Chapter 118: You two stay away
The silent breakfast time passed quickly.
After eating, I sat on the couch and lit a cigarette to kill time.
After a while, Zhou Yao and Yin Lanlan finished eating.
Yin Lanlan returned to the room and walked out with her schoolbag on her back, looked at me and said, "Dad, I'm going to school." ”
"Well, go ahead." I smiled and waved my hand.
Then, Yin Lanlan took Zhou Yao's hand and walked out of the house.
As the door closed, I was the only one left in the huge living room, and I breathed calmly, listening to the footsteps of Zhou Yao and Yin Lanlan walking away.
It was a long time before I went back to my room, put on my coat and went out.
The road was a little chilly in the early morning, and the weeds on the side of the road were covered with nectar, and everything seemed so calm.
I lit a cigarette and scurried towards the address in my mind.
After walking a few more streets and walking for a while, I finally saw a banner hanging on the façade not far away.
New Leaf Music Society.
Maybe it was because I came too early, so the music club didn't open.
I stood outside the glass door, shielding my hands from the light around my eyes, and bent over to look inside.
The decoration style of the music club is unique, even the wallpaper is made of retro maple leaf color, especially the music equipment painted on the wallpaper, which is simple and clear, and you can see at a glance that this is a place to learn music.
Even the material of the floor is wooden, it is very clean, I can hardly see any dust on it.
As far as the eye can see, there is a piano in the façade, and it should be an independent classroom in the doorway.
I have to say, the working environment here is quite good.
While I was pondering, a hand suddenly put on my shoulder, my body trembled suddenly, and I reflexively took a few steps back to the side, pulling away a distance.
When I saw her appearance clearly, I was slightly stunned, and my eyes were full of incredulity.
"How are you?" I looked at Si Lingyan in surprise.
Si Lingyan squinted and smiled, and asked, "It's not time to go to work yet, you should be the senior guitar master who is preparing for the interview, right?" ”
When Si Lingyan said this, I felt a little embarrassed, and said with a wry smile: "I can't talk about masters, I just want to find a stable job and eat with my mouth." ”
"yes, you should have done it a long time ago, the New Leaf Music Club opens at eight o'clock, and we still have an hour to go, let's go for a walk in the park." Si Lingyan invited.
I nodded slightly, acquiescing.
Then, I went to the park with Si Lingyan.
The park always looks wet in the early morning, and even that bench is covered in nectar.
When he arrived at the bench, Si Lingyan took out a paper towel and carefully wiped the water on it, and then threw the paper towel into the trash can in the distance.
After sitting down, she stared silently ahead, as if she had become one with the whole world.
After a short silence, Si Lingyan looked at me and whispered, "Yin Xing, can I ask you a question?" ”
"Well, you say." I looked at her and said.
Si Lingyan squirmed her throat, as if she wanted to say something, but she wanted to stop talking. Suddenly, I saw that her eyes were darkened, and the depths of her eyes were full of helplessness, as if recalling the sorrows of the past.
After a long while, Si Lingyan finally mustered up the courage to speak: "Uncle Yin's blind date mentioned earlier, how are you thinking about it now?" ”
My heart chuckled, and I was speechless for a moment, not knowing what I was supposed to say.
I lit a cigarette and smoked it dreavily, feeling the stinging pain of the smoke filling my lungs.
I admit that Si Lingyan is the most cultured and connotative woman I have ever met.
Getting along with her always makes me find that peace in my heart in my irritable life.
To be honest, having experienced the pain of love, I will not be picky about who I am with.
Whoever you have a child with is having a child, and living with anyone is a life.
However, I was feeling scared now, and I didn't want to pin all my remaining energy and hope on another woman.
No matter how good and good this woman is, I don't want to gamble the rest of my life.
This is not only for Yin Lanlan, but also for my own future.
As my dad said, there are few women in this world who have no second heart like my stepmother.
Besides, my dad still doesn't know about Yin Lanlan, otherwise his old man will not only be unacceptable, but will also force me to meet different women, and at that time, I will be completely bound by the shackles of feelings.
I struggled to even think about how to solve these things, let alone actually do them.
My mind was spinning rapidly, and after a long time, I thought of the most euphemistic words in my mind, "I haven't considered this matter recently, and I'm not afraid of being laughed at by you when I say it, now I can't even solve my personal food and clothing, and after I have a stable life in the future, let's talk about this matter again." ”
From beginning to end, Si Lingyan's eyes were focused on me, and after a long time, she nodded and said a word, okay.
Then, Si Lingyan looked away and continued to look ahead.
As I looked into her line of sight, I saw two bouquets of flowers waving in the weeds.
The wind was blowing wantonly, and the flowers were swaying in the wind, twisting crookedly together, as if hugging each other.
Suddenly, a drop of nectar slipped from the branch and fell on the flower impartially, crushing one of the flowers at once, leaving only the other flower hanging its head, leaving a lonely back.
Although I can't name these two bouquets, their actions have become eternal and engraved in the deepest part of my heart.
In a trance, out of the corner of my eye, I noticed a figure walking towards me.
When I saw her appearance clearly, my body trembled suddenly, and even the dark eyes in my eye sockets suddenly contracted and converged into a small dot.
Even if I wanted to break my head, I didn't expect that Qin Mei would appear by my side at this time.
After walking to my side, Qin Mei stopped, and after she glanced at Si Lingyan indifferently, she moved her gaze to mine.
His eyes were full of resentment.
"Whoever allowed you to sit together, sit away for me!" Qin Mei scolded angrily.
I was about to refute her, but Si Lingyan suddenly stood up, like a child who had made a mistake, and lowered her head aggrievedly, "I'm sorry, I won't do this again in the future." ”
My heart chuckled, stood in front of Si Lingyan, and whispered: "Don't worry about her, she's a madman, with me, it's okay." ”
In the next second, Qin Mei's roar suddenly exploded throughout the park, "I told you two to stay away, didn't you hear what I said!" ”