Zhou Yao suddenly walked towards me, snatched the guitar beside him, held it in his hand and looked at it for a long time, and said in shock: "Didn't you say that you lost it?" Why did you suddenly find it again? ”

I raised my head and looked at Zhou Yao and responded, "Well, I've got it back." ”

Zhou Yao's face darkened, and he said softly, "You shouldn't have brought it back." ”

My heart chuckled and I asked, "Why?" ”

"Because I don't want to be a starry sky in this life, but if there is an afterlife, I still want to be a starry sky, turning into eternity, without the posture of joy and sorrow. Half in the earth, half in the wind, very silent and very proud, never relying on and never seeking. ”

I stared at Zhou Yao blankly, not knowing what to say for a while.

In the next second, Zhou Yao smiled bitterly, waved his hand and said, "It's all over, I don't want to mention this, Yin Xing, you come to the room with me, I have something to tell you." ”

Without waiting for me to respond, Zhou Yao turned around and walked towards the room.

I paused, slowly got up, and followed.

After arriving in the room, Zhou Yao sat on the edge of the bed, looked at me and said, "Aren't you curious about me and Yin Lanlan coming back so late today?" ”

I lit a cigarette, went to the window, and opened it, and the cold evening breeze rushed into the room, and I greedily sniffed the earthy scent, as if doing so would make my impetuous mood better.

"Yin Xing, don't you really want to come to our company for an interview? I promise to let you go to the radio and do work on emotional shows. ”

A faint voice suddenly sounded behind me, and I couldn't help frowning, and my heart became more and more complicated.

"Yin Xing, let me ask you again, are you coming or not!"

Zhou Yao's repeated questioning almost made me explode, I became angry all of a sudden, and turned around and scolded angrily: "Can you stop talking about this again, I don't want to go to your company at all!" You'd better not work there either! What kind of person Pan Feng is, don't you know anything in your heart! If you continue to stay, something will happen sooner or later, aren't you afraid that Pan Fengfeng will become the second Kong Mengfan! ”

"Of course I'm afraid! But I can't use these big things as an excuse for me to escape from reality! What do you do to live without earning money? I bought the rent, the water and electricity, and even the kitchen ingredients! Are you worthy of Yin Lanlan! Are you worthy of Shu Yang! ”

"Don't mention Shu Yang, don't say it again!"

Without waiting for Zhou Yao to finish speaking, I interjected and interrupted her.

Upset!

I exhaled heavily, smoking the cigarette in my hand in a dull manner, my brow already wrinkled into a pimple.

"Do you think I haven't thought about work? But what can I do? Every day I encounter all kinds of troubles, I am so annoyed that I have no time to care about these! I complained.

Zhou Yao was silent for a while, then she took out a flyer from her bag and handed it to me, "So I went to ask today, according to your current situation, this job is quite suitable for you." But this can only be called a studio, the benefits are not as good as in the company, there are two days before the interview date, you have enough time to think about it, if you feel that the salary is not satisfied, you can come to me. ”

My heart chuckled, and I froze in place.

Seeing that I didn't move for a long time, Zhou Yao didn't continue to stay, she put the flyer aside, got up and walked outside the door.

From beginning to end, I stared closely at Zhou Yao's departing back.

Vaguely, I seemed to see a glimmer of light quietly blooming on her.

As the door closed, everything was gone, but I was still in place.

I suddenly felt that I was going too far, and I always habitually attributed my mood swings to the person I was talking to, even though I knew in my heart that these things didn't have much to do with the other person at all.

I picked up the flyer that had been placed on the bed, sat down, and looked at the job title, address, and salary over and over again.

It is said that it is a job, but in fact, it is a private tutoring class dedicated to teaching some children who are interested in music to learn music.

It just so happens that this tutoring class needs a male teacher who is proficient in the guitar, and Zhou Yao should be the position I applied for.

The salary of two thousand eight is indeed not high, but judging from the benefits of lunch and dinner, it can also save a lot of money.

As long as Zhou Yao doesn't let me go to the company where she stays, I can go wherever I go.

But with a fixed monthly salary, how could I continue to chase my musical dreams.

I know very well in my heart that Yin Lanlan needs me to raise her, not only the rent and ingredients, but also Yin Lanlan's tuition and make-up fees, and even more places that I can't think of that need to spend money.

I can only make money desperately and do my best to solve what is happening in front of me.

Even food and clothing are a problem, what face do I have to talk about my dreams?

Life is ridiculously full of helplessness!

After smoking the last puff of cigarette, I lay helplessly on the bed, numbly staring at the crescent moon outside the window, silently thinking that the day had run out again.

When I woke up the next day, I looked at my phone and found that it was just past six o'clock.

I wanted to go back to sleep, but what happened yesterday had fermented in my heart.

When I got up, I went to the kitchen guiltily.

As soon as I arrived at the kitchen, I happened to see Zhou Yao coming out of the bathroom in her pajamas, she looked at me in surprise, wiped the water stains on her face and teased: "It's rare to see you diligent once, why do you get up so early?" ”

"I suddenly wanted to make breakfast, so I got up."

Without waiting for Zhou Yao to respond, I walked to the refrigerator, took out a few eggs, and walked to the kitchen.

Zhou Yao ignored me at all, muttered 'I'm full', and then returned to his room.

I didn't care about her, skillfully cracked the eggs into the bowl, put a little salt to improve the freshness, picked up two chopsticks and quickly pulled and stirred.

When the oil in the pot is hot, I poured the egg liquid into the pot, and when the egg liquid solidified, I broke it with a spatula and stir-fried, and added it to the leftover overnight meal from last night.

After cooking, Yin Lanlan happened to come out of the room, and when she saw me, she was slightly stunned, and said in surprise: "Dad, you're up!" ”

"Well, go brush your teeth and come to dinner." I responded with a smile.

I don't know why, but I suddenly felt that this kind of life is actually full of warmth.

Three people who are not related by blood can get together after forming a family, which can be regarded as a condiment for pleasure in suffering.