Si Lingyan's eyes were crooked like crescent moons, and her laughter sounded very healing.

Then she sat down directly next to me, staring with me at the only flower blooming in the weeds.

Silent!

Speechless!

Si Lingyan never spoke, she sat quietly, if it weren't for the fact that I saw her eyelids blinking, I would have even thought that she had become a lifeless statue.

I hesitated for a while, and finally mustered up the courage to look at Si Lingyan and said, "The previous incident was my bad and made you wronged. ”

As the words fell, Si Lingyan's face darkened, and he said softly: "I said that that matter has nothing to do with you, don't mention it again in the future." ”

My heart chuckled, and I looked at Si Lingyan mechanically, I didn't know what she was trying to express.

But vaguely, I felt that Si Lingyan still hadn't forgiven me.

The atmosphere around seemed a little awkward, and with the surging breeze, the camphor trees overhead shook their leaves indiscriminately and squirted.

Countless fallen leaves float in the air, setting off a beautiful landscape, and finally fall weakly on the soil, merging with nature.

Si Lingyan suddenly laughed, her laughter sounded a little bitter, "Yin Xing, are you willing to listen to me about me?" ”

I paused, looked at her in a complicated way, nodded slightly, and spat out a word, "Hmm." ”

"Once, I had someone I loved deeply, although I knew that this relationship might not end anything, but I never gave up, because I felt that love was the supreme thing in this world, it was pure, it sparkled, it could bring me faith and motivation."

"I've always loved that person, but ah, I've never gotten a response. Later, my friends persuaded me to give up, but I didn't, I always stuck to my original intention, and even quarreled with my friends to annoy them. ”

"I thought about the worst, and I knew things would go in the most pessimistic direction. I can accept all of this, and I silently bless that person in my heart, I hope that life will not be too bad. ”

"My friends didn't understand me, my parents didn't understand me, they forced me to go on a blind date and introduce me to a group of men I hadn't met. At first I didn't agree, but my parents threatened me with themselves, and I didn't want to see them bad, so I compromised. ”

"But I can't accept being with someone I don't love, so even when I'm married, I never let him touch me. I didn't have a good life, I spent every day in quarrels and domestic violence, and my parents began to feel sorry for me after knowing these things, so they supported me in divorcing, and indulged me, allowing me to continue to love the person who couldn't be together, but it never came to fruition. ”

Si Lingyan's voice became quieter and quieter, and by the end, I could no longer hear any sound.

Looking at her sad appearance, I couldn't help but feel a feeling in my heart.

There is no perfect love in this world, and if you insist on saying that there is, it is just that both parties rely on their will and belief to die.

I gently wiped my guitar and sighed: "Yes, no relationship can have a good outcome, although I have not experienced your feelings, but I have also suffered the same torture, I naively thought that as long as I hugged her, I could have the whole world, but I have never carefully looked at the most real appearance of Ursa Major." ”

Only the lotus is white.

Red and wounded.

I lit a cigarette heavily, inhaling all my sorrows and thoughts into my lungs, silently bearing the sting pain of the smoke.

"Can I look at your guitar again?" Si Lingyan said politely.

Without even thinking about it, I grabbed my guitar and handed it to her.

After taking the guitar, Si Lingyan stroked it gently with his fingers.

Then, her fingertips stopped when they touched the starry sky.

"The original owner of this guitar must have been a kind woman, right?"

Si Lingyan's cold and unguarded words made me a little stunned, I glanced at her and responded, "Well, yes." ”

"The starry sky, simple but not sharp, low-key and beautiful, starry love is humble, but it is also great, for the people you love the most, even willing to give up your life."

I smoked a cigarette and didn't say a word, listening to Si Lingyan's quotations.

After a while, Si Lingyan looked at me and asked, "Yin Xing, this guitar is very collectible, can I put it in the Xinye Music Club first?" ”

Hearing this, my body was slightly stunned, and my eyes were full of surprise when I looked at Si Lingyan.

Without waiting for me to speak, Si Lingyan continued: "You don't have to interview, you can just come to work in the music club at eight o'clock tomorrow, but I want to take this guitar away first, it has not been maintained in any way, and it is already dim and cannot see any luster." ”

My heart chuckled for a moment, and I was surprised: "Xinye Music Club is the studio you set up?" ”

Si Lingyan nodded lightly and said truthfully: "That's right, I founded it, and my idea is very simple, that is, I want more children to like music, cultivate their interests and hobbies, and inherit the path of music forever." ”

At this moment, I suddenly felt that Si Lingyan was a little great.

I finished my last puff of cigarette, looked at Si Lingyan and said, "Okay, I'll hand over the guitar to you, I'll come to work on time tomorrow." ”

Si Lingyan suddenly laughed, she stood up with her guitar in her arms and said, "Then I'll go back first, we'll see you tomorrow." ”

"Well, see you or leave." I waved.

From beginning to end, my eyes were tightly focused on Si Lingyan's back, only to see her figure getting smaller and smaller, becoming a small dot, and finally completely dissipating in the depths of my eyes.

It wasn't until this moment that I slowly looked away, and I couldn't help but sigh.

I never thought that the New Leaf Music Club would have a close connection with Si Lingyan.

However, it also gives me the advantage that at least I don't have to focus too much time and attention on the interview.

I lit a cigarette and sat on the bench to smoke, trying to enjoy the peace I hadn't seen for a while.

After sitting for a while, I took out my phone and took a look, and found that it was almost time for Yin Lanlan to get out of school.

I paused, took the last puff of my cigarette, snuffed out the cigarette butt, got up and walked out of the park.

The park and the road are two worlds, and it was like I had fallen from the cool world into a brazier.

At this moment, the sun was already high in the sky, and the entire asphalt road was emitting heat. After taking off my coat, I wiped the sweat from my forehead and walked towards the school under the scorching sun.