The wind was getting colder, the rain was getting heavier, and my mind was reverberating with the memories of my time in the city, and what had happened in the past few years was like a terrible dream. But this dream, like a sharp blade, cut one scar after another on my chest.

I wanted to struggle, I wanted to resist, but I couldn't do anything. I could only watch as the blood flowed on the cold concrete floor, wailing in pain in the heat of the sun and rain, until the last drop of blood flowed out, until there was no more warmth in my chest.

I had been abandoned by everyone, like a walking corpse, numb to survive in the city, just waiting for the relief of me who could no longer hold on......

It was a little darker and the rain was heavier.

In the midst of hunger and cold, I passed out.

In a daze, I had a dream, I dreamed that I was back to the past, I was no longer the boy with low self-esteem, I picked up my guitar, and confidently walked on my stage in the eyes of everyone's expectation......

The shrill ringing of the bell broke the long-lost calm, and I woke up in shock.

At this moment, my forehead was already covered with cold sweat, and I shivered to my feet and closed the door.

I grabbed my phone, but I didn't hold it steady, and it fell to the ground and slid under the couch.

I bent down to pick it up for a long time, but I never touched the phone, but my head hurt more and more.

I staggered to my feet, stripped off my clothes, unscrewed the door and lay down on the bed.

Like a helpless pug, I was shaking wildly under the quilt, and I felt like my head was about to burst.

The whole person was very uncomfortable.

I don't even know how I fell asleep, I just know that when I woke up, Zhou Yao was at my bedside calling my name worriedly.

Seeing that I was awake, she held my head and handed me the water in her hand, "What's the matter with you, didn't I let you go home, why did you delay on the road for so long?" ”

I couldn't utter a word.

Zhou Yao stretched out his hand and put it on my head, instantly put his hand back, and exclaimed, "Ah, why is it so hot, you have a fever!" ”

Immediately after, Zhou Yao got up and walked out of the room, and after a while, I heard her push open her door.

I felt that my thinking was already confused, and the feeling of headache had made me forget to think, I closed my eyes and listened to Zhou Yao's footsteps.

I don't know why, Zhou Yao was able to go home, and my heart was a little more steady.

I know it's psychological, human beings are social beings, and it's the greatest comfort to have someone by my side when I'm at my worst.

After a while, I heard Zhou Yao return to my side, and with the sound of flowing water, my forehead suddenly became colder.

I opened my eyes weakly, and Zhou Yao was gently wiping my forehead with a towel.

I noticed that Zhou Yao's cheeks were slightly red, and even her eyes became a little confused, and I directly told me that she had been drinking.

My heart twitched slightly, and I immediately thought of the man named Pan Feng.

It took a lot of effort for me to squirm my throat and muster up the courage to ask, "You just went drinking?" ”

"Well, drinking."

"With whom?" I asked.

Zhou Yao glanced at me, but didn't speak, and continued to wipe my head.

My heart chuckled, and I had already guessed a rough idea in my heart, I grabbed Zhou Yao's hand and said, "I don't need you to help me wipe it, I'll be fine tomorrow, you go and pack your things, you will live in the company tomorrow night." ”

"What nonsense are you talking about? Don't move! Zhou Yao muttered, and gently put my arm on the bed.

After wiping my face, Zhou Yao put the towel into the basin and washed it, wrung it out and put it on my head, "Why are you running to get drenched in the rain, aren't you delaying, when I was drinking with Pan Feng tonight, it was not easy to get his interest out." ”

"Can you have less contact with this person?"

"Why?" Zhou Yao asked.

I sat up angrily by Zhou Yao, frowned, and said: "I just grabbed your hand when we met, and asked you to drink as soon as I passed the interview, but any normal person will know what he wants to do, can you not bring your set in the entertainment industry?" Now you are Zhou Yao, not Alice! I have no objection to you looking for a job, but what is wrong with you, looking for this kind of leather bag company, you are used to spending money lavishly, you don't know the sinister nature of society at all! ”

My tone was a little excited, I just felt that there was no place to vent my anger, and even I didn't know why I was so angry.

I exhaled, picked up a cigarette and lit it, smoking sullenly.

After a long time, Zhou Yao looked at me and said seriously: "Of course I know that he is misbehaving, but can you guarantee that every man will not have this kind of thought, this is instinct and cannot be controlled!" Pan Feng also knew that he was the manager of the company, and he would not be stupid enough to cross that line! ”

I was speechless by Zhou Yao's rebuttal.

"Then you can't be alone with him, and even if I don't mind, what will they think if these things reach other people's ears?"

Zhou Yao didn't seem to want to continue on this topic, she slapped a plate of antipyretic medicine on the bedside table, and said with a red face: "I have a sense of proportion in my affairs, this is a fever reducer, do you like to eat it or not!" ”

After speaking, Zhou Yao walked out of the room, and after a while, I heard the sound of her door closing.

I couldn't calm down, I smoked a cigarette and stared blankly at the fever reducer on the bedside table.

What Zhou Yao was thinking in his heart, I thought about it for a long time, but I couldn't think of any answer.

My head was hurting more and more, and my body was even hotter and hotter.

I took the fever reducer, swallowed it, and lay down on the bed.

When I woke up the next day, the fever had all subsided, and I didn't touch my phone next to the pillow for a long time, and then I remembered that the phone had been lost under the sofa.

After a brief wash, I moved the couch away and picked up my phone.

After glancing at the time, I was taken aback, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon.

I went to the kitchen and looked through the fridge to find that there were no ingredients left for cooking.

I went to a ramen restaurant and bought two servings of barbecued pork pork bone noodles and brought them back.

Then I walked to Zhou Yao's room, unscrewed the door, and after seeing the scene in front of me, my body trembled suddenly, like a piece of rotten wood, and I was stunned in place......