Repression!

Disconsolate!

I was so excited that I wanted to take all the negative energy into myself and devalue myself for nothing.

What a face! What dignity! What a dream! What to survive!

It's all fake, it's all fake!

Rent costs money! Living expenses cost money! Yin Lanlan's tuition and fees cost money! Other expenses are also a lot of money!

I can only survive these miserable days in frugality, and I don't have the luxury of having new expenses to serve as a spice for life.

So, I've always been mindful of my body, because I know that a serious illness can easily ruin my life.

Although Yin Lanlan's expenses this time are not very much, more than 2,000 yuan has also become the last straw that crushes me.

I covered my cheeks, not wanting Zhou Yao to see my embarrassed appearance.

I swallowed the tears that were in my eyes, and then I was crying silently and trembling silently.

"Did you just give up on yourself?" Zhou Yao said coldly.

I wiped my face heavily, looked at her and shouted, "What else else can I do?" What else can I take! I can't stand it at all! ”

"If you can't top it, you have to top it! At the beginning, you said that even if you are tired to death, crushed to death by life, and scolded by onlookers, you will grit your teeth and move forward! ”

I was speechless by Zhou Yao's words, and I couldn't think of what kind of words to use to refute her.

Just when I was in a daze, Zhou Yao suddenly ran in front of me, she raised her head slightly, stared at my eyes tightly, and said word by word: "Yin Xing, you'd better tell me honestly, what's going on!" ”

"I ......," I choked up.

"I know you're a person who doesn't like to trouble people, because by doing that, you always feel like you owe something to others. But Yin Xing, I'd love to hear you tell me what happened. ”

Tangled!

Hesitate!

After a stalemate for a while, I finally mustered up the courage and looked at Zhou Yao and spit out a few words, "I want to ask you to borrow money." ”

"How much to borrow?"

"Three thousand."

As the words fell, the conversation between the two seemed to be coming to an end and stopped.

I was a little panicked, pulled down the face of my whole face, lowered my head, gritted my teeth and said: "I know there are a lot, I will pay it back, I will definitely pay you back!" ”

"I know you're going to pay it back, I'm just a little surprised why you suddenly asked for so much money."

Hearing this, I glanced inside the lobby of the hospital.

At this moment, Yin Lanlan was still sitting on the chair in a wooden posture, her eyes were full of sorrow, and she was quietly watching her feet.

It was like my heart was being pinched hard.

I turned my head and just wanted to explain to Zhou Yao, when a hurried mobile phone ringtone broke the silence in an instant.

Zhou Yao paused, took out her mobile phone from her bag, and after she glanced at the mobile phone screen, she subconsciously glanced at me, and even her steps couldn't help but take a few steps back.

Then, she slid the answer button, carefully placed the phone to her ear, and muttered something to the other end of the phone.

Although Zhou Yao's voice was soft, I still heard him mention a name.

Luo Hao.

After hanging up the phone, Zhou Yao ran to me and hurriedly took out a stack of cash from his bag.

She didn't count, and directly stuffed a wad of banknotes into my hand, "It should be enough, you take it to the emergency first, and then call me if you are in trouble later, I have to leave now, otherwise there will be trouble, you take care of yourself." ”

Hearing this, I panicked, stared at Zhou Yao's back tightly and shouted, "Hey, Zhou Yao, where are you going!" You explain it to me! ”

"Are you going back to see Luo Hao! What is the relationship between you and Luo Hao! ”

"What the hell are you trying to do! Zhou Yao, you speak, you speak! ”

Zhou Yao didn't respond to my words, she just turned her head and glanced at me meaningfully, and then took a hurried step, stepping into the depths of the dark haze, and gradually faded out of my sight.

It wasn't until Zhou Yao's back completely disappeared from my eyes that the cold wind of the night passed by me.

I shuddered, and stood there dumbfounded, staring meaningfully at the stack of bills in my hand.

I don't understand where Zhou Yao suddenly got so much money, I clearly remember that she slapped all the jewelry on Luo Hao's face, and threw out the real estate certificates.

Now, her only source of income is a small company with a modest salary by designing comics.

However, Zhou Yao was able to take out so much cash without even blinking an eyelid, how could I believe it!

Zhou Yao's details and eyes have exposed everything, and the person who called her is Luo Hao, and they still maintain an abnormal relationship!

"Zhou Yao, you obviously promised me that you would never step into the entertainment industry......"

I clenched my fists tightly, and the neat bills were deformed by the squeezing, leaving traces of wrinkles.

Truth be told, I'd love to throw the money into the air and let the howling cold wind sweep it away.

I also want to give myself more hints, and tell myself over and over again in my heart that this is the dirty money that Zhou Yao got through improper means, and I shouldn't use it!

But I couldn't!

I know very well in my heart that I still have to take care of Yin Lanlan, and I need this money now more than anyone else!

At this moment, it was as if my heart had become two worlds, one black and one white, repeatedly reversed, tormenting my mind over and over again, almost driving my whole person crazy, until the black and white worlds were completely integrated into one, becoming a delicate gray ......

After paying all the fees in the lobby of the hospital, I carried the various examination sheets of the hospital in one hand and Yin Lanlan in the other, walked out of the hospital in embarrassment with a slow pace, and walked towards the deserted highway, "Let's go, Lanlan, let's go home." ”

Along the way, I secretly paid attention to Yin Lanlan's actions, and I found that she always walked in a decadent manner, with no light in her eyes, which was not at all the performance of a seven-year-old girl.

"Can you still understand what Daddy is saying?"

"Are you still mad at Daddy?"

"Are you thinking about your mom again?"

"Lan Lan, can you have a word with your father?"

“……”

No matter what I said, Yin Lanlan never paid attention to me.

She raised her head from time to time to glance at me, although her eyes were still as cold as ever, but I don't know why, vaguely, I seemed to be able to feel that the buds in the depths of Yin Lanlan's eyes were exuding a faint glimmer, I believe that one day, Yin Lanlan will be able to return to normal and return to her former appearance......