Zhou Yao suddenly laughed, her laughter was full of coldness, "No! You don't understand! You'll never understand! There is no one in this world who understands me at all! You never know what the stars represent! You don't understand how I was bullied and tortured! ”

Then, Zhou Yao's face darkened, only the dark eyes in his eyes flashed with firm determination, "Yin Xing, you remember for me, I, Zhou Yao, have always done what I said, since you didn't fulfill the promise you made to me, then I won't be responsible for what I promised you!" ”

My wooden pestle was in place, staring straight at Zhou Yao, and I couldn't say a word for a long time.

I lit another cigarette and felt the stinging pain of the smoke filling my abdomen, perhaps this was the only way to make my complicated emotions a little better.

I walked to the windowsill and opened it, and the biting cold wind rushed into the room in an instant, quickly smoothing my hot body.

I raised my head and looked up at the bright moon hanging in the air, and my heart was filled with indescribable sorrow.

I really can't figure out whether this matter is something I did wrong, or Zhou Yao did something wrong.

Maybe we didn't do anything wrong, it's just that we have different positions, and all of us have different views on things.

is like two people whose three views do not coincide, no matter how much truth they say, in the eyes of the other party, these are all just boasting and quibbles.

I don't have any energy and heart to continue to stalemate with Zhou Yao on this issue.

After a short period of contemplation, I walked over to Zhou Yao, sat down beside her, and said calmly: "Then you tell me, what should I do so that you can continue to take care of Yin Lanlan?" ”

"You don't have to do anything, because I won't take care of her anymore." Zhou Yao said calmly.

I didn't speak, but sighed heavily.

Then, I slowly got up, opened the door to my room, and walked out.

When I returned to my room, Yin Lanlan was still lying on the desk, with the lamp on, holding a watercolor pen and drawing patterns on the scratch paper.

After hearing the footsteps, Yin Lanlan turned her head, and when she saw me, she suddenly smiled, held up the painting in her hand and said excitedly: "Dad, come and see, I have painted the appearance of my dream again." ”

Hearing this, the corners of my mouth rose slightly, revealing a smile of relief.

Immediately afterward, I walked over to her, glanced at the messy watercolors, touched his head and smiled, "Lan Lan's painting is awesome, but it's getting late, you should go to bed." ”

Yin Lanlan doted on her, and said a word with a smile, "Okay." ”

She then took off her coat and trousers and plunged into the bed in her thin pajamas.

After a while, I heard Yin Lanlan's regular breathing, and it seemed that she had fallen asleep.

Looking at Yin Lanlan's immersion in her dreams, there was an indescribable complexity in my heart.

I don't know why, I'm very afraid that Yin Lanlan will be wronged again.

I don't want Yin Lanlan to be blinded by a shadow that she can't break free from at the age when she should be enjoying her childhood.

However, things have fallen to this point, and I have no power to change the status quo!

I lit a cigarette and leaned gently against the windowsill, looking helplessly at the bright moon hanging in the sky.

I felt the loneliness brought about by the quiet night, like a frost, frozen in my heart......

When I woke up the next day, Zhou Yao had already gone out, I went to the kitchen to make breakfast for two, and after eating it with Yin Lanlan, I sent her to the school gate.

"Lan Lan, don't be picky eaters in the cafeteria at noon, you have to listen to the teacher obediently, and your father will pick you up when school ends in the afternoon, you know?" I stroked Yin Lanlan's head and said.

Yin Lanlan raised her head to look at me, smiled and nodded, "Got it!" ”

Then, I handed the schoolbag to Yin Lanlan, and after picking up the schoolbag, Yin Lanlan trotted all the way into the campus, until her figure completely disappeared into the teaching building, and then I turned to leave.

I lit a cigarette and headed straight in the direction of the New Leaf Music Society.

After walking for a while, I saw a music sign hanging on the façade room, and happened to see Si Lingyan use the key to open the door lock and push open the closed glass door.

Her afterglow seemed to notice me, Si Lingyan turned her head to look at me, and said in surprise: "Didn't you let you come to work at eight o'clock?" It's only seven o'clock, what are you doing so early? ”

"I happened to be passing by, so I stopped by to have a look."

"Then come in."

Walking into the hall, I looked around and looked at the vintage wallpaper posted on the walls.

"This is an ordinary hall, and there are rooms in it, you come with me."

Hearing this, I greeted him and followed closely behind.

In the following process, Si Lingyan took me to visit different rooms, whether it was a piano room, a harmonica room, or even a guitar room, most of the music equipment was included.

"Every room here has a very good soundproofing effect, as long as you don't open the door, you can't hear any sound at all, you can touch it, the walls made of this soundproofing material are soft, even if the naughty child knocks it will not cause too much damage, the children will love it here."

From beginning to end, I stood aside and listened to Si Lingyan's words.

"Why do you seem absent-minded, aren't you satisfied with the environment here?"

Si Lingyan's voice suddenly sounded in my ears, pulling me from my thoughts to my memories all of a sudden.

I paused, looked at her and said, "No, it's good here, when are the kids coming?" ”

Hearing this, Si Lingyan raised his head and glanced at the clock hanging on the wall of the hall, and said quietly: "There are still twenty minutes, it should be about the same." ”

I nodded, looked at Si Lingyan and said a word, "Okay." ”

Then, I sat down on a random stool and stared blankly at the weeds swaying in the wind outside through the glass door.

After a while, I saw a group of children entering the hall one after another, although their costumes were very simple, but their temperament was vigorous, their eyes were extremely clear, and they were full of yearning for the whole world.

They ignored me directly, and gathered around Si Lingyan one after another, shouting the teacher over and over again.

Si Lingyan smiled with satisfaction, her eyes were full of joy, she looked at the group of children and said, "Look, this is a new teacher, children who like to play the guitar can ask him for advice." ”

This group of children was not timid, and immediately ran to my side, calling my teacher over and over again.

Their voices were full of innocence, as if they had awakened the memories in my heart, and I looked at them stupidly, and the waves in my heart also rippled, and I couldn't calm down for a long time......