She hesitated, should she show her feelings to Yan Rin? If he refuses, how will the two get along? If he agreed, would the two have been in love all the time?

Lu Jiuyang didn't know how to tell Yan Rin about her feelings, but as her roommates coaxed, there was also a shouting voice in her heart, constantly shouting for her to confess.

She didn't know what to do, so she had to plug her ears with cotton balls. But the voice was still endless, so noisy that she couldn't rest all night.

Ye Luo's meaning is actually very simple, because they have already reached the hospital, why doesn't Lu Jiuyang say his feelings himself? After all, Yan Rin should know her feelings for him.

Either way, she should have made him understand. So Lu Jiuyang decided to tell Yan Rin about his feelings.

As the saying goes, wine is a bold man. So a few of them secretly bought beer at the supermarket.

The four of them are chatting together, and their feelings are sincere and beautiful when they are teenagers, and they can reveal their hearts unscrupulously. Whether it's a longing, a sigh or a garbage, in short, it's an experience that will be forgotten tomorrow.

Lu Jiuyang was already strong enough to drink, and after being brave after glasses, she decided to call Yan Rin. The three people at the table were all drunk and carried away, and they all said that they were giving her advice.

Sure enough, she went over the bits and pieces of beer bottles on the floor and onto the dark balcony. She did a long time of psychological construction, but she still firmly dialed Yan Rin's number.

About ten seconds later, Yan Rin's voice came from the other side of the phone. "Hello? Haven't you slept so late? Lu Jiuyang didn't know what to say for a while after hearing his voice.

"Hey, Yan Rin. You...... How are your wounds? Lu Jiuyang couldn't confess directly to Yan Rin, she needed some painless foreshadowing.

"I'm fine, don't worry." She could hear him wiping his hair, and Lu Jiuyang, who was speechless for a while, didn't know what else to talk about.

"Oh, that's fine. I...... I want to talk to you about something. Lu Jiuyang took a long breath on the phone, ready to confess.

"Yan Rin, don't speak. Listen to me, in fact, the first time I met you was on the way home, that day you just joined the company, I saw your smile, at that time I thought that there must be no intersection between us. ”

When Lu Jiuyang opened his mouth to say that they met for the first time, Yan Rin knew what the little girl was going to say. His mood began to be complicated, and he immediately walked to the rooftop.

"But I didn't expect that I still couldn't forget your appearance at night. So I'm going to try my luck and actually meet you in the neighborhood. So you see we're quite fated. ”

Yan Rin listened to the little girl tell the story before they didn't know each other, and it turned out that she had premeditated it with him.

"Then we met in reality the next day, and that was the first time you saw me. In fact, I was very happy in my heart, and sighed that God still loves me. Of course, the idea remained in my mind afterwards. ”

"Then we ate together, we quarreled, we untied the knots, and you took me out of the darkest moments of my life. At that time, I was like my brother to you, and I changed a lot because of you. ”

"When did you realize that you didn't have a normal affection for you? It was the time we watched ghost movies together and when we went to the cinema. Ah, the source is still to blame! It's all because you keep doing things that make me misunderstood. ”

Yan Rin listened to the complaint of the little girl opposite, he had forgotten what he had done to make her misunderstand when he was watching the movie. It turned out that the little girl confirmed her feelings earlier than him.

It seems that he is really stupid in terms of feelings, but he didn't expect that the opportunity for the two to confess was robbed by the little girl. He knew what Jiuyang was going to say next, but he didn't know what choice he was going to make.

"You're covering my eyes and ears again, and if I didn't know you, I would have thought you were frivolous. But just because of this, you make me ride a roller coaster for you every day. ”

Lu Jiuyang's emotions became more and more excited, and her wine began to grow stronger and stronger. She didn't know what else to say, she just let herself say it.

"You don't know anything, and you're so happy every day. You treat everyone the same, Yan Rin, are you really long-hearted? ”

The little girl slowly began to cry, after all, her feelings had suffered too much helplessness. Yan Rin wanted to open his mouth to argue, but he couldn't.

"Yan Rin, you're so good. So good that how can anyone not like you? So Yan Rin, I love you. ”

Finally, in the circle, Lu Jiuyang said the most critical sentence to Yan Rin. She finally told Yan Rin about her feelings, and it turned out that it was such a great thing to pour out her feelings.

Yan Rin obviously knew that the little girl was going to confess to him today, but when he really heard the little girl say that she liked him, his mood was still very complicated.

He is very grateful that at least now it is a two-way rush between the two lovers, but how can he respond to the feelings of the little girl? Can he afford to respond?

