From beginning to end, I stood in place without changing my face, looking at Qin Mei in a complicated way.

I can't remember exactly how many times Qin Mei cried.

I also forgot that this was the first time I had hurt her.

I'll admit, I'm a scumbag and a jerk.

It's because I've never liked to put myself in someone else's shoes.

It's because I've never cared what other people really think.

However, I knew very well in my heart that I had done nothing wrong in this matter at all!

I don't like Qin Mei, I don't want to be with her!

I can't compromise her because of her madness!

"As long as you don't disturb my life, you can do whatever you want! But Qin Mei, you remembered for me, it is impossible for you and Si Lingyan to be together, I will not agree to you being together! I said coldly.

"Why!" Qin Mei roared.

The corners of her mouth were trembling rapidly, and the whole person was a little crazy, and she pounced on me with her teeth and claws, clutching my clothes tightly, shaking desperately, "Why! Tell me, why! I've already said it, I don't like you anymore, I want to be with Si Lingyan, do you want to interfere with me in this matter! Why are you? Yes? Do you want to say you like me again? You speak, you speak to me! ”

I didn't resist, I didn't struggle, I let Qin Mei hold me and shake me.

Later, I really felt a little annoyed, frowned, pushed her away, and angrily scolded: "Get out! Are you fucking sick! ”

"That's right! I'm sick! I shouldn't have met you, I shouldn't have feelings for you, I'm sick! I'm sick! I'm fucking sick! ”

Qin Mei cried and shouted, and the whole person staggered against the glass door.

Because she was so excited, her breathing became very rapid, and she opened her mouth exaggeratedly, but she could no longer make any sound.

In the end, Qin Mei didn't even have the strength to stand, she muttered some inaudible words in her mouth, slowly squatted down, holding her head tightly with both hands, as if she was in pain and despair......

However, there was no sympathy in my eyes at all!

For me, it's like a madman performing acrobatics in front of me.

Not only that, Qin Mei's acrobatic performance is also very bad, and it can't be integrated into my heart at all.

"You're here alone to entertain yourself, don't get in the way!" I said coldly.

Immediately after, I stepped forward and raised my legs to push Qin Mei aside.

It was at this time that Qin Mei suddenly fell.

Her eyes were open in despair, not moving.

The two lines of tears had also dried up, like frost, frozen in the corners of their eyes.

Seeing her painful appearance, I swallowed the dirty words that had come to my mouth.

After a short pause, I pushed open the glass door and walked out of the music club.

Along the way, my complicated feelings have never been calm.

My life is terrible.

I even felt like that was my destiny.

From the moment I was born, my fate was sealed, and no matter what kind of behavior I did, I could only follow the trajectory of my fate.

Just like the guitar that I practiced hard for seven years, it was not popular all over Jiangnan.

Only a few playlists that were released with the help of Zhou Yao were only short-lived, and in just a few months, they disappeared in everyone's eyes.

When I saw rumors in the entertainment industry that a certain singer could become a rookie singer after only practicing guitar for two months, I felt a burst of emotion in my heart.

It's not fate, what is it?

With everyone's hard work, all that is done is talent!

And this innate talent is often the most important thing!

The speed at which I smoked became more and more frequent, and the frown could no longer be relaxed.

Before I knew it, I was in the park.

Without any hesitation, I walked straight in.

On the bench in the corner of the park, I saw Si Lingyan.

At this moment, she was sitting on the bench, her chin held in a daze, as if she was preoccupied.

I sighed heavily, straightened my clothes a little, and quietly walked behind Si Lingyan, playing the guitar.

The heavy notes, like broken music, cross the mountains, run across the streams, until they drift to the ends of the earth, becoming its final destination.

There are no longer shackles between people. Everyone escaped from the cage, they held each other's hands, and they survived the difficulties together, leaving one footprint after another on the desolate road.

When they get tired of walking, they stop, and look back, everywhere they go is an oasis......

I was very attentive and engrossed in this piece.

It's like the vicissitudes I've experienced in the past few months have also been integrated into the song.

As the last note fell, Si Lingyan turned his head and looked at me calmly.

I noticed, obviously, that her eyes were rosy.

After staring at each other for a few seconds, she moved a little distance to the side and whispered, "Come and sit." ”

Hearing this, I nodded and sat down beside Si Lingyan.

Si Lingyan and I didn't speak, just quietly stared ahead.

Suddenly, I noticed that the flower in the weeds seemed to be showing some signs of withering.

The once five-petaled flower has also withered, and the remaining few are also a little gray, swaying in the wind, as if the wind is blowing bigger, and it can be uprooted.

"Yin Xing, do you remember that I once told you that this flower will never wither?"

Si Lingyan's voice was a little choked, and I looked at her blankly, unable to say a word.

Si Lingyan didn't seem to listen to me, she turned her head faintly, refocused her gaze on the flower, and said flatly: "But now, I find out that I was wrong, in this world, there are no strong people at all, they are just dying for the belief in their hearts, and with the passage of time, there will always be times when they can't hold on." ”

My heart chuckled, and even the eyes that looked at Si Lingyan were full of incredulity.

This is the first time I've seen the decadent appearance of Si Lingyan!

She no longer has the sunshine and warmth she used to have, she is simply like two people from before!

I was a little anxious, and suddenly got up from the chair, and said anxiously: "It's not like this, I'll hold on!" Si Lingyan, this matter has nothing to do with you, I hurt you! I know that I owe you a lot, and maybe I will never pay it off in my life, but I will work hard to earn money, and I will buy the New Leaf Music Club again! ”

When I said these words, I didn't have any confidence in my heart at all.

My voice was so small that even my whole face was red, and the heart in my chest was pounding......