At this moment, Zhou Yao's room was empty, and there were no clothes in the closet, as if they had evaporated overnight.

My heart chuckled, I took out my mobile phone in a panic, and found Zhou Yao's number from the address book, but I never had the courage to call it.

I don't know if I and Zhou Yao are friends, and I don't know what kind of identity I should use to persuade her.

I lit a cigarette and sat down on the hard bed, my complicated mood never calming down.

The ramen in my hand was still steaming, but I didn't have any appetite.

I suddenly regretted saying those words to Zhou Yao last night, I knew that she had found her life, but I used an exaggerated metaphor to make Zhou Yao give up her choice.

I don't even know why I said those things to her.

I thought about it for a long time and didn't figure it out, maybe this is the selfishness of human nature, although Zhou Yao and I always quarrel, but I have long regarded her as a part of my life, so that every day when I come home, as long as I can hear her voice, my heart will feel much better.

Although Zhou Yao has never been optimistic about me, whenever she calls me a scumbag and a bastard, I will angrily ask her to get out of this room.

But when Zhou Yao really wants to leave, my heart will be a little reluctant and full of contradictions.

One by one, the cigarette butts fell, and it wasn't until there was a tingling pain in my lungs that I came back to my senses in a violent cough.

The ramen in my hand had already cooled down, and the noodles that had absorbed the water had already clumped into a lump, like my frowning brow, and I could no longer open them.

I paused and threw the ramen in the trash.

When I opened the curtains, I couldn't open my eyes in the dim sunset.

It took me a long time to get used to it, standing on the windowsill and watching the pedestrians on the road.

There was no expression on their faces, like a walking corpse, stuffing their broken souls into their bodies, dragging their tired bodies numbly forward, as if the end of the setting sun was where they lived.

I sighed heavily, closed the curtains, and suddenly had the idea of tidying up the house.

I went to the bathroom and found a slightly clean footcloth, soaked it with water, and carefully wiped the dust in the living room.

It was as if the dust had been wiped away, and the haze that had accumulated in my heart could be dissipated.

But I rubbed out the pain of love, the wound of memories, and the bitterness of the past.

Over and over again!

As time passed, the last rays of the sunset were swallowed up in the haze by the night.

I sat slumped in the corner, holding the peach guitar that Zhou Yao gave me in a daze.

I was bored with my guitar strings, and the living room reverberated with a jumble of sounds.

I suddenly wanted to go out for a walk, I thought about leaving my guitar at home, but then I thought that now the only thing left for me was my guitar, and if I lost my dream, then I would never find myself again.

I wiped down my guitar, carefully put it in the storage bag, carried it behind me, and went out the door.

As soon as I walked out of the community, a cold wind blew, and I shivered from the cold.

I lit a cigarette and walked slowly along the quiet path, there were a lot of people going out tonight, I could see couples walking around their waists, I could see families holding children's hands and laughing, and I could see a few men looking around.

They all had smiles on their faces, as if everything around them was full of fun.

And I put on a bitter melon face, smoking a cigarette heavily, looking at the flickering neon lights and pondering.

I sighed softly, extinguished the cigarette butt in my hand, picked a place with a lot of traffic on the street corner, and took out the guitar.

I played the guitar and sang songs, thinking about the pain I had experienced during this time.

The more you sing, the more uncomfortable it becomes!

The more uncomfortable I get, the more I want to sing!

Later, I almost screamed, I didn't care about other people's eyes at me, I just wanted to vent, I just wanted to forget all the bad feelings that had accumulated in my heart!

Singing and singing, I choked up a little, I put down my guitar and lit a cigarette.

In a trance, I heard the sound of someone clapping.

Following the prestige, I saw a woman standing not far from me.

When I saw her clearly, my body trembled suddenly, and even my brow couldn't help but wrinkle.

"I really can't see it, Yin Xing, you still have such a side."

After Shen Mumu finished speaking, she smiled at me, she walked up to me, hugged my waist, and whispered in my ear: "Tell me if you have anything on your mind, I can let you vent out." ”

I shuddered, pushed Shen Mumu away, and said in disgust: "You get out of here!" ”

I didn't want to talk to Shen Mumu for a moment, the pain she brought me had left roots in my heart.

I packed up my guitar, slung the bag over my shoulder, and turned to leave.

I didn't take a few steps before Shen Mumu came up and blocked my way.

She glanced at me and said softly, "Yin Xing, don't you want to know what Wang Cheng is doing during this time?" ”

"Not interested." I said casually.

Shen Mumu's smile was even more penetrating, she walked towards me, stroked my cheek, and said unhurriedly: "Oh? Threatening Kong Mengfan with that girl named Yin Lanlan, don't you feel interested? ”

Hearing Yin Lanlan's name, my heart was slightly stunned.

The wooden boxes that had been locked in the depths of my heart for a long time burst in an instant, and the unbearable memories of the past hit my head wave after wave, so that my ears kept ringing.

I was a little annoyed, and suddenly pushed Shen Mumu away, pointed to her nose and said angrily: "I'm not interested at all, Shen Mumu, you shut up for me!" ”

My breathing became a little rapid, and after threatening Shen Mumu, I turned around.

But before I could take a few steps, Shen Mumu's voice sounded behind me again, "It doesn't matter if you're not interested, I'm interested, you know, when Yin Lanlan was tortured, she called her father over and over again." ”

Rumble!

Shen Mumu's words were like a thunderbolt from the sky, hitting my body fiercely, and my whole person was stunned in place, my eyes were dull, and gradually became a little hollow.

At this moment, I felt that everything around me was still, and I could even think of what Yin Lanlan looked like when she was crying out about her father in her heart.

More and more!

More and more chaotic!

It was like a magic sound, echoing in my head repeatedly, almost bursting me!

Tears flowed down the corners of my eyes, and the moment it dripped to the ground, a drop of nectar welled up in my heart, falling on the calm blood, rippling for waves......