Chapter 94: The Gray Palette
Immediately after, Qin Mei frantically tore at my clothes, revealing my chest.
Then he stretched out his hand and pinched it on my heart, "I want to see what your conscience is like today!" ”
Qin Mei was completely dead, her sharp nails were deeply embedded in my skin, I screamed in pain, instinctively shook my body, and pushed Qin Mei off the bed.
I quickly stood up and ran to the side, panting, staring at Qin Mei deadly.
There were five more deep nail marks on my heart, drenched in red blood.
I know that Qin Mei is playing really, and she can't make any sense with a madman like her!
I looked left and right, and focused my eyes on the flower pot on the windowsill, I violently pulled out the bunches of stars in the sky, pressed the soil inside more tightly, and ran towards Qin Mei with the flower pot, smashing her head hard.
Qin Mei was suddenly knocked to the ground by me, but she didn't admit defeat at all, quickly got up from the ground and pounced on me.
"Yin Xing, now that Zhou Yao is gone, and Shu Yang is also gone, what are you still worried about! Could it be that the woman you like is Shen Mumu! All you have to do is say it's her, I'll get rid of her now, and then I'll come back to you!" ”
Qin Mei was like a chicken blood today, her strength was very strong, and it took me a lot of effort to grab her arm and push her aside. Qin Mei slammed into the wardrobe, the wardrobe shook, and she almost fell to the ground.
The whole room was clanging, and it sounded particularly noisy in the silence of the night.
I was really annoyed by Qin Mei, so I rushed to her, pinched her cheek fiercely, and asked, "What are you trying to do when you come to me today!" ”
"With you!" Qin Mei said bluntly.
"You're going to stab me with a knife when you rush in, that's with me?"
Qin Mei said indignantly: "Why don't you count? As long as you die, I will be with you forever! ”
I looked at Qin Mei and couldn't say a word in shock.
I lit a cigarette and sat on the edge of the bed, smoking heavily.
Qin Mei was also a little tired, her breathing was a little short, so she just stood aside and looked at me without saying a word.
The surroundings were surprisingly quiet, except for the crackling sound of tobacco burning and the heartbeat of Qin Mei and me, I could no longer hear any sound.
After a long time, I sighed heavily, looked at Qin Mei and asked, "Then let me ask you, you said you wanted to be with me, what are you going to do after being together?" ”
"Get married, have children, live the life of the two of us, I will be good to you for the rest of my life, as long as other women dare to approach you, I will never let them go!"
Looking at Qin Mei's serious appearance, I was almost laughed at by her.
Qin Mei is always in fantasy, no matter what she does, she will take it for granted.
"You think that's life, right? Do you think this can be called so-called love? I've been married once, and I have a seven-year-old girl by my side, do you think your ideas are realistic! ”
"If you don't worry about Yin Lanlan, you can take her with you, I will raise her as my daughter, and I'll ask her now if she would like me to be her mother!"
After Qin Mei finished speaking seriously, she turned around and opened the door and walked to the living room.
I jumped up, caught up with Qin Mei, grabbed her arm and pulled her out of the house.
That wasn't the end of it, I used all my strength to drag her towards the stairs little by little.
"Yin Xing, let go of me! You spread your hands away from me, do you think everything I said is false! As long as you are willing to speak, I can do anything for you, and I want you to know that I am the only one who loves you the most! ”
It wasn't until I dragged Qin Mei downstairs that I let her go, panting and shouting at her, "Okay, didn't you say you would do anything for me?" If you have the ability, don't let Shen Mumu have any crooked thoughts about me! You're so annoyed! ”
As the words fell, Qin Mei's vision dimmed.
Vaguely, I caught a trace of cold killing intent from the round of black eyes in her eye sockets.
Qin Mei raised her head and looked at me, and said gloomily: "Okay, I promise you, but if I do it, you must be with me." ”
I didn't want to continue to entangle with Qin Mei at all, so I frowned and waved my hand, "You hurry up and let me go!" ”
It wasn't until this moment that Qin Mei slowly got up, and after patting off the dust on her body, she silently turned around and walked towards the end of the night, and after a while, she disappeared from my sight with the smoke and dust of the light veil.
Silence returned to my surroundings, the crickets in the grass rose and fell, and I could even hear frogs chirping in the distance.
I lit a cigarette and sat down on the cold concrete floor, watching the fireflies fluttering above the grass, feeling the cool evening breeze and the heartbeat in my chest that still exuded residual warmth.
Qin Mei is a crazy woman, I believe she will definitely go to Shen Mumu and even tear her face.
As Zhou Yao said, Qin Mei is forever trapped in memories, and her world has no color, neither black nor white, but a delicate gray.
Qin Mei lost her palette forever, and she could no longer see what the world was like.
If I were to switch roles with Qin Mei, I would definitely see a layer of dark gray in front of me, with no light, no direction, and I couldn't even see my hands clearly.
I can only run crazy and scream like crazy, only in this way can I attract the attention of others, but Qin Mei buried her heart forever in the depths of the light of day and locked it.
That's why Qin Mei became as crazy as she is now.
And I did it all with my own hands!
I owe it to Qin Mei, and I even feel guilty! I've also thought of a better way to make it up to her and make her a normal person!
But Qin Mei's approach is becoming more and more extreme, as if she has embarked on a never-ending road of no return, and she can no longer be her former self.
is like the words that Qin Mei wrote to me in the first version of the Christmas love song: This life is destined to be you, otherwise you will fall into madness.
I can't do anything but sigh!
After the last puff of my cigarette, I casually threw the cigarette butt into the potholes of stagnant water, savoring the sound of the cigarette butt being extinguished.
I dragged my tired body back to the house, and when I pushed the door open, Yin Lanlan had already hidden her body in the quilt.
Vaguely, I saw the quilt trembling wildly.
I lifted the quilt, Yin Lanlan looked at me with teary eyes, suddenly sat up and hugged me tightly, crying: "Dad, you have been out for so long and have not come back, I thought you didn't want me anymore!" ”