I'm not worthy of your trust?

Two days later, Lu Jiuyang's mother returned from a business trip in a neighboring city, and when she came home, she found Lu Jiuyang staying at home quietly. In fact, she was just afraid, afraid that her children would regard this man as a former friend.

Dr. Chan talked to her for a long time, and she also understood that she had a psychological problem. It's just that she needs time to let go of her guard and suspicion, after all, for a mother, the child is the most important, and she doesn't want Jiuyang to repeat the mistakes of the past.

"Yangyang, it's my mother. Mom is overthinking, I'm really scared, scared that you're going back to a year ago or even worse than a year ago. ”

A woman who is nearly forty years old has experienced the sweetness of love and suffered emotional blows, she has lost love and almost lost her loved ones.

She had already shown her vulnerability in front of Lu Jiuyang more than once.

"Mom, don't say it, I know what you mean. But don't worry, I won't. There are some things that are enough to experience once, and I can face them. ”

Later, the conversation finally ended with Lu's mother's compromise, but she had already contacted the principal of the middle school in the neighboring city, and Lu Jiuyang would transfer there next semester.

Regarding the transfer of Joyoung to City C, Dr. Chen also agreed with Lu's mother's decision, which is not only conducive to her recovery, but also exercises her ability to resist pressure independently.

Dr. Chen is also worried about the relationship between the two, and she believes that if Lu Jiuyang becomes more dependent on Yan Rin, both of them will change drastically.

Psychology believes that it is very dangerous to see a person as a being who saves himself. She hopes that Lu Jiuyang can have a new self and become her own light.

As for the development of the two, it can only depend on themselves, who can say for sure in the future.

It was a few days after Joyoung learned that she was going to transfer to City C when she overheard a conversation between her mother and stepfather. Lu Jiuyang leaned against the wall and sat slowly on the ground.

She didn't expect her mother to let her transfer to City C, was it because of Yan Rin?

She couldn't accept it, because Yan Rin would soon become a firefighter in City S, but she was going to school in City C. There is no Yan Rin there, there is no family, everything is strange.

She sneaked out, afraid that her mother would send her away directly after the holidays. City C is hundreds of kilometers away from City S, and it takes at least three hours to drive, which means she can only come back once a week or so.

She couldn't imagine the days when she couldn't see Yan Rin, and she couldn't imagine what it would be like to face strangers alone. Once she built up her courage because she thought she would go to school in S City, but now all her courage has collapsed.

But he can't go to Yan Rin, now is his critical moment.

Lu Jiuyang could only run to the clinic to find Dr. Chen, but what she didn't expect was that Dr. Chen actually supported her mother's decision. Everyone wanted to send her to City C, which was far away, and she knew Dr. Chen's thoughts, but she was afraid.

She was afraid that she would no longer be in contact with Yan Rin in the future, and that she would not achieve anything in the new environment. On that day, Lu Jiuyang stayed in Dr. Chen's office, and Dr. Chen was an old acquaintance of his mother, so he was always very tolerant of Joyoung.

She told Lu Jiuyang a story, the little girl in the story has experienced a lot of hardships since she was a child, and no one loves her to protect her, she has always been alone. However, she never gave up hope in life, nor was she afraid of the direction of the future.

She's just living the moment and trying to make herself a better person. She believes that only by working hard to become better can she deserve more beautiful things in the future. Later, she met a lover who was worthy of her life, and she also found her dream to pursue.

Lu Jiuyang understood that Dr. Chan was telling her not to rely too much on others and to strive to grow into the best she could be. Only you are the light in your own life.

She understood the reason, but she couldn't accept the fact that she was about to leave in the short term. Dr. Chan told Lu Jiuyang to face her fears and told her that those who loved her would never leave.

This sentence reminded her of Yan Rin's words. Yes, sooner or later she will have to grow up on her own, but those who love her will always be there, and they will be her weakness and her armor.

Lu Jiuyang went to Yan Rin after saying goodbye to Dr. Chen, and she wanted to see him and eat the food he cooked.

She told her mother that she would come home later and that she would talk to her about going to school when she got home.

Lu Jiuyang made a phone call to Yan Rin, and after learning that he was at home, he took a taxi to his house.

"Yan Rin I think I should learn from you, you take more detailed notes than I do. I'm a layman who can read your exam book. ”

"Doesn't that prove that I'm stupid and the bird flies first? No way, there are always a lot of exams in life. ”

The two had a brief dinner, and then Yan Rin took her to a nearby park.

"Yan Rin, I want to tell you something, I'm going to transfer to City C." Lu Jiuyang knew that Yan Rin must have expressed his support again, but she hoped that he could say something that was reluctant to her.

"It's good, I'm about to go to work, otherwise we may rarely see each other in S City, and I'll go to C City to find you on vacation."

"Wang Musu is studying in college in City C, if you have something urgent, you can go to her."

"Yan Rin, are you willing to let me go? I don't want to go to study in City C, it's so far from home. Lu Jiuyang had the courage to ask this sentence, she wanted to know Yan Rin's intentions.

"Of course I can't bear you, but you still have to go. Don't forget that studying hard is what Lu Jiuyang wants to do. ”

"Little girl, you have to believe in yourself. What do you do if one day someone important is gone? ”

After Yan Rin asked, the two fell silent, he always hoped that she could grow into a happy adult by herself, who could bravely face the unknown tomorrow and say goodbye to the unhappy past freely.

"Why do you want to do so much, you just have to do it. How about going to school in City C, you can stay well as long as you want. ”

Yan Rin has always been a guiding encouragement to her, and to Lu Jiuyang, Yan Rin is more like her mentor and friend.

"I know, I'm going to study hard. It's just that I hope you can be more reluctant to show me, so that I can leave with more peace of mind. ”

Lu Jiuyang and Yan Rin said what they really thought in their hearts, it was best to pierce this layer of window paper before she left, she thought that even if she did something out of the ordinary, Yan Rin would forgive her.

"I'm a boy, not a crying little girl. All I can say is that I'll go to City C to find you on vacation and try to keep in touch with you. Am I so untrustworthy? ”

Well, Yan Rin didn't understand what she meant. She secretly "roared" in her heart, of course I trust you, I trust you so much that I just want to be with you.