"Dr. Chan, do you think he's right? Should I go and talk? Lu Jiuyang knew that this was a knot in her heart all along, so she had to find someone who was both professional and knew her situation to ask.

"Jiuyang, I'm very glad that you can tell me the truth about the process of getting along with you. Because I didn't expect him to talk to you so early on such an in-depth topic, it seems that the person you know is a kinder person, and he wants to help you out. If you want to know the answer to your question, why not explore the mystery yourself? ”

"Compared to my answer, I hope you can experience the process of things on your own, no matter what the result is for you. You're a smart kid and you'll understand what I mean. But the choice is yours, and whatever you choose, I'll be with you through this difficult time in a week's time. ”

After listening to Dr. Chen's words, Lu Jiuyang's heart suddenly brightened. What she is struggling with now is what she can't let go, instead of hesitating, it is better to let it go, no matter what the result is, she doesn't want to continue to be a coward.

"Thank you, Dr. Chan. I see, I'll talk to you in a week. ”

"Okay, Jiuyang. Hopefully you're doing well, see you in a week. "Dr. Chan is sure that Lu Jiuyang will have a new look in a week.

Because in the past year of treatment, Lu's mother has always learned about the treatment with Dr. Chen, and Dr. Chen will also invisibly reveal the impact of her original family on Lu Jiuyang. It is not only Lu Jiuyang who has changed this year, but also her mother.

Dr. Chen made a long phone call to Lu's mother after Lu Jiuyang left.

Lu Jiuyang sat on the bus and imagined countless opening lines to talk to his mother, but unfortunately he still didn't know how to talk when he got home.

She opened the door and smelled the familiar smell of food, but her mother would not be at home at this time. Before she could change her slippers, her mother came out of the kitchen with a shovel. Chong said to her: "Wash your hands and prepare for dinner, I have made the old four things you love to eat." ”

Lu Jiuyang was stunned there, how long had it been since he had eaten the old four, and how long had he not seen her cooking in that apron. For a moment, Lu Jiuyang was about to cry.

She held back her tears and went to the bathroom to wash her face, regained her composure and walked to the dining table. Today is just the two of them, the long-lost mother and daughter's lunch.

After eating a few bites of food, Lu Jiuyang breathed a long sigh of relief and prepared to chat with her. It's a pity that before she could say anything, her mother had already spoken.

"Yangyang, mom is sorry for you. The school incident was that my mother didn't understand you from your point of view, and I reflected on it for a long time later. I haven't known how to talk to you since then, and the mother-daughter relationship makes me feel like I don't need to talk so much, and that everything will be fine one day. ”

"Later, I realized that I was ignoring not only your emotions but also your growth, before I always thought that you were very sensible and didn't need your mother to worry too much, and you could handle a lot of things by yourself. So I slowly turned my focus to something else, and that's my recklessness. ”

"In the past, when you were growing up, your mother ignored you a lot, and I hope you can open your heart and talk to your mother, so that your mother knows what you really think. Mom will always be your mother alone, and you will always be my only child. ”

Lu Jiuyang couldn't help crying when she listened to her mother, she has always been a child, a strange child who longs for love. She doesn't need her mother to say anything more, she already knows that her mother has always loved her, and that's enough.

She was able to face those past knots and the future days calmly, Lu Jiuyang walked up to his mother and gave her a hug, and said softly: "Mom, I'm sorry." ”

In fact, the bond between blood is the strangest relationship, which does not need too many words to show or confirm with complicated actions. Those day-to-day loves permeate your blood and make up a person who you are going to the future.

It's been more than a week since the last time I had dinner with Yan Rin, and their chat has stopped at Yan Rin's excuse after she apologized.

Lu Jiuyang didn't want to bring his bad state to Yan Rin, he had no obligation to bear it. At the same time, she didn't want to continue to face such a good Yan Rin with an attitude of escaping the past, so Lu Jiuyang chose to face the past, she wanted Yan Rin to see her changes.

It's just that when she sent a message to Yan Rin, he didn't reply. Lu Jiuyang hurriedly ran to the store to look for him, only to learn later that Yan Rin had taken a leave of absence for three days.

It turned out that except for QQ and Joyoung, they were just two strangers.

She couldn't find him, she didn't know what was going on, so she had to wait for him across the road every day. She owes Yan Rin an apology, and there are some indescribable emotions.

Anyway, she had to see him again.

A few days later, Yan Rin finally appeared, but there was a girl of the same age as him beside him.

The moment Lu Jiuyang saw them, it was as if his feet had been filled with lead, and he didn't dare to step forward to question. She thought that it must be Yan Rin's girlfriend, what qualifications did she have to play a little temper with him?

She wanted to tell Yan Rin that I had tried to say goodbye to the past, and I ...... I'm very obedient, can you not leave me. Yes, she can't afford to lose Yan Rin.

She stood across the road until dark, and passers-by thought she was sick. Finally, it was six o'clock again, and Lu Jiuyang watched Yan Rin and the girl walk out together.

Yan Rin habitually looked across the road, and sure enough, he found her, but he pretended not to see it and walked forward with the girl. Lu Jiuyang's heart was completely cold, Yan Rin didn't care about her, she completely lost Yan Rin.

She was unwilling to catch up with Yan Rin, and she didn't look at the moving vehicles when she crossed the street. Suddenly, a shrill horn sounded throughout the street, but fortunately, the driver's sudden braking came very quickly, otherwise Lu Jiuyang would have been lying in a pool of blood.

Lu Jiuyang was stupid, she covered her ears and squatted on the ground. The driver of the car walked down in a rage, slamming the door and trembling. In fact, as early as when the horn sounded, Yan Rin ran back.

He ran to Lu Jiuyang, pulled her up forcefully, and shouted at her uncontrollably: "Are you crazy? Chasing people and not looking at the car, what if something happens? You can't listen to me. ”

When he said the last sentence, Yan Rin's voice was trembling, and he didn't know why he was scared and out of control.

Lu Jiuyang had already been frightened stupidly, his eyes were full of tears when he looked at Yan Rin, and his lips had turned pale. She thought she was going to die just now, but when she saw Yan Rin rushing to her side, she threw herself into Yan Rin's arms with a wow.

Yan Rin couldn't bear to scold her anymore when he looked at her, and gently patted her back, saying in her ear that it was okay, it was okay, it was okay.