"Portfolio? What portfolio? Jia Yunfei looked very confused.

Zuo Si said lightly: "Brother Jia, give me the file bag quickly, don't worry, I have recovered part of my memory and am mentally prepared." ”

Jia Yunfei said in disbelief: "Do you remember the past?" ”

"Well, I have a sister in addition to my parents, and they were all burned to death."

Zuo Si's memory actually did not recover, but he vaguely guessed that the family of three he dreamed about just now was his family.

In fact, when he saw this family of three for the first time in the Kaiyuan Tunnel, Zuo Si was very suspicious.

Why would the Great Terror show itself the death of strangers.

There is no reason for this at all.

Looking back now, the Great Terror must have unearthed the most terrifying thing in Zuo Si's heart at that time.

There is nothing more frightening in this world than watching your family members burned alive.

If he had been in the Kaiyuan Tunnel at that time, Zuo Si had not lost his memory, it would have been absolutely impossible to complete the task.

Even the 'Great Terror' probably didn't expect that Zuo Si had forgotten all the memories of his family.

Zuo Si saw that Jia Yunfei was still hesitant, so he continued: "Brother Jia, I can even accept the death of my family, what else can't I accept?" ”

Zuo Si faintly felt that the things in this file bag would not be so simple, in addition to his life experience, there should be other information that made him difficult to accept.

However, no matter what the information is, he must know it, because it is his life, and it is his right.

During this time, Zuo Si has experienced many terrifying events and seen a lot of tragic lives.

The heart has been tempered a thousand times.

Now he understands a truth.

Life is luck.

To live, there is hope.

No matter what you have experienced, you must be brave enough to face it and run away, that is the act of a coward.

Jia Yunfei finally nodded and said, "Okay, it seems that you are ready, I will bring you the file bag." ”

"Thank you, Brother Jia."

After Jia Yun flew away, Jiang Lili took out a lunch box from the bedside table on the side: "If you're hungry, I'll help you heat up the meal." ”

"How long did I sleep?" Zuo Si asked.

Jiang Lili looked at the time: "It's been two days and two nights." ”

"It......'s been so long," Zuo Si then asked, "How is Ding Ruxiao?" ”

"It's not getting better." Jiang Lili said disappointedly: "However, Doctor Jia said that he would contact his teacher to help take a look at Ding Ruxiao's condition." ”

"Who is Brother Jia's teacher? Isn't it amazing? ”

"I don't know who it is, but since I can be Dr. Jia's teacher, I should be very capable." Jiang Lili put the lunch box in the microwave.

"I'm going to say I'm sorry for what happened before, I hope you don't mind." Zuo Si got up and got out of bed and began to wander around the ward.

"It's okay, I can gauge your feelings." Jiang Lili pouted, in fact, she was still very unhappy, but who let Zuo Si be her savior, so she could only endure it.

Not long after, there were footsteps outside, Jia Yunfei walked into the ward, and handed the file bag to Zuo Si: "See for yourself, I still have something." ”

Then he said to Jiang Lili: "Look at him carefully, if there is any problem, call me immediately." ”

After saying that, he left in a hurry.

Zuo Si slowly opened the file bag, his hands trembled a little, and took out the thick pile of documents.

Because I didn't pay attention, two photos accidentally fell to the ground.

He quickly picked up the photo and looked at it.

The first one, Zuo Si saw in the black and white fantasy, is a group photo of a family of four.

This time, he saw himself in the photo, sitting with the family with a happy smile on his face.

Zuo Si stretched out his hand and touched the familiar and unfamiliar faces, although he felt touched in his heart.

However, the memories in my mind did not recover.

He looked at the next photo, and when he saw the person in the photo, his eyes suddenly widened, and his mind seemed to have been punched hard, and one of them was unsteady on his feet, and he almost fell to the ground.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Lili hurriedly helped Zuo Si, her eyes couldn't help but look at the photo, and she was surprised: "Is it Ding Ruxiao?" ”

She frowned slightly, her expression was strange, and she continued: "It doesn't seem to be, but they seem to be." ”

The woman in the photo, wearing a white sportswear, but eighteen or nineteen years old, is pure and beautiful, exuding youthful vitality.

The appearance is seven or eight points similar to Ding Ruxiao, but the temperament is completely different.

In Zuo Si's mind, at this time, some pictures with this woman flashed, extremely sweet pictures......

Although it is not much, Zuo Si clearly knows that this is his girlfriend, and the relationship is very deep.

"Then my feelings for Ding Ruxiao are not ...... Isn't it ......?"

Zuo Si's face turned pale for a while, and it was a little difficult to accept this reality.

He couldn't help but look at the photo again, and his heart continued to pour out deep feelings, as if to remind him that he still loved the woman in the photo.

But no matter how much he recalled, he couldn't remember the woman's name.

He flipped his palm and looked at the back of the photo.

There are three words written on it.

'Ning Xiaolei'

Such a familiar name.

Zuo Si's heart was extremely complicated, his face was constantly changing, and he muttered unconsciously: "Ning Xiaolei...... Ning Xiaolei, where are you now......"

Zuo Si looked at the pile of documents in his hand:

"Maybe, maybe there's information about Ning Xiaolei here."

The first document is a medical record.

Central Hospital Case List.

Name: Zuo Si.

Diagnosis: selective amnesia.

Cause: Due to the great psychological trauma suffered, the brain defense mechanism is stimulated, and some things are selectively forgotten that they do not want to remember, or people or things.

……

Attending physician: Jia Yunfei.

Patient's family: Niu Shengli.

"Bulls...... The Ox team is my family??? ”

Zuo Si looked at the case list in shock, he never thought that he had known Jia Yunfei and the Niu team before.

I didn't expect that the Bulls were actually their own family.

"No wonder the Bulls care so much about me......"

Zuo Si sat paralyzed on the bed, a little unable to recover.

He then looked down, and it was a piece of news.

"A family of four was involved in a car accident, only one escaped, and the driver of the truck that caused the accident escaped, and has not yet been arrested."

There are also several photographs of the wreckage of the vehicle attached to the back.

Zuo Si had already guessed this information, and because he was mentally prepared, the impact on him was not great.

He continued to look down, and it was still a piece of news.

"During the freshman school flower rock climbing, she fell off the cliff and fell to her death, and her boyfriend lost all his memories because he couldn't bear it, a huge blow."

There are also a few photos attached to the news, although there is a mosaic, Zuo Si still recognizes it at a glance, and the woman in the photo is Ning Xiaolei.

Because there was a picture in it, exactly like the one he was holding.

"Ning Xiaolei is dead...... Ning Xiaolei is dead? ……”

Zuo Si's whole body couldn't stop trembling, obviously he didn't have any impression of this woman, but in his heart, he couldn't help but burst into bursts of despair.

He continued to look down and saw that there was still an A4 sheet of paper at the end.

There is only one sentence written on it.

"All the people close to you have been killed by you, what is the point of saying that you are alive?"