I turned around, a sharp pain that I couldn't resist instantly spread from my cheeks and throughout my body.

Following the inertia, my whole body retreated again and again, and one of them could not stand steadily, and fell heavily on the hard concrete floor.

"Yin Xing, you still have the leisure to walk here, do you know how embarrassed Shu Yang is now, why don't you go to see her, why don't you apologize to him! Are you still a human being! ”

The hysterical shouts suddenly exploded in my ears.

I endured the tremendous pain in my body and struggled to lift my head.

At this moment, Wang Cheng is standing in front of me, his condition looks very bad, his eyes are full of tears, and his facial features have been distorted because of the pain.

I smiled wryly, staggered to my feet, looked at him and said, "How embarrassed she is, and what does it have to do with me?" ”

It was my words that completely angered Wang Cheng.

He lunged at me, clenching his fist and slamming it into my cheek.

The pain exploded in my face, and I took a few steps back, staggering to steady my pace.

Blood slowly flowed down the corners of my mouth, and I gasped for breath, leaning against the railing next to the lake, unhurriedly wiping the blood from the corners of my mouth.

"It's okay? You have the face to say such a bastard! Do you know that during this time, she didn't eat or drink, and locked herself in the house every day. Do you know how sad she cries every night! Her child is gone, that's your child! ”

Wang Cheng roared and shouted, his emotions becoming more and more excited.

At this moment, he could no longer control his emotions, and his tears were like a faucet that had opened the floodgates, dripping endlessly.

Smack-

With a crisp sound, the bean-sized tears splashed on the ground, leaving crystal mottled spots.

"Is it my child and what does it have to do with me! She shouldn't have shown me a hypocritical set! If it was really because of lack of money that she approached Kong Mengfan, then why did she throw away the bank card I gave before! She's just cheap! It's her own fault! She doesn't deserve sympathy at all! I said coldly.

Wang Cheng's body trembled wildly, and even the eyes that looked at me were full of hostility.

I clearly noticed that the anger in the depths of Wang Cheng's eyes was getting heavier and heavier.

Then, with a roar of rage, he rushed at me with teeth and claws, crushing me to the ground, clenching his fists and slamming me on the cheek.

"Yin Xing! You don't deserve to be with Shu Yang at all! You don't deserve it, you never will! ”

Pain!

Heart-rending pain!

My heart is dripping blood.

I closed my eyes painfully, and my mind was full of thoughts about the bits and pieces of my life with Shu Yang.

She used to be so perfect.

She is gentle, she is kind, and she is full of hope for the future.

I will never forget that when I was the most depressed and miserable, and even had no hope for life, Shu Yang could always sit beside me and discuss my ideals with me.

During the internship, we always couldn't eat because of some things.

Every now and then, Shu Yang would call her parents and ask for money, and we had to go through that hard time.

Of course I want to go with Shu Yang for the rest of my life.

I gave all my love and tenderness to her alone!

But now, why am I still in such an embarrassed way now!

I'll admit that I have a habit of emotional cleanliness and I can't tolerate the woman I love the most having sex with other men.

Even if Shu Yang is a victim, I will never get close to her again!

I can't forgive, and I can't do the so-called compromise!

Just because I'm a scumbag! A veritable bastard!

How I wish it all could happen all over again, and if there really was another parallel world, I would never let that happen!

But......

There are no ifs in this world......

"Cry! You still have the face to cry! Why are you crying, are you sad! Ha ha! I don't believe it! Yin Xing, you're a fucking emotionless bastard! Why did Shu Yang choose to be with you in the first place! You tell me! Why the hell is that? ”