"Don't ...... Lan Lan didn't think about those things...... No...... Don't bully Lan Lan anymore...... Lan Lan is afraid...... Lan Lan is afraid! ”

It was like an open faucet, and crystal tears instantly appeared in Yin Lanlan's eyes, dripping down her cheeks.

Yin Lanlan's breathing became more and more rapid, and her whole body shook as she sobbed.

I watched the scene that happened in front of me.

My body, twitching.

My heart is dripping blood.

The pain that Yin Lanlan endured was something I couldn't have imagined at all.

I panicked all of a sudden, hugged Yin Lanlan, put her head tightly in my arms, and said anxiously: "Lanlan, don't be afraid, Dad won't mention those things, Dad will protect you, Dad won't let others bully you!" ”

I closed my eyes, but despite this, a few tears welled up from my eyes.

But, I didn't care that much at all.

At this moment, there is only one thought in my heart, which is to protect Yin Lanlan!

Time passes by the second.

As time passed, Yin Lanlan's mood gradually calmed down.

But despite this, her eyes were still a little gray.

It's like being full of disappointment with the whole world, numb and sluggish, and there is no longer any luster.

I sighed helplessly and gently hugged Yin Lanlan on the sofa.

Then, I slowly stood up and silently cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks on the table.

While washing the dishes, my mind was full of thoughts about what had happened in the park today.

I don't understand why Si Lingyan suddenly proposed to get married.

Although she mentioned it once a few months ago, for me, her actions today are still a bit abrupt.

I simply couldn't accept it.

To be honest, I actually have a good impression of Si Lingyan, and I also want to find a stable job, treat her as my friend, and live this warm life with her.

However, I can never forget the shadow that Shu Yang caused me!

I'm afraid of getting married, and even of women!

From the moment I divorced Shu Yang, my heart was dead.

And I don't want to have any closer contact with any woman anymore.

I also know very well in my heart that after today's incident, a wall seems to have formed between me and Si Lingyan.

This wall also became a barrier between me and her.

When I came into contact with Si Lingyan again, I would inevitably be a little embarrassed.

Si Lingyan, she is my only remaining friend in this world.

But today, this friend left me forever.

What a hesitation!

What a loss!

How helpless!

After washing the dishes, I put the kitchen utensils away in the sterilizer.

Then, I left all my worries behind, and sat on the sofa with Yin Lanlan in a daze.

I raised my head and quietly looked at the clock attached to the wall, silently feeling every second of the arrow beating in my heart, as if it resonated with my heartbeat......

For the next few days, I was very decadent.

I was afraid that Yin Lanlan would suddenly become ill, so I stayed at home and kept my door closed.

And, during this time, Yin Lanlan didn't seem to have any signs of illness.

It's just that her whole person is lost, like a child with low self-esteem, even when she walks, she lowers her head, and seems to be very afraid of making eye contact with others......

After a few more days of decadence, I realized that if I continued like this, sooner or later I would spend all my money.

I have to go out and find a job!

I stood by the window, feeling the cool cold wind, looking down on the city.

I really can't understand why God makes me suffer when there are so many people in this world.

But when I think about it, maybe there are thousands of people in this world who have failed like me.

Although we all want to get ahead in our hearts, we are still gradually smoothed out by the cruel reality in our hearts.

Cigarette butts, one after the other.

I smoked more and more often, and my frowning brow became more and more furrowed.

It wasn't until I finished smoking the last cigarette that I suddenly gritted my teeth and slowly walked in front of Yin Lanlan.

Then, I was ruthless in my heart, looked at her and said seriously: "Lan Lan, Dad must go out now, because Dad has to work to earn money, and as long as he gets money, he can support this family!" During this time, Dad can't be with you every day, you must be obedient at home, don't think about it, and don't want to run around. Your daily task is to stay at home and wait for Dad to come back, Lan Lan, do you hear me! ”

Tangled.

Hesitate.

I never understood what kind of mood I was in to say these words to Yin Lanlan.

From beginning to end, the round of black eyes in my eyes were tightly focused on Yin Lanlan's body, waiting for her reply.

It's like having a heart, Yin Lanlan seems to be able to understand my heart.

She suddenly raised her head, blinked her eyes, and stared straight at me.

It was a long time before she nodded as if she didn't understand.

In my heart, it is like an overturned five-flavor bottle, sweet and sour, spicy and salty, with an indescribable taste.

I explained to Yin Lanlan again, and then I walked to the corner and lifted the starry guitar.

After putting on my coat, I went out the door.

The morning air was always a little cold, just like my mood, and I fell into the abyss.

I had to find a stable job.

However, there seems to be only one job that is easier to get in my mind.

A few months ago, Zhou Yao approached me and introduced me to the company she worked for, and asked me to become the anchor of the radio emotional program, playing sensational music and telling moving stories late every night.

At that time, I was hindered by the conflict with Pan Feng and did not compromise with Zhou Yao.

Time has passed, and things have changed in the blink of an eye.

Now I not only have a huge conflict with Pan Feng, but also have a quarrel with Zhou Yao.

I knew very well that my chances of being up to the job were slim.

But my time is running out, even if I am treated coldly, I have to give it a try!

I must earn enough money as soon as possible, only in this way can I have the bottom in my heart, and I can continue to protect Yin Lanlan's capital!

The cruel reality has already smoothed my edges and corners, and also made me understand that money is the most secure thing in the world!

After walking for a while, I took out my mobile phone, found Zhou Yao's number in the address book, and dialed it.

After only a few rings, Zhou Yao answered the phone and said flatly: "Hey? Something? ”

I paused and said, "I want to discuss something with you, are you in the company?" ”

The other end of the phone hesitated, but after a few seconds, a cold mechanical voice came, "Yes, you can come to the design department to find me." ”