At this moment, Zhou Yao was leaning against the door, and the black eyes in his eyes were tightly focused on me.

Her eyes were always flat, and I couldn't guess her thoughts, and she froze in place like a piece of rotten wood.

"Can't you get in? If you don't want to say anything, then I'll close the door now. Zhou Yao said coldly.

Hearing this, I didn't hesitate and broke in.

After closing the door of the room, Zhou Yao sat on the edge of the bed, raised his head to look at me and said, "While my mood is not too bad, I will say anything quickly." ”

I paused, and said without thinking: "I have already gone to read the flyer you gave me, and I passed the interview in advance, so I can go to work at eight o'clock tomorrow morning." ”

As soon as the words fell, I obviously saw Zhou Yao's body trembling slightly, she looked at me complicatedly, then looked away again, and said unhurriedly: "Oh, then what?" ”

"Then, I want you to continue to take care of Yin Lanlan for me, she is still young now, and she is a girl, there are many things I can't help her."

After listening to my words, Zhou Yao snorted lightly, looked at me and said, "Why? Didn't you keep saying that Yin Lanlan is your child? When you want to raise her, you should think of this, not because of emotional impulses that you can do whatever you want, this is the cause and effect of your own making, you should bear it yourself, not rely on me. ”

Zhou Yao's words were like a ruthless steel knife, stabbing my body fiercely, and cutting off those unrealistic fantasies that I hid in the depths of my heart.

My heart chuckled, and a thousand words rushed to my entire chest, and finally stuck in my neck, as if I had hit a bottleneck, and I could no longer utter a word.

I lit a cigarette and smoked it sullenly, but despite this, my complicated emotions were never calmed.

After a long time, I looked at Zhou Yao and said word by word: "Do you want to watch a helpless girl live in the shadows forever!" What Yin Lanlan needs is mother's love, and now only you can give her this! She's used to having you all day, but you did something like that today, do you know that she cried all day? You are the one who made her see hope, and you are the one who pushed her into the abyss of hell, what did you think of Yin Lanlan? ”

I became more and more emotional, and even smoked more and more frequently, until I even used only one puff to smoke the remaining half of the cigarette.

The sound of the lute made when the tobacco burned was like a magic sound, echoing in my mind repeatedly, torturing my tormented body over and over again.

It's like grasping Zhou Yao's weakness, and my words seem to have had an effect.

Zhou Yao raised her head and stared at me with complicated eyes, as if she was entangled, and I obviously noticed that her eyebrows were quickly twisting together at a speed that could be captured by the naked eye.

At this moment, the air around me was surprisingly quiet, and I could even hear the sound of each other's hearts beating in their chests.

Only the black eyes in Zhou Yao's eyes and I, facing each other, are like an invisible shackle, entangled with each other, tightly bound together, and close to the heart.

It took a long time for Zhou Yao to look away from my eyes, she lowered her head in annoyance, and said aggrievedly: "But you deceived me." ”

"Have I ever deceived you? Didn't I explain it to you? I have already made this matter clear, that night Shen Mumu suddenly encountered danger, and Zhou Wentao came to me and brought me to that kind of place! You don't know how terrifying Zhou Wentao looked at that time, he bit me to death and framed Shen Mumu, I just wanted to prove that I wasn't that person! If it were you, you'd do the same! ”

Zhou Yao didn't listen to me at all, she always lowered her head, closed the corners of her eyes tightly, and repeated the words in her mouth, "You lie!" You're lying! You deceived me! You know I hate people who don't keep their promises the most! ”

I frowned, exhaled heavily, and stared at Zhou Yao in a tangled manner.

I lit another cigarette, and through my emotions, I sprinkled all the anger and grievances accumulated in my heart on Zhou Yao's body, "Why do you always have a tendon?" Didn't you say before that you learned to change? You touched your conscience and answered me, what have I done to deceive you? You've been fooling around all the time, you've always put all your thoughts on me! ”

Maybe it's because there are too many things happening today, from Zhou Yao locking Yin Lanlan in her room to prevent her from going to school, from being ignored when I asked her to get the key, and from Yin Lanlan crying after walking out of school alone.

These things shouldn't have happened!

But Zhou Yao insisted on going her own way, doing whatever she wanted, which led to the gradual evolution of things in a bad direction.

I became more and more agitated, pacing back and forth, smoking a cigarette.

After being silent for a long time, Zhou Yao finally raised her head and looked at me.

At this moment, she was already in tears, and the crystal tears slowly slid down the corners of her eyes, down her cheeks, and fell on the floor impartially.

Smack-

With a crisp sound, splashes suddenly splashed on the floor, leaving mottled traces.

Zhou Yao suddenly stretched out her hand, pinched her chest tightly, and choked up: "Do you think I don't have heartache?" Do you think I'm willing to do something like that to Yin Lanlan? I've long regarded her as my most important person! When I locked Yin Lanlan in the room, she cried and begged me, begging me to let her out, do you know how heartbroken I was at that time! But what can I do? I have to! Just because you didn't care what I said, just because you're a liar! ”

Zhou Yao's body was trembling wildly, even her voice was getting smaller and smaller, mixed with indescribable helplessness, she pinched her heart and choked up: "Yin Xing, it hurts!" Do you know! It hurts! ”

From beginning to end, I stood aside, smoking solemnly, and listened to Zhou Yao's painful confession of her suffering.

My mind was getting more and more confused, and I just felt like my whole brain was blank, and I couldn't think of any way to solve these things!

Upset!

I took a hard puff of my cigarette, frowned and looked at Zhou Yao, and said in surprise: "Since you and I feel sad, then why do you do that!" There are so many rules in the world, don't you learn to be flexible! ”