Good night, my little girl
The next day, when Lu Jiuyang got up and was about to wash, she found that her door was locked, and at that moment she really couldn't control herself.
She couldn't imagine that her mother could do this, why did she want her to be good and lock her heart for tomorrow?
She began yelling, kicking at the already overwhelmed wooden door.
After a long time, Lu Jiuyang's voice began to become hoarse, and she recalled the state she was in when her condition was at its worst. At that time, she had searched for death, and her mother put away all the sharp and sharp things in the house, and even installed guardrails on the windows.
She also sneaked out to pick up the sharper rocks on the side of the road, leaving scratches on her arms one after another. She cut her long hair for years into a chicken nest, and she slammed into the corner of the cabinet in front of her grandparents......
During that time, she lived like a ghost, and she did everything. So she really didn't want to go back to the way she was before, she was afraid of herself like that.
After a while, my mother said through the door, "You stay at home and calm down for a few days, I won't let you out." You think about it yourself, and you can call me when you figure it out. ”
After saying that, she opened the door of her room, and her activity space changed from bedroom to home. She didn't know why her mother stimulated her so much, and even Lu Jiuyang thought that she was the one with the psychological problem.
Lu Jiuyang sent a message to Yan Rin saying that he had something at home, and he would go to the amusement park with him in a few days. Yan Rin didn't ask deeply, but just said a good sentence briefly.
Lu Jiuyang knew that it was useless for her mother to tell her stepfather in this state, and then she made a phone call to Dr. Chen.
Dr. Chen said that Lu Jiuyang is great, not dominated by emotions, and she thinks that Lu Jiuyang's condition has recovered a lot. As for her mother's thoughts, she is too afraid that Lu Jiuyang will be injured and lose her.
Dr. Chen said that he would communicate with Lu's mother and tell Lu Jiuyang not to worry.
It seems that my mother really needs psychological communication, and maybe the psychological trauma she once brought to her was too great for her mother to turn on the defensive state.
After talking to Dr. Chen on the phone, Lu Jiuyang didn't want to contact Yan Rin very much. I walked to the desk and read the book, and then took a long nap.
When I woke up, I found that my mother had sent a message saying that she was going to a neighboring city for a two-day meeting, so that she could stay at home and talk about some things later.
It seems that Dr. Chan has already talked to his mother, and since he said that he would talk about it when he comes back, he should stay at home.
Lu Jiuyang didn't plan to tell Yan Rin about her mother's opinion, she didn't want them to have a bad first impression of each other before they met, so some things could be solved by themselves and they had to face them by themselves.
"Yan Rin, let's make a video. What are you doing? Lu Jiuyang sent him a message, and their QQ has become a daily communication tool.
A few minutes later, Yan Rin sent a video, in which he was wearing pajamas with wet hair, and he should have just come out of the shower. "Why did you suddenly remember to message me? Little girl. ”
"Cut, I seem to be ungrateful when you say this. When didn't I take the initiative to send you a message, and you were embarrassed to say that I was so embarrassed? ”
Yan Rin's low laughter reached her heart through her mobile phone, tugging at Lu Jiuyang's heartstrings. "You're just a rake, I'll correct my mistakes."
"Comrade Lao Yan has a good attitude in admitting his mistakes, and the organization is very pleased. Yan Rin, what are you doing? Lu Jiuyang was so bored that he rolled around on the bed, and the little girl never stopped.
In Yan Rin's eyes, she was wearing a pink strawberry pajamas, her calves were crossed to show her white ankles, and the lace of her collar was also messy because of her rolling.
Yan Rin felt a little dry in his mouth, and he didn't realize that his voice was starting to become hoarse. "Sit well, what does the girl's house look like?"
"Ah......" Lu Jiuyang obediently got up after hearing his words and sat upright at the desk. Yan Rin was very satisfied when she saw her appearance, and she also sat at the desk and chatted with her.
Yan Rin told her that she was going to take the firefighter exam, in fact, Yan Rin had always had this plan after she was discharged from the army, and she came to Joyoung Electric just to help her relatives.
When Lu Jiuyang heard that Yan Rin was going to take the firefighter exam, he was happy for him but a little worried. "Aren't firefighters dangerous? Do you have to take this test? ”
She didn't understand Yan Rin's dream of being a soldier, and she couldn't understand a man's enthusiasm for serving the country. Originally, when he was in the army, Yan Rin planned to apply to go to the border to be an ordinary soldier, but his father's health deteriorated, and as the only son, he chose to retire from the army.
But when he saw that the S City Fire Detachment was recruiting firefighters, he resolutely signed up. Maybe he didn't know his dream when he was young, but after two or three years of tempering, Yan Rin has determined the path he wants to take.
"It's not dangerous, because it's my dream."
For Lu Jiuyang, she couldn't understand the meaning of her dream, so she only thought about Yan Rin's safety.
"Well, since you want to take the firefighter exam, then I will definitely fully support it. You must come on, Yan Rin. She didn't know how to help Yan Rin, so she could only give him moral support.
"Well, I'll definitely do it, and you have to do it too."
Although Lu Jiuyang is a little girl, the things she has experienced are enough to make her mature, so Yan Rin never shies away from talking to her about the direction of the future. He hopes that she will find her dream when she returns to school in the future.
It was already late at night, and their video didn't hang up. The little girl watched Yan Rin study in the name of supervising reading, and Yan Rin did not refuse.
He knelt on his desk and looked at the knowledge about firefighters, Yan Rin's biggest regret was that he didn't go to college and gave up the opportunity to receive knowledge, so he must take advantage of this opportunity.
After a long time, Yan Rin stretched his waist and planned to hang up the phone with the little girl.
The mobile phone showed that it was already the second half of the night, and I didn't know when the little girl fell asleep, she was lying quietly on the desk, with a shallow smile on her quiet face.
I don't know what kind of dream she's having at the moment, but Yan Rin is going to be the one who interrupts the dream. After all, late autumn is almost over, and the little girl sleeps on her desk, and she will catch a cold at night.
"Jiuyang, Jiuyang. Wake up and go to bed. ”
Lu Jiuyang was having a dream about Yan Rin, and she dreamed that Yan Rin was with her. The two started an underground relationship, but his mother never agreed, and Lu Jiuyang was admitted to a university far away from him, and Yan Rin's shouts kept coming from his dreams.
Lu Jiuyang wanted to go back to Yan Rin, but she found that she couldn't see Yan Rin's appearance clearly and could only hear his voice.
Yan Rin frowned a few times when she saw her, so she had to continue to call her a few more times, but she didn't expect the little girl to sleep quite deeply.
The little girl opened her sleepy eyes and looked at Yan Rin a little confused. Later, I realized that I had fallen asleep on the desk, and subconsciously wiped the saliva from my mouth.
"Yan Rin, how did you finish learning? Go to sleep, I'm going to die. ”
She hunched over and walked in the direction of the bed, groggily feeling that she hadn't fully woken up from her sleep.
"Well, you go to sleep. I'll talk about it tomorrow, hard work little girl. ”
Lu Jiuyang didn't know what he was muttering in his mouth, and his eyes had already taken a step off.
Yan Rin looked at her stupid appearance and really wanted to touch her head through the screen.
"Good night, my little girl."