"Whew, it's so cool to say! Finally, I don't have to hide it. That's right, Yan Rin, let me tell you, I just like you, I like you very much. ”

After saying this, Lu Jiuyang hung up the phone, she shouted at the night sky on the balcony with satisfaction, and then stumbled back to the bedroom.

No one climbed into bed and went to bed, all lying on the side of the table. The alcohol in my head exerts its effect to the extreme, and the feeling of dizziness at this moment is like riding a pirate ship hundreds of times.

Even though there were only a few beers, they were outrageously drunk. Fortunately, there will be a half-day off tomorrow, so the four of them will not be too embarrassed.

Lu Jiuyang vomited quickly, and poor Yan Rin sat in the stairwell all night. He knew that the little girl was drunk, and he knew the little girl's feelings for him, so he didn't know how he was going to answer.

He thought about it for a long time, after all, the situation is special now, and Lu's mother has just come out of the hospital. He remembered Jiuyang that day, she was so weak and helpless. In the face of family affection, what is their relationship?

And the little girl is still very young, she has only been back to school for half a year. A lot of things are not as simple as they think, if they choose to be together, will now be the best time?

Yan Rin knew that this was not. At this time, they can't even get along, and their feelings will only be reduced to the product of impulse. Love is not impulsive, it is not drunk today, love should be patient.

If the little girl is crazy because of alcohol, should she go crazy with her? Yan Rin imagined countless consequences, and he also knew that if he rejected the little girl, the relationship between the two could turn bad.

Why is it so difficult to make emotional decisions? Obviously, it is so rare for two people to be happy. Yan Rin remembered a passage he had seen on the Internet.

"It's really a gift to meet love that goes both ways, and it will make your whole person softer. I used to always say that I should love myself and be confident, but in fact, it is difficult to have confidence just by saying this, only when I am truly loved, remembered, and protected, I can make myself slowly brave and confident, and I begin to feel that this world is really cute. ” ​​​

Yes, from the moment he met the little girl, he really understood what concern is and what love is. He had no less affection for her than she did, so he deserved to suffer more pain.

Loving someone doesn't care about how long it lasts, the first thing to learn to love someone is to let go.

Yan Rin sat in the stairwell all night, and then sent a long message to the little girl. The words are against the heart and the paragraphs are desperate, and Yan Rin's heart is constantly dripping blood with each word.

Early the next morning, Lu Jiuyang was woken up by the soreness coming from his arm. She woke up to find that she couldn't lift her arms and her neck couldn't twist back.

She looked at the three people who were still asleep on the ground, and picked up the wine they had drunk last night. It shouldn't be, it's not fake wine, how can you be so dizzy?

She woke up very thirsty and walked over to the water cooler and took a few sips of water. With a tearing headache, she quietly began to remember the events of last night.

They started talking when they got drunk, and then they did. Later, they fell asleep and went to the balcony to make a phone call. But who did she call to? Right! She called Yan Rin.

It's over, it looks like I said something I shouldn't have said last night. Lu Jiuyang began to regret the proverb that alcohol is bold and cowardly, and only after sobering up did he realize how much trouble he had caused.

She then went to the balcony to blow the wind for a while, and slowly and vaguely recalled the words of last night. In the end, he still confessed to Yan Rin, and in his impression, Yan Rin did not speak from beginning to end.

So what is Yan Rin's attitude? She is now starting to get scared and doesn't dare to look at the messages on her phone. But the phone was there, and the more she didn't dare to look at it, the more it attracted her attention.

Lu Jiuyang still didn't control her curiosity, she wanted to know Yan Rin's answer. When she opened her phone tremblingly and saw the message from Yan Rin, her heart began to fall into hell little by little.

"Joyoung, I'm sorry for the misunderstanding in the cinema. I should control my actions and movements. Thank you for having treated me as a brother, and you will always be my sister in my heart. ”

"I will always be your listener, in the dark hours and at any time. I didn't know that you met me before we met, but listening to you tell me stories from before we met, I began to believe that there really is a fate between people. ”

"But fate doesn't mean it's necessarily love, can you see what I mean? I'm 22 years old and you're 17 years old, and there's so much difference between us. ”

"Love is not an impulse, and I don't understand a lot about love. But as your older brother, I'm sure you'll meet better people as adults. ”

Yan Rin sent a lot of messages to Lu Jiuyang, and in the final analysis, he meant to reject Lu Jiuyang's confession. Lu Jiuyang didn't expect Yan Rin's feelings for her to be a brother and sister.

All the seemingly ambiguous actions can be explained, after all, in the eyes of outsiders, Yan Rin and Wang Musu are also right. It turns out that his lonely love is nothing but unrequited love.

Lu Jiuyang began to feel heart-rending pain after understanding what Yan Rin meant, it turned out that everything was his own imagination.