"I don't! Yin Xing, don't stop me! Zhou Wentao begged.

I became angry all of a sudden, stared at Zhou Wentao, and scolded angrily: "Stop the fuck for me!" What she needs now is calm! Instead of needing you to stimulate her! ”

Zhou Wentao was stunned, he raised his head and looked at me complicatedly.

It wasn't until this moment that Zhou Wentao realized how ridiculous his behavior was.

He gently let go of Shen Mumu, and stood in front of me staggeringly with his throat squirming, but he never said a word.

After a while, Zhou Wentao took his eyes off me.

He glanced at Shen Mumu meaningfully, and said indignantly: "I'll go to Wang Cheng to settle accounts!" ”

Before I could react, Zhou Wentao turned around and walked straight into the distance.

I listened to Zhou Wentao's footsteps getting farther and farther away, and lit a cigarette in a complicated way, with indescribable complexity in my heart.

I glanced at Shen Mumu, who was still leaning against the corner in a squatting position.

Seeing this, I sighed slightly, sat down beside her, and quietly looked at the names around the wall.

"You're ready to give up on yourself now, aren't you?" I asked.

Shen Mumu didn't speak, like an orange cat, buried her head deep in her knees, and didn't move.

I took a heavy puff of cigarette, listened to the crackling sound of the tobacco burning, and watched the rising green smoke, and I remembered those unbearable pasts.

At that time, I was just a college student, and under the influence of isolation and meanness, I developed an inferior character.

Originally, I thought that I would become an illusory shadow without any sense of existence, drifting alone in the long cold night.

But just when I was about to fall into despair, I saw the first light in my life.

Shen Mumu, she is confident, she is elegant, and she has a charm that others can't have.

She opened the window to my soul with her singing, gave me a new understanding of music, and used it as my own motivation to encourage the way forward.

In my later contact and acquaintance, I often went to Shen Mumu with my own compositions with great expectations.

And every time she would go out of her way to tutor me.

Thinking of this, my heart twitched, and those beautiful things eventually became bubbles, surging above the blue sky, disappearing, and turning into nothingness.

I sighed heavily and said sadly, "Don't you even see your original intention?" Didn't you say that Wang Cheng ruined everything for you? Don't you want him to pay? But now, you are hiding in your memories like a street rat, and you still want to use this kind of self-harm trick to make others sympathize with you, don't you think it's ridiculous? ”

My tone was full of blandness, but these words hit Shen Mumu's chest impartially.

Her body trembled suddenly, then she raised her head, gave me a casual look, and said contemptuously, "Ridiculous? Yin Xing, do you think my current appearance is ridiculous? Instead of wasting your energy here with me, you might as well spend more time thinking about how to take Yin Lanlan back. ”

Hearing this, my body trembled suddenly, and my heart was like an overturned five-flavor bottle, with an indescribable taste.

Shen Mumu suddenly smiled, even looking at me with a little more interesting, and said jokingly: "For a girl who is not related to herself, she is willing to spend so much time and energy." On the contrary, it is the child who Shu Yang has miscarried and is related to you, but you don't care about it, this is really a great sorrow in the world. ”

I stared at her for a long time, unable to say a word in my heart.

Shen Mumu is simply a pot that can't be opened.

After a while, I explained, "Can that be the same?" Besides, isn't Kong Mengfan already sanctioned! What's more, how can you be sure that the child is mine! ”

Shen Mumu's laughter became more and more cold, she moved her limbs, staggered to her feet, and said flatly: "Yes, anyway, now that the child is gone, no one will ever be able to know which man left behind, but this child has become a cold ball of blood before he has enjoyed the first ray of sunshine in the world, which is really pitiful." ”

After speaking, Shen Mumu took steps and slowly walked towards the outside of the room.

I was stunned in place, staring at Shen Mumu's back tightly, with indescribable melancholy in my heart.

I don't know why, but I feel a little guilty.

After thinking about it for a while, I guessed the specific reason.

This should be the most basic human nature, just like seeing a puppy that was run over by traffic and exposed to the hot sun, there will always be a trace of regret in my heart.

Although I no longer have any feelings for Shu Yang, as a father, the most unfortunate thing for me is that something happens to my child.

Although I can't empathize, I can understand the sadness in Shu Yang's heart.

Just when I was stunned, Shen Mumu's figure had completely disappeared into the room.

Seeing this, I hurried up and shouted, "Where are you going?" ”

"Do what I have to do!" Shen Mumu replied without looking back.

"Do you still want to continue to look for Wang Cheng!"

As the words fell, Shen Mumu stopped, she turned her head to look at me, and said softly: "I'll wait for you at the old place at nine o'clock tonight, and you will meet the person you want to see." ”

Without giving me any time to react, Shen Mumu turned around and walked into the depths of the dark haze.

"What do you mean? Who are you going to show me? Hey, Shen Mumu, don't go, you explain it to me! ”

No matter how much I shouted, no one answered me.

The whistling wind mixed with the smell of decay rushed to my nostrils.

I frowned, took a deep puff of my cigarette, and looked at the green smoke that spread from my fingers, and my complicated mood never calmed down.

Shen Mumu always likes to say half of the words, leaving some insignificant clues for people to ponder and meditate.

It's as if she can get great satisfaction when she sees other people's troubles and sorrows.

But this time, I felt like I had the answer in my heart.

After walking out of the building, I stood in the distance, tilting my head and staring blankly at the broken window.

I know very well in my heart that this kind of place, Shen Mumu will never come again, she stuffed all the memories into the deepest part of her heart and locked it.

No one knew what was going on in the room.

No one will know what decision a woman named Shen Mumu made in the room.

Everything, all like a dream.

And now, it's time to wake up from this ridiculous dream......