"You." They spoke at the same time, and sure enough, the longer they knew each other, the more tacit they became.

"You speak first." Yan Rin looked at her with a smile, ready to listen to her "little secret".

"I don't really have anything to say, it's just a little bit ...... to suddenly go back to normal life Indescribable feeling. I guess I'm looking forward to it and scared at the same time. ”

Today, in addition to realizing that she likes Yan Rin, one of the most important things is her upcoming start of school. Although there are still more than two months to go before the winter vacation, she is still a little scared.

For the past year or so, she has lived only with her family, Dr. Chan and Yan Rin, and she can count the people she has been in close contact with on both hands. But when school started, she had to deal with forty or fifty people, and she had to be with them all day.

She has already been hurt at school, and although the injury has passed, the psychological shadow left to Lu Jiuyang is still faintly haunting. She wants to take a big step into a new life, and she can try to overcome the small setbacks in life, but she is still afraid.

Lu Jiuyang didn't know how to express her feelings, in short, she didn't want to be a soldier who escaped from the battle.

"It's okay, I understand you. Actually, you don't have to be afraid, you said earlier that your aunt will transfer you to a new school. The school is full of people who don't know you, and you can start a new campus life. ”

"Joyoung, everything is a new beginning. The sun repeats itself every day, but every day is a new day, the people who love you will always love you, and you will always be yourself. ”

"Don't be afraid of Joyoung, you're already great. Do what you want to do, and your family and I will always have your back. ”

Yan Rin has always been Lu Jiuyang's listener, and he solves problems for her and cheers her on.

In fact, Yan Rin never knew the meaning of him in Lu Jiuyang's heart, and from his point of view, he was just helping her as much as he could. But in Lu Jiuyang's heart, he took her out of the darkest moment of her life, and he was her light.

"yes, I see. I'll definitely be able to! In fact, she also understands that everything will change as long as she moves forward, but what she needs more is the firm encouragement of the people around her.

"Yan Rin, how are you doing?"

"I'm fine, I'm working hard and everything is the same as usual." Yan Rin's life has always been monotonous, although he is only 21 years old, he has long been out of the low-level fun of young life.

"Yan Rin, don't you feel bored? Thankfully, I can fill in the gaps in your spare time. ”

Yan Rin couldn't help but gently knock her head when she heard her childish words. "Yes, yes, I'm doing well, thanks to you, thank you for your care."

The two walked noisily around the river for a long time, and then Yan Rin sent her home.

When Lu Jiuyang came home, she found that her mother was waiting for her, and her face was not very good.

"Jiuyang, are you in love?"

Mom's tone was very unkind, after all, the mother and daughter had never been so tense in the past year.

"I'm not in a relationship, he's just my friend."

Lu Jiuyang didn't want to explain their relationship too much, after all, a 16-year-old ignorant girl and a 21-year-old adult man would always be misunderstood.

"He drove you back every time you came home late, and you made breakfast and delivered it to his house. Mom knows what he means to you, but you don't know that people are sinister. If it weren't for the two of you getting so close, Mom wouldn't have doubted it. ”

"I don't care what your relationship is now, you have to break it off for me from today onwards. I don't allow you to make mistakes again and again, and associate with people who are so big as you. ”

Mom's attitude is very tough, and she doesn't allow Lu Jiuyang to have room to go back.

Lu Jiuyang couldn't figure it out, obviously his mother had said that she wanted to thank Yan Rin for inviting him to the house as a guest, why did she ban them from coming and going now?

The adult world always thinks about everything dirty, and simple relationships are also branded as sinful deals. She didn't understand and didn't want to follow her orders.

She is a living person, and it was Yan Rin who made her what she is today. How could she cut off contact with him for the sake of unwarranted words?

"I don't understand Mom, I don't want to quarrel with you today. In my opinion, Yan Rin is very important, and in my heart he is as important as you. The Yan Rin in your mouth is not the real him, and it is impossible for me to give up the relationship with him. ”

Mom's attitude was very resolute, but Lu Jiuyang's attitude was even more resolute, and no one understood what Yan Rin meant to her.

"Are you crazy? You're only 16 years old, how can you easily trust a strange man? Yes, he helped you get out, and Mom thanked him, but that was the end of it. If the two of you continue to be in contact, do you dare to guarantee that you will not be mixed with other feelings? ”

Knowing the daughter Mo Ruomu, her mother still asked her about her sore spot. Yes, she didn't dare. Because she has mixed with other feelings, she has long been impure to Yan Rin.

"I don't dare, but so what? I believe in Yan Rin, and at the same time, I believe in myself. Mom, I'm not a kid anymore, and I've experienced a lot of unexpected things in the past year. I have my own judgment and I can face the past with courage. ”

"Mom, you wouldn't have thought I'd say these things to you calmly. Actually, I was also angry, but Yan Rin taught me to be honest and peaceful with my family, because family is the best gift in life. ”

"So mom, you have to trust me, I can do it. I know what I'm doing, and I'm willing to do it even if it doesn't turn out as I want. Don't stop me, at least I'm happy now. ”

"A lot of times Yan Rin is like a family member and a friend to me, and I can't lose him. I'm sorry Mom, I can't listen to you about this. ”

Lu Jiuyang said a long sentence and expressed his thoughts truthfully. When she finished speaking, she found that her mother was sobbing quietly, yes, her mother was also for her own good.

She handed her mother a tissue, and the living room was silent again.

After a long time, my mother seemed to compromise and said, "You go back to your room and sleep first, and your mother won't mention this matter yet." We'll talk later, I'm a little tired from having a few surgeries today. ”

"Well, I'm sorry Mom, you went to rest early."

Lu Jiuyang walked back to the bedroom with heavy steps, today was a day of ups and downs for her. She couldn't believe that she really liked Yan Rin, and began to think back to the days she had been in contact with him.

Those little details, his silhouette and movements, everything made Lu Jiuyang's heart sweet and sour.

She had never experienced such a feeling, it turned out that liking someone was like searching for treasure, it was her treasure map that made her lost and didn't want to give up and turn back.

She also had a secret in front of Yan Rin, a secret about him.