Chapter 141: [Explosion] Is this a confession?

After taking the last puff of my cigarette, I dropped the cigarette butt on the ground and walked slowly along the quiet path.

The last rays of the setting sun fell silently on me, stretching my shadow for a long time.

The lonely cigarette butt still emits a faint green smoke, becoming a looming point of light in the dark depths that are gradually shrouded in haze.

I dragged my tired body, bought a grilled cold noodle at the end of the snack street, and walked while eating.

The dim light of the neon lights reflected on my face, without the warmth of the dim street lamps, just the cold of loneliness.

Laughter on the street, sometimes a crowd of people swept in front of me, an inappropriate gust of cold wind, I shivered a little from the cold, and threw the carton into the trash can on the side, then I took out a cigarette, felt the faint light of the lighter, and let the smoke pour out from between my fingers.

Then, I swallowed the unchewed food and smoke in my mouth, wrapped in a thin shirt, and walked against the current through the bustling crowd.

Before I knew it, I was at the lake, and I leaned gently on the railing and lit a cigarette.

On the other side of the lake, a veil of light clouds hung over me, and I could see no light except for the endless black haze.

Listening to the noise coming from behind me, I still felt that a quiet life was more suitable for me.

Maybe my life has been predestined since I was born.

Compared with the noisy night songs, the leisurely desertion is easier for people to survive.

I took a deep puff and listened to the crackling sound of the tobacco burning.

At this moment, how I wish time could slow down, preferably stand still forever, so that there would never be any more trifles.

Just like Shen Mumu and Zhou Yao said, no matter what happens, my first thought is never to think about how to solve it, but to choose to escape.

Every now and then, I want to tell them out loud that I'm not running away, I'm just trying to be safe.

I want to have an ordinary life more than to go through the ups and downs of life.

After taking my last puff, I tossed the cigarette butt into the lake, allowing the only warm light on the cigarette butt to be extinguished by the icy tide......

After a long time, I finally came to the other side of the lake, and after entering the desolate garden, I sat casually on the tiles by the pool.

As soon as I sat down, I heard a faint sound of footsteps.

Following the prestige, I saw a figure slowly walking towards me.

By the bright moonlight, her appearance suddenly appeared in front of my eyes.

Seeing Shen Mumu, I couldn't help but gasp, and the heart in my chest was beating wildly.

As if she was deliberately dressed up, Shen Mumu wore heavy makeup, her long hair was draped casually behind her shoulders, but the black lipstick on her lips was weird. The bright black dress was faintly rippling with ghostly light under the moonlight, like a black rose that was quietly blooming, rippling with indescribable death.

I sat in place, staring at Shen Mumu tightly, a little overwhelmed.

Shen Mumu suddenly laughed, she walked towards me, stretched out her finger and gently slid it on my cheek, and said with interest: "Why are you staring at me?" Could it be that because of that kiss before, you have completely fallen in love with me? ”

Because I was too close, the strong smell of perfume instantly poured into my entire nasal cavity, I couldn't help but shudder, frowned, and pushed Shen Mumu away, "Didn't you say that you want me to see the person I want to see?" Are you talking about Yin Lanlan, where is she! ”

From beginning to end, my eyes were tightly focused on Shen Mumu's body, and the eyes looking at her became more and more complicated.

I don't know why, vaguely I felt that Shen Mumu had some subtle changes, but I couldn't see what was wrong.

Perhaps it was because of the great contrast in her emotions during this period of time that made me feel that Shen Mumu was becoming more and more unfamiliar.

"You're still the girl you care about the most, right?" Shen Mumu said coldly.

I looked up at her and didn't say a word.

After confronting each other for a while, Shen Mumu suddenly smiled, she sighed, and said softly: "In your eyes, I'm really still so worthless, right?" Even though I've told you the truth of the matter, in your eyes, I'm still a broken shoe who likes to hook up with people, right? ”

My heart chuckled, and thousands of words instantly spread to my entire chest, but they piled up in my throat as if they were stuck, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't make any sound.

My mood became more and more irritable, and I trembled and pulled a cigarette out of my pocket and put it in my mouth.

But no matter how much I tried, I never forgot where I left the lighter.

Bang Bang –

With a crisp sound, a ray of fire broke the silence of the night.

I paused, and drew closer to the flame with a cigarette in my mouth, and the smoke spread from my fingers in an instant.

I took a heavy puff of my cigarette, and my eyes became more complicated when I looked at Shen Mumu.

From beginning to end, Shen Mumu stood in place, staring at my eyes tightly, her eyes were full of sincerity, as if she was waiting for something.

After a while, I raised my head and looked at Shen Mumu and said, "It's already happened, so there's no need to mention it again, we should look at the future, isn't it?" ”

As if a little disappointed, Shen Mumu's eyes dimmed, she looked at me, and said with a wry smile: "Yes, no matter what happens, I will choose to escape, and then put the excuse in the so-called future, which is really an elegant explanation." ”

I didn't speak, I smoked heavily, letting the tingling sensation of smoke filling my lungs fill my body.

"Okay, it's all in the past anyway, so if I ask you a few questions, you shouldn't refuse me, right?"

I glanced at Shen Mumu and said calmly, "You ask." ”

"If I hid that incident from you that night, are you going to confess to me that day?"

I was slightly stunned for a long time before I spit out a word, "Hmm." ”

"I knew that I wouldn't have paid attention to your request whether it had happened that day or not, because I really didn't like you at that time. Yin Xing, don't you think life is very wonderful? It's precisely because you didn't confess to me that I'm more and more interested in you. At first, I didn't understand why, but then I figured out that it might be the accident that broke all the original rules. That's why I'm curious about what things would have turned out if we had followed the original development. But ah, I shouldn't be able to see it anymore, it's ridiculous to say. ”