(298) willingly
Fei Cunyi felt that he could already let Fang Piaolan know the truth that he was no longer saved after being poisoned by the flying cone, so he said: "To me, don't say sorry, in fact, you are not sorry for me." Do you think a person can do what they love to do at any given time? I have the opportunity to do what I love, and you should be happy for me, not to mention, this opportunity is given by you. If you haven't felt for me, we won't be close to each other, and I don't have the opportunity to be with you today – being with you at the moment is what I love. It is a kind of happiness for a person to be able to do what he loves, and if you love this person, you should be happy that this person has the opportunity to do what he likes. You ask later...... I'll ...... later. With you...... Together forever......" Fei Cunyi said, first wiped away Fang Piaolan's tears, then wiped away his tears, smiled slightly, and said, "I just knew that my flying cone poison was hopeless, but I didn't tell you before." ”
Fang Piaolan was stunned when she heard Fei Cunyi's words. Originally, she felt that she had affected Fei Cunyi's future and was already full of guilt, but at this time she knew that Fei Cunyi's rescue was not the future, but her life. If your life is gone, there is naturally no such thing as a future.
Fei Cunyi still smiled, and said in a flat tone: "I am with you, and I will never be lonely in the future." ”
Fang Piaolan gradually lowered her head, tears poured down again, her heart was like a knife, and her soul was gnawed away by guilt - she wished that the thunder and lightning would kill her in an instant. Suddenly, she whispered to herself, "I'm a murderer!" Not only did I kill myself, but I also killed the people I loved the most...... My weapon of murder is 'incompetence'! I'm incompetent, I'm useless! I don't know any martial arts, I don't have the ability, I can't even protect myself, let alone protect others! If you can't protect yourself and others, why harm others? Even if I die myself, why should I destroy someone else's life? 'Incompetence' is really the most lethal weapon of murder, but can't you just kill me? My 'incompetence', why kill myself and kill others?! ”
The more Fang Piaolan spoke, the more excited she became, and she became a little crazy as she spoke, her body shook, and her expression was extremely painful.
"Piaolan, calm down, calm down!" Fei Cunyi suppressed his smile and put his hands on Fang Piaolan's shoulders to stabilize her, but what he stabilized was only her body, and her flustered heart was still turbulent in the catastrophe.
Fei Cunyi suddenly became serious, and the other party Piaolan said, "Piaolan, you raise your head and look at me!" ”
"I dare not look at the people whose lives have fallen at my hands...... Or the one I love...... I don't dare to look at it...... I can't watch ...... I don't deserve to watch ......" Fang Piaolan struggled in boundless pain.
Fei Cunyi palmed his palms upwards and gently cupped her face, making her lowered head lift. When he held this hand, he held a hand of tears.
In the process of raising her head, Fang Piaolan's gaze happened to meet Fei Cunyi's sincere gaze. The moment the two looked at each other, time seemed to stand still, and Fang Piaolan's heart seemed to be washed away by a clear spring that erupted in an instant, and she suddenly calmed down, no longer crazy.
Fei Cunyi put down the hands holding her face, held her hands, stared into her eyes and said, "Willingly, no regrets." Don't you understand? ”