Chapter 0243 - I Can Bear It

Jiang Lili put the hot lunch box next to Zuo Si and said softly: "The meal is hot, you can eat it while it's hot." ”

"My closest people have been killed by me, what am I still alive for......"

"My closest people have been killed by me, what am I still alive for......"

Zuo Si kept whispering, he suddenly looked at Jiang Lili and asked, "When did Ding Ruxiao get this disease?" ”

"A year ago...... I had a seizure a year ago, what's wrong? Jiang Lili replied.

"Then it should have nothing to do with me...... Right...... It's okay......"

"What do you say, hurry up and eat." Jiang Lili handed the chopsticks to Zuo Si.

"Get out of here!" Zuo Si pushed Jiang Lili away with all his might.

"Ahh Jiang Lili staggered a few steps, fell to the ground, and slammed the back of her head against the wall.

She felt dizzy in her head, and the back of her head ached, but after a while, she touched it with her hand and found that there was already a big bag there.

She stood up, glared at Zuo Si, and shouted, "Zuo Si, what are you crazy about!" ”

Zuo Si's expression was Mu Na, and he kept digesting it in his mind, and he didn't pay attention to Jiang Lili at all about the information he saw just now.

Jiang Lili bit her lower lip, gasped, and after staring at her for a while, she turned around and left the ward angrily.

She walked all the way to the entrance of the hospital, suddenly stopped, with a strange expression, stomped her feet, vented the unhappiness in her heart, and then turned back to the hospital.

She searched for a while before finding Jia Yunfei, who was consulting the patient, and said in an unkind tone when she opened the door: "Zuo Si is crazy!" Go check it out! ”

"What!?" Jia Yunfei walked out of the office with a brisk step.

At this time, Jiang Lili's anger gradually subsided, and she couldn't help but recall the sentence that Zuo Si kept repeating just now.

She secretly screamed that it was not good: "It's bad, I was angry just now, Zuo Si can't really think about it!" ”

Jia Yun rushed to Zuo Si's ward, but there was no Zuo Si here.

A piece of crumpled A4 paper was thrown on the bed.

Jia Yunfei picked up the piece of paper and looked at it, his pupils suddenly shrank: "Didn't I break this piece of paper?" What's going on?? ”

"The file bag is locked in my drawer all the time, and no one can reach it......"

"Leave that alone......"

"The intention of this evil yin immortality is obvious, that is, to drive Zuo Si crazy and make him commit suicide......"

"Zuo Si is very likely to be crushed by this sentence!"

Jia Yunfei was about to rush out to find Zuo Si, but at this time, Jiang Lili blocked the door.

Jia Yunfei said angrily: "Get out of the way, let you take a good look at Zuo Si, you can't even watch it for a few minutes!" ”

"Me!" Jiang Lili was about to shed tears when she was aggrieved.

Jia Yunfei couldn't control her now, pushed her aside, and ran out of the ward.

Jiang Lili was angry and aggrieved, but after all, Zuo Si's life was the most important, and she ran in the opposite direction to Jia Yunfei while shedding tears.

Jia Yunfei hadn't run a few steps before he saw Zuo Si coming from the opposite side.

"Why did you go?" Jia Yunfei grabbed Zuo Si's arm.

"Went to the bathroom, what's wrong?" Although Zuo Si's face was poor, he didn't look serious, and he didn't look like a person who wanted to commit suicide at all.

"Uh......" Jia Yunfei was slightly stunned: "Why don't you go to the toilet in the ward?" What are you doing outside? ”

"I'm afraid of making the ward stink......" Zuo Si joked: "Don't worry, I won't sneak away without paying the medical bill." ”

Jia Yunfei let out a long sigh of relief: "I'm relieved to see you like this." ”

"Brother Jia...... Thank you and thank you for taking care of you all the time. Although Zuo Si didn't know how Jia Yunfei treated his amnesia in the first place, looking at his current attitude towards himself, it is not difficult to guess that he must have taken great pains at the beginning.

"Thank me for what? Aren't we good brothers? It was, it is, and it will be. ”

Jia Yunfei really didn't expect that Zuo Si not only did not commit suicide, but also reached such a level that it would be impossible to do it anyway if he changed to Zuo Si