The first rays of dawn soon broke through the cage of night.

Suddenly, the sky became a little brighter, as if the whole world was coming alive.

I looked wistfully at the calm lake, and in a trance, I noticed out of the corner of my eye that a warm feeling was hitting my eyeballs.

My eyes were immediately drawn to the slowly rising sun.

My wooden pestle was in place, and I just looked up blankly.

I seem to realize my mistakes, and I see my own shortcomings.

I've always complained about life, and I'm used to counting people out of my anger, I question their changes, and I hate them for losing themselves.

As everyone knows, I am the only one who really lost my original intention.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, Shu Yang's behavior is not wrong, she has already experienced the pain of losing a child.

She was scared, she was completely crushed by life.

It is precisely because of this that Shu Yang put all her energy on Yin Lanlan's body, she doesn't want to suffer the pain of yin and yang again. That's why Shu Yang's personality suddenly changed, and he used extreme means and threats to take Yin Lanlan away from me.

Si Lingyan is right, in this world, who is not hard?

How can there be so much chic freedom, just surviving for a long time.

I crouched over the railing of the lake, quietly observing my reflection.

My image seems to be very bad, my eyes are deeply sunken, my face is full of gloom and decadence, even my beard has not been shaved for a long time, and the whole person looks very negative.

Looking at my embarrassed self, I smiled bitterly in my heart.

I pulled a cigarette out of my pocket, lit it in my mouth, and inhaled heavily.

Disconsolate!

Lament!

Unwilling!

Originally, I thought I was a small ant, slaughtered and trampled on.

It wasn't until this moment that I realized that I wasn't even as good as an ant.

Suddenly, I heard Si Lingyan's footsteps.

She walked up to me and grabbed my arm and walked to the highway, "Yin Xing, you have to know the current affairs, and you have to understand what you should do now, no matter what, your body will always belong to you." ”

I was speechless and didn't know what to say.

I could only let Si Lingyan pull and walk silently behind her, and the only thing that could bring me a little comfort was the half of the cigarette in my hand.

The sky was brighter, and the sun that radiated heat was hanging high in the sky, and the brilliant light was silently sprinkled over the city, erasing the shadows from the world along with the dark traces in the corners......

After walking for a while, Si Lingyan finally took me closer to the community.

Looking at the bleak old-fashioned floor in front of me, I couldn't help but sigh in my heart.

Si Lingyan's residence is not very far from my community, and our area is like an isolated community, which is incompatible with the fast-growing and prosperous streets of the outside world.

After climbing several floors, Si Lingyan finally stopped in front of a wooden door.

She spread my arms and looked at me, laughing at herself, "It's been a long time since I've walked this far all at once." ”

Looking at Si Lingyan's panting appearance, I felt that the cold atmosphere of each other eased a lot.

With the sound of the lock cylinder popping open, Si Lingyan pushed open the heavy wooden door.

Si Lingyan took the lead in walking to the living room and pulled down the rope under the light bulb.

After waiting a few seconds, the light bulb flickered a few times, and a faint light bloomed.

"Yin Xing, you sit down for a while, and I'll go get the medicine box."

After Si Lingyan finished speaking, he unscrewed the bedroom door and walked in.

Seeing this, I sat on a bench next to me and casually surveyed the environment in the room.

This room is a standard two-bedroom apartment, and it seems to have been built a little old, and the walls are already showing signs of peeling.

Aside from the simplicity and lack of light, it's not too much of a problem.

It didn't take long for Si Lingyan to push open the door of the master bedroom, walk towards me with the medicine box, and said solemnly: "Your wound is already a little seriously infected, are you fighting with others?" ”

"Well, there was a fight." I said calmly.

"What do you mean by a fight? When someone provokes you, you don't have to pay attention to him. ”

Si Lingyan frowned, soaked the cotton in alcohol neatly, carefully picked it up with tweezers, and gently wiped the back of my head.

The moment the alcohol touched my skin, I felt like I had been thundered, and my whole body trembled unnaturally.

"Bear with me, don't move!" Si Lingyan said sternly.

I gritted my teeth, tears of pain were about to flow out, and I endured the pain and let Si Lingyan deal with my injuries.

Si Lingyan changed the alcohol swab several times, and during this time, she also used some equipment and drugs that I had never seen before.

It took a long time for Si Lingyan to take out the gauze from the medicine box and gently cover my head.

"First aid has been taken and the wound must not be allowed to touch the water until the injury is better." Si Lingyan wiped the beads of sweat from his forehead and said.

I suddenly had a twitch in my head, looked at Si Lingyan and asked, "What happens if I touch water?" ”

Si Lingyan rolled her eyes at me, and said angrily: "Then your brain will be in the water." ”

I couldn't help but smile bitterly, slumped back in my chair, and said helplessly: "I hope that's the case." ”

Si Lingyan ignored me, she walked to the kitchen and poured a glass of warm water and handed it to me.

I took a sip from the glass and asked, "Why do you have a medical kit at home, who taught you medicine?" ”

I don't know why, when I said this, I couldn't help but think of Zhou Yao's appearance in my head.

I remember that when I came back with an injury from a small bump outside, Zhou Yao always counted me to treat the wound for me.

I haven't seen each other for a long time, and I don't know what happened to Zhou Yao now.

"I taught myself." Si Lingyan replied.

I was slightly stunned, looked at her in surprise and said, "Self-taught? ”

Suddenly, I saw a hint of complexity in Si Lingyan's eyes.

Although it was only for a moment, it was still in my eyes.

After being silent for a while, Si Lingyan raised his head and looked at me and said: "That's right, I taught myself, and no one taught me, because no one cared about me, whenever I was bullied and returned home with an injury, what I got was not comfort and protection, but a new scar and beating." Since then, I've spent a lot of time every day trying to figure out my skills. I don't know a lot, but I at least know how to take care of myself after an injury. ”

Si Lingyan's voice was full of flatness.

But such a bland voice that could not be more flat shook my soul deeply and pulled me into a realm that I had never been exposed to......