Chapter 173: Suffering from depression

It was getting darker, and the whole road looked gloomy.

From beginning to end, I held Yin Lanlan's hand tightly, as if I held the hope I had longed for the most......

I forgot how I got home.

The moment I opened the door with the key, a warmth that I had never felt before, like the warm sun on a winter day, moistened my heart.

My body shuddered slightly, and I instinctively turned on the light.

The dim light spread in an instant, and the scene in the living room suddenly appeared in my sight.

I don't know when a stove was added to the corner of the living room, and it was emitting heat.

Instead, Si Lingyan was lying on the edge of the dining table, seemingly asleep.

"Ahh

Yin Lanlan stretched out her hand and pointed at Si Lingyan, with a monotonous voice in her mouth.

Moreover, her behavior also woke up Si Lingyan.

I distinctly noticed that Si Lingyan's body trembled suddenly.

In the next second, she suddenly raised her head and stared at me tightly, her eyes were bloodshot, and she said anxiously: "Yin Xing, are you back?" How is Yin Lanlan? ”

Si Lingyan's unintentional word of concern poked at my sore spot impartially.

I focused my eyes on Yin Lanlan's body, but I never said a word.

I paused, raised my head and looked at Si Lingyan and asked, "It's so late, why haven't you come home yet?" ”

"I don't explain it to you clearly, how can I have the heart to go home, I thought you wouldn't come back tonight, so I deliberately took an electric heater, anyway, our house is not far away."

I wasn't in the mood to talk to Si Lingyan at all, and I ignored her questions directly.

I squatted down, parallel to Yin Lanlan's line of sight, stretched out my hand and scratched her head and said, "Lanlan, you should be thirsty now, Dad go and pour you a glass of water." ”

With that, I walked straight to the kitchen, picked up the kettle and poured some hot water into the glass.

Next, I turned on the faucet and put some cool water in the sink.

I then placed the glass in the sink and let it soak in the cold tap water.

"Ahh

Yin Lanlan's voice suddenly sounded behind me, and I turned my head sharply, only to see that Si Lingyan had already held her in her arms and gently placed her on the sofa.

Her eyes were full of anxiety, she looked at me and frowned, "Yin Xing, what's wrong with her?" What went wrong with Yin Lanlan? ”

The corners of my mouth couldn't help twitching, I took out the glass from the ice water, shook the slightly cooled boiling water, walked to Yin Lanlan, and fed her to drink.

"She was suffering from depression, and the results of the examination showed that she was very stimulated, which caused her to lose her speech function all of a sudden."

"What! Why is this happening! Si Lingyan exclaimed.

Being said by Si Lingyan made me feel even more uncomfortable.

Resisting the urge to cry, I got up and walked to the window, lit a heavy cigarette, and took a big gulp.

With the crackling sound of tobacco burning, I felt the stinging pain of the smoke filling my lungs.

Those unbearable memories of the past spread to my whole body in an instant, torturing my broken mind over and over again.

I smoked faster and faster, and the pain of drunkenness quickly eroded my brain.

I struggled to lie by the window, breathing heavily, closing my eyes in pain, just to be able to escape reality for a short time.

"Yin Xing, what are you going to do now? She's just a kid and that's going to ruin her. ”

Si Lingyan is simply a pot that can't be opened!

When it comes to Yin Lanlan's tragic situation, Qin Mei's appearance will appear in my mind.

Every now and then, my teeth itch with anger.

I clenched my fists tightly, gritted my teeth, and said, "What else can I do!" It's all Qin Mei's slut! She must have done it, she did it on purpose! ”

As soon as the words fell, Si Lingyan's voice suddenly sounded, "Impossible! When pigs fly! It is impossible for Qin Mei to do such a thing! ”

I turned my head, glanced at Si Lingyan complicatedly, and said firmly: "It's her!" She definitely did it! ”

Si Lingyan's position was still unshaken, she glanced at Yin Lanlan, raised her head and stared at me tightly, and retorted: "It can't be Qin Mei!" I know her character! No matter how down-and-out she is, she won't do anything hurtful! ”

I became angry all of a sudden, and I stepped forward suddenly, eager to put my whole face in Si Lingyan's eyes, "Do you know her character? Did you have more contact with her, or did I have more contact with her? She's vicious, ruthless, and will do whatever it takes to achieve her goals! She is a very unstable factor, like a kraft candy sticking to your body~ and bang! Blow you up to the ground, and die with you! ”

I stretched out my arms and gestured to the sudden explosion, and my eyes towards Si Lingyan became more and more complicated.

I know that her brain is already confused, just because of Qin Mei's phone call, Si Lingyan has lost all her senses!

Si Lingyan pursed her lips and thought for a while, then plucked up her courage and said, "It's just impossible!" I believe in her, I believe in everything about him! Qin Mei would never do such an act! Otherwise I wouldn't have chosen to like her! ”

I was almost discouraged by Si Lingyan, I trembled and couldn't say a word.

"Si Lingyan, do you know that you are now fascinated by Qin Mei's ghost! That call was made to you on purpose because she wanted to take you away! She took me to the cabaret and she wanted to negotiate with me and told me a bunch of nonsense! ”

"Impossible! I saw her at that time! Si Lingyan explained.

"And that was after meeting me!" I shouted.

Si Lingyan's thoughts seemed to have become confused, and I obviously noticed that her body was trembling uncontrollably, and even her eyes became a little confused.

"Si Lingyan, you have to remember, everything you see now is what Qin Mei wants you to see, she wants to use you and squeeze you dry like a tool! When you're no longer worthless, she'll kick you out mercilessly! By that time, even if you wake up, it's already too late! ”

"But I know her!" Si Lingyan said aggrievedly.

I was so angry that my head was about to burst!

I stopped talking nonsense with Si Lingyan, took a few steps back, took out a lighter and lit a cigarette tremblingly, and inhaled deeply.

But despite this, my complicated thoughts still did not subside.

"Yin Xing, is there something wrong! Qin Mei was kind enough to send Yin Lanlan back! ”

Si Lingyan's words completely angered me.

Suddenly, I felt a surge of qi and blood, and even the pupils in my eye sockets began to blur, gradually dilating, until they enveloped my entire eyeball......