The sun is just right, and the breeze is not dry.

Outside the house, the sun is shining, and the white clouds are floating faintly above the sky, carefree and comfortable.

For the next few days, I spent the rest of my night singing on the street with my guitar and the rest of the time, cut off from the world.

After sending Yin Lanlan to school, I came home tired and sat on the sofa.

At a casual glance, I saw a sparrow stop at my windowsill, looking left and right, holding on to a small branch and gesturing slightly against the glass, and building a shack on the windowsill.

Several times the branches were blown off the window edge by the wind, but the sparrow still flew down tirelessly, latched on to a branch, and continued to build the shack.

I laughed in my heart, and I couldn't help but laugh at myself, even the sparrows are running around for their busy lives, what reason do I have to stay at home and do nothing?

After taking my last puff, I dropped the cigarette butt into the ashtray and listened to the sound of the cigarette butt as it came into contact with the standing water.

Then, I slowly got up and went out the door.

After walking out of the community, I walked unhurriedly, looking at the insects and flowers in the grass, and feeling the warm breeze.

I don't know how many times I've been in this city, but I've never paid attention to the scenery along the way, and this is the first time I've felt full of enthusiasm for life.

I suddenly found that since I raised Yin Lanlan, I have become a lot gentler, I have begun to love the world, I have begun to listen to everyone's voice, or maybe I am thinking about problems from everyone's point of view.

I also realized that I was caught in a dispute between women, which made me believe in what is called karma.

It is precisely because I once desperately wanted to have a love of my own, whether it was Shen Mumu or Qin Mei, I had true feelings for them, but I never thought that my relationship with them would end with all kinds of trivial matters, leaving me helpless.

So God let them find me again, and they came into my life, and they stretched out their fangs at me, and pounced on me with their teeth and claws, and made me pay for what I had done.

Before I knew it, I was in the park, and I sat on a bench, staring indifferently at the crowd that walked in front of me.

There are children, there are old people, and there are countless young people.

It's as if everyone can find like-minded people, friends or lovers, who open their hearts and tell each other their true words, just to get the comfort that resonates with them.

Vaguely, I seemed to see a layer of glass in front of me, as if I was cut off from the world, and I could see the movements of each of them, but they couldn't notice me with their eyes.

No one can hear my heartbeat, no one can hear my breathing, and no one can see my joys and sorrows.

This is God's torture for me, and what it brings me is always loneliness,

I lit a cigarette and smoked it sullenly.

"If you want someone to talk to you from the heart, I can recommend myself."

The sudden voice reached my ears, I was slightly stunned, and following the voice, Si Lingyan was already standing behind me, she bent over, put her elbows lightly on the back of the bench, and looked at me with a pestle.

"Why are you here?" I was surprised.

Si Lingyan smiled, she walked up to me, sat on the bench, looked at me and said, "I come here every day, sometimes when I'm bored, I sit all day, when I'm not bored, I still come, but sit for a few minutes and I'll leave." ”

I was amused by Si Lingyan and snorted a few times, but did not speak, twisted my head to the side and continued to smoke.

"Yin Xing, can I ask you a few questions?" Si Lingyan said politely.

To be honest, when I met Si Lingyan for the first time, I had a very good impression of her, no matter what she wanted to do, she would ask for the other party's opinion, and she was full of respect between the lines.

I took a heavy drag on my cigarette and thought for a moment before turning my head and saying, "You ask." ”

"I can see loneliness in your eyes, but your life is not good at all, right?"

Looking at Si Lingyan's serious appearance, I was amused by her again, and I snorted and said, "It's okay, that's it." ”

Si Lingyan suddenly laughed and continued: "That's why you fantasize that there is a shackle without any color in your heart, which locks you in like a cage, why don't you look back when you are tired, every corner you walk through is full of bright flowers, isn't it?" ”

I couldn't help but swallow a mouthful of saliva and looked at Si Lingyan incredulously.

If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed what I was seeing.

Si Lingyan's eyes were crystal clear, and I seemed to see the smoky island, the beach where almost no one went was covered with pebbles, and the surging waves crashed on the sand, echoing with the pebbles, but they couldn't get close to each other.

It took me a long time to come back to my senses, and I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Even if I see it, what can I do, it's not like I'm in the shackles forever, and I can't escape from that cage." ”

After a short silence, Si Lingyan looked at me and said, "Yes, we will never be able to escape, in fact, each of us has a cage in our hearts, not so much that the cage controls us, why not change the angle to let yourself control the cage?" Even if you do get away with it one day, how do you get into someone else's cage? ”

"Even if you can't get in, you're a lot closer, aren't you? At least I can walk around and go to more cages and interact with different people. ”

Si Lingyan shook his head a little dazedly, and said softly: "But no one cares about your feelings, since you can see the colorful world when you turn around, why do you want to fight your life to hit your head and bleed and want to escape?" ”

"But those are fake, that's self-deception!" I retorted.

"Yes, of course it's fake, but sometimes, it's often the false things that can confuse others, isn't that right?"

I was silent, looking up at the clouds in the sky, as if there was really a cage at the end of the world that Si Lingyan said, leaving everyone with shackles until they turned back and sighed at the life they had spent.

It's like a downcast who has no meaning of existence, and finally one day will be forgotten, and finally forget all their troubles in the disappearance, and turn to dust, as if they had never been to this miserable world......