I looked at Si Lingyan with a complicated look, waiting for her next words with trepidation.

However, Si Lingyan did not speak for a long time.

She stared at me meaningfully for a long time, refocusing her gaze on the flower.

My heart was slightly stunned, and I hurriedly ran to Si Lingyan, blocking her sight, "Everything I said is true, one day, I will buy the music club again, and then return it to you as it is!" ”

Si Lingyan raised her head, stared at my eyes tightly and said, "Yin Xing, didn't Uncle Yin really tell you anything?" ”

At the mention of my dad, my heart chuckled and I was surprised, "Tell me what?" ”

"Get married, the sooner the better." Si Lingyan's face did not change color.

Rumble!

At this moment, it was as if a thunderbolt from a sunny day exploded in my mind.

I froze in place, unable to move any longer.

And my mind also echoed what Si Lingyan said to me repeatedly.

Tie the knot?

Are you kidding!

I squirmed my throat and was just about to say no.

But on second thought, I still didn't say these words.

Si Lingyan, she should be the only remaining friend by my side.

If even she is gone, then I will really become a person, a veritable loner.

Tangled.

Hesitate.

In my heart, there is an indescribable taste.

I paused and sat down directly on the bench.

Then, I took a cigarette out of my pocket and lit it, smoking it in a complicated way.

"So what? What's your idea? Yin Xing, I came into contact with you because of the idea of getting married. Although at first, I couldn't get out of that shadow. However, I still forcibly suppressed these nonsense thoughts in my heart, and I tried to cater to you as much as I could. Now, I sold the music club, and I also wanted to make Yin Lanlan feel better. Because I know that she is the person you care about the most, just as I care about you so much now! ”

Si Lingyan's tone was very serious.

Every word she said was like a sharp blade, piercing my chest and piercing my internal organs.

I frowned slightly, and the wrinkle tightened.

There was also a dark cloud between my eyebrows, and my anxiety could no longer be calmed down.

"Let's think about this later, I don't have a stable job now, and I don't have any future at all." I said bluntly.

Si Lingyan squirmed her throat, as if she wanted to say something, but she stopped talking.

It took a long time for her to take her eyes off me, nodded, and said one word, "Oh." ”

After a while, Si Lingyan slowly got up, swept past me, and walked out of the park.

She didn't say hello to me, and I didn't keep her, so I let her go further and further.

It wasn't until I couldn't see Si Lingyan's shadow in the corner of my eye that I sighed heavily.

With a casual glance, I noticed that the flower in the weeds had withered another petal.

The petals swayed in the breeze and gently landed on the roots, becoming one with nature.

After my last puff, I went home.

The twilight of the setting sun stretched my shadow long, long, and left a lonely ambition.

When I opened the door, I took off my coat and sat down on the couch.

A whole day of worries has already exhausted my body

I lit a cigarette and smoked quietly, trying to calm my emotions as much as I could.

In a trance, I heard the sound of the bedroom door opening.

In the next second, Yin Lanlan's appearance suddenly appeared in my eyes.

She leaned silently against the door, staring at me.

My heart chuckled, the whole person bounced up, threw the cigarette butt into the ashtray indiscriminately, ran to Yin Lanlan, directly hugged Yin Lanlan in her arms, and doted: "My baby daughter, why did you suddenly come out, do you feel uncomfortable?" ”

Yin Lanlan stood in place, saying crappy words like a machine, "No ......"

Hearing this, I picked up Yin Lanlan and let her sit on the soft sofa.

"Hungry...... Dad, Lan Lan is hungry ......," Yin Lanlan repeated.

I didn't hesitate at all, just opened the refrigerator, took out all the eggs in the refrigerator, and walked towards the kitchen.

"Okay, Dad will go cook for you now, so that you can eat enough at one time!" I said with a smile.

After walking into the kitchen, I closed the glass door.

The moment I turned around, tears still flowed uncontrollably.

I think Yin Lanlan is very pitiful.

It's obviously the age of enjoying childhood, but I have experienced such suffering.

She can't go to school like a normal child and can't play with students her age.

As if she was enclosed, she could only stay at home forever, and in addition to the bedroom, there was only a few square meters of living room left in her activity space.

Even now, I haven't figured out who made Yin Lanlan what she is now.

My mind became more and more confused.

Even the whole brain is blank.

I shook my head frantically, putting all this mess behind me for a while.

I picked up the bowl, cracked all the eggs in, added salt, and stirred quickly with chopsticks.

Immediately after, I poured some oil into the pan, and after grilling, I poured the eggs into it in one go.

After serving, I picked up some rice in the rice cooker and stir-fried it quickly.

After a while, the smell of egg fried rice filled the living room.

It was like a joy in the midst of suffering, and I once again experienced the feeling of home.

After filling two plates of fried rice on a plate, I went back to the living room and set the fried rice on the table.

Before I could give the spoon to Yin Lanlan, Yin Lanlan grabbed the rice with her hand and stuffed it into her mouth.

Seeing this, I pulled out Yin Lanlan's hand and stuffed the spoon to her, "Eat with this." ”

Yin Lanlan didn't even look at me, and just gobbled it up with a spoon.

Looking at her eating appearance, I felt indescribably uncomfortable in my heart.

It seemed that she had been hungry for a long time, and after a while, Yin Lanlan ate all the plate of egg fried rice.

Then, I pushed another portion of fried rice in front of Yin Lanlan and said softly, "Eat slowly, it's not enough, Dad will make it for you." ”

I have unspeakable guilt and guilt in my heart!

I'm sorry Yin Lanlan!

I'm simply the most failed father in the world!

I didn't take good care of her at all!

Holding back my tears, I looked at Yin Lanlan and asked, "Lanlan, can you tell Dad, what did Mom and that uncle do to you that night?" Why did you suddenly become like this? ”

As the words fell, Yin Lanlan's eyes dimmed.

It was like evoking the unbearable past in her heart, and Yin Lanlan's body trembled wildly......