Chapter 158: Useless Waste

Wang Cheng, you are a bastard with a knife in his smile......

Dogs can't get rid of their habit of eating......

From start to finish, this is a conspiracy that you have laid out......

I angrily bit Wang Cheng's name over and over again in my heart, until I completely lost consciousness and fell heavily on the hard floor.

I don't know how long I was in a coma or where I was lying.

All I know is that I was woken up from the cold.

As a biting cold wind swept by, I sat up, gasping for air, and even my pupils had contracted into a small dot.

I couldn't see anything but the darkness as far as the eye could see. I quickly looked around, and my mind was full of Wang Cheng and Shu Yang.

It was like a nightmare clinging to my head, tormenting my only consciousness little by little, and putting me on the verge of collapse.

"What about people! What about you people! Come out! I screamed at the top of my voice.

I couldn't hear anything again except my echo.

The wind, even colder than before, mixed with countless hailstones, slapped my chest.

My breathing grew faster.

An unprecedented feeling of helplessness spread throughout my body in an instant.

I sat down on the ground, crying without tears.

Suddenly, a sharp pain hit the back of my head, and I couldn't help but gasp and instinctively touch it with my hand.

Then I touched something that looked like gauze.

My body was slightly stunned, and my eyes hurriedly looked around.

Eventually, my eyes converged on a puddle of stagnant water not far away.

Without any hesitation, I crawled to the side of the puddle. By the bright moonlight, I could see myself vaguely in the reflection of the water.

When I looked at the back of my head, my jaw was about to fall out in shock.

My wound was obviously treated with minimal treatment, and the gauze bandaged looked very rough.

The thick blood soon stained most of the gauze red, and even more streams of blood poured out of the gaps in the gauze.

I became angry, and I ripped the whole piece of gauze off the back of my head and threw it into the puddle.

"!" I roared.

"Why is everyone manipulating me! God, what the hell do you want to do! Don't you think I'm miserable enough now! From Shu Yang's betrayal at the beginning, and now the loss of Yin Lanlan, what do you want me to do! ”

I lost my mind completely, and threw my head up at the night sky and cursed.

It wasn't until I was tired of scolding and didn't have any energy anymore that I bent over and gasped.

Yin Lanlan is gone.

Yin Lanlan, whom I have raised for seven years, completely disappeared tonight when I didn't set any precautions.

It's like a faucet that has opened the floodgates, and tears are flowing down uncontrollably.

I don't want to cry! I don't want to shed tears!

Because I know that crying doesn't solve anything at all, it only makes me weaker, it only makes me want to escape from reality more.

However, the more I thought about it, the more I couldn't control my emotions.

I'm human, and I'm a sentient being.

In order to be able to take care of Yin Lanlan, I have suffered many grievances and sufferings, but even so, the cruel life does not give me any breath, it is hard to press on my shoulder, enough to suffocate me......

I wiped my face heavily, wiping the tears from the corners of my eyes.

Then, fumbling in my pocket, I pulled out a cigarette that was about to break from the crumpled cigarette case and gently held it to my mouth.

Gurgle-

With a subtle sound, a faint fire instantly lit up in the curtain of the night.

I felt the warmth of the flames and listened to the crackling sound of the tobacco burning.

It wasn't until the smoke spread between my fingers that I slowly let go of the lighter.

I took a heavy drag on my cigarette, letting a slight tingling sensation come from my lungs, as if it would make my heart feel better.

I smoked more and more often, and then I didn't even want to take the cigarette butt off and just put it in my mouth.

At this moment, I seemed to have become the most pitiful person in the world, dragging my tired body, staggering along this road that I don't know where it leads, walking slowly.

Vaguely, I felt like I had walked a lot of forks in the road, shuttling back and forth in all kinds of sheep intestine paths.

It wasn't until the sky was white that I finally saw the familiar lake.

As if I saw the comfort in my heart, I ran to the lake desperately, put my hand gently on the guardrail, and felt the breeze blowing from the lake.

"You're finally here."

A familiar voice rang in my ears.

My body shuddered suddenly, and a very bad premonition instantly came to my mind.

I turned my head slowly, and my eyes suddenly converged on the woman standing not far away.

When I saw her clearly, my heart chuckled, and even the heart in my chest was beating rapidly.

I never thought that Si Lingyan would suddenly appear here.

I was a little panicked, I didn't even dare to look at her, I was at a loss for what to do.

"Where the hell have you been these days? Texting doesn't reply, calls don't answer. Oh, I see, you must have thought that you suddenly released my pigeon once that day, so you felt guilty and didn't dare to come to see me, right? Si Lingyan teased.

I pursed my lips and looked at her in a complicated way, but I couldn't say a word.

Si Lingyan, she is like a light, no matter what happens, she will appear by my side in the most gentle appearance, tepid and dry, just so quietly accompanying me.

"What's wrong? Suddenly dumb? Yin Xing, why don't you answer my phone? Si Lingyan asked.

I paused and whispered, "No, my phone is in arrears, so I didn't have time to look at it." ”

Si Lingyan suddenly laughed, she focused her gaze on the back of my head, and asked, "Then what's the matter with your injury?" Could it be that because there was no money to pay the phone bill, he was surrounded and beaten by the people of the phone bill company? ”

I was amused by Si Lingyan's cold jokes, but I laughed and laughed, but my face was a little more sad.

I suddenly felt so wronged, in my early thirties, I couldn't achieve anything, I didn't have a stable job, I didn't have a family of my own.

Even now, I've lost the people I care about the most.

I'm just a useless piece of waste!

I simply don't have the courage to stay in this world.

But I didn't dare to do extreme behavior, I was afraid that my father would be sad, and I was even more afraid that my stepmother would be sad.

Just as I was in pain, I suddenly felt a hand gently squeeze my palm.

I instinctively raised my head, and happened to collide with Si Lingyan's gaze......