I never thought that Shen Mumu, who has always been arrogant, would say such a thing.

At this moment, her expression was extremely serious, and her eyes were firmly fixed on me.

Vaguely, I seemed to be able to see the complexity in the depths of Shen Mumu's eyes, those pasts that had long been forgotten by Shen Mumu, had all been gathered together, just like the encirclement of breaking through the shackles, repeatedly hitting Shen Mumu's eyes.

I had never seen Shen Mumu show such an expression.

After thinking about it in my heart for a while, I looked at Shen Mumu and asked, "What's the matter?" ”

"I want to take you to that place, that place that even you and I dare not remember...... I know it cast a big shadow on you, and I admit that I did, but I want you to see for yourself how I did it, and I'm going to tell you all the details......"

Shen Mumu said solemnly, I was stunned in place, only to feel that my pupils were constantly shrinking and expanding.

The ringing in my ears became heavier and heavier, and after that, I could hardly hear any sound anymore, so I could only stare at Shen Mumu's squirming lips like a fool.

Those broken memories that I had hidden in the depths of my heart were gradually merging, like a sharp knife, tearing at my skin fiercely, carving new marks one after another on my torn body.

Without waiting for Shen Mumu to finish speaking, I slammed her hand away and said in a low voice: "I refuse, don't mention this matter in the future, just because I have never come to see you!" ”

With that, I turned around and walked straight out of the room.

When I walked out of the ward, I saw Zhou Wentao leaning against the door, looking at me in a complicated way.

After glancing at him, I left without a word.

After leaving the hospital, I lit a cigarette and looked up at the white clouds in the sky, sniffing the earthy scent mixed with the smell of tobacco.

Still, my complicated thoughts could not be calmed.

I don't understand what Shen Mumu was thinking in his heart, maybe he wanted to tease me, or maybe he wanted to prove that something else had happened at that time.

Either way, I don't have any interest in knowing.

It's been a rotten sesame thing a few years ago, and I don't have any energy to mourn my youth.

Just like Zhou Yao said: In this world, everyone likes to immerse themselves in memories, and whether they dream or not is just the difference between walking out and staying.

I can't think of any words to express my feelings other than melancholy.

The sky is so blue, the white clouds are so gentle, and even the sun has a little more warmth.

How I want to be a sparrow flying in the air, even if its life span is only ten years, but its life is carefree and without any worries.

is not like this purgatory-like world, which has been struggling at the bottom for decades, but has fallen to such a result.

I took a heavy puff and flicked the butt off into the distance.

After exhaling a breath of turbidity, I wrapped myself in my coat and went home.

When I got to the living room, I leaned back on the sofa and threw all my worries aside to recuperate.

After a while, I opened my eyes and moved my gaze to the broken door, and my heart was like an overturned five-flavor bottle, with indescribable complexity.

I have never understood why Zhou Yao is such a demanding person, even if she encounters an unexpected situation, she will not change the agreement and oath she made before.

In my eyes, Zhou Yao is like a tendon, very rigid.

It's a thing that can be easily solved as long as you communicate, but it ends up with the most foolish way as the end.

But if you think about it carefully, Zhou Yao's mood is actually not as unstable as she imagined. As long as you don't lie to her and can do what you promised her, you will find that she is actually a simple woman.

After thinking about it for a while, I lit a cigarette and went out with my guitar on my back.

Even though it was already noon, I didn't have any appetite, I just wanted to find a place with fresh air and peace and harmony.

It's time to go to the New Leaf Music Club for an interview tomorrow, and I'm a little nervous.

In the past, I was full of confidence in my musical cells, and as long as it was a guitar, I could play a new piece of music with my random playing.

However, it seemed that I hadn't touched a guitar for a long time, and I was depressed during this time, so I was afraid that I would be rejected due to a flaw in my playing during the interview.

This is the only chance I have left, otherwise I will not only not be able to support myself, but I will also be affected by Yin Lanlan.

I thought with my head down, and before I knew it, I found myself in the park.

At this moment, there are a few elderly people playing chess in the park, and some children are happily playing with fitness equipment.

As if in anticipation, my eyes involuntarily glanced at the bench.

My eyes darkened when I saw that the bench was empty, but I quickly got used to it.

Then I walked over to the bench, sat down, picked up the heavy starry guitar, and played it gently.

Heavy notes sounded one after another, and I closed my eyes, and all my thoughts seemed to be pulled back to the past.

I was like a butterfly with folded wings, fluttering its wings in the dark haze, hoping to break the shackles.

But every time I struggled, my body would suffer an irresistible pain.

As the last note fell, I opened my eyes slightly, staring helplessly at the world in front of me.

The old man is still playing chess, the children are still playing, and even the only flower left in the weeds is swaying in the wind.

At this moment, I am like a poor worm ruthlessly abandoned by the world, I can never attract the attention of others, and I can only bury my feelings in the haze deep in my heart with the lonely back......

"It's a good play, but the last paragraph could have been better if it had been revised a little."

The sudden sound made my body tremble.

I turned my head mechanically, and I happened to meet Si Lingyan's eyes.

She was staring at me with her elbows propped up on the back of the bench and her head on her hand.

I didn't dare to continue to look at Si Lingyan, so I quickly lowered my head and struggled for a while before asking, "Why are you here?" ”

"I told you before, I come every day, but it depends on my mood, I come earlier when I'm in a good mood, I'll come later when I'm in a bad mood, and it's boring to sit alone, so why don't you let me talk to you?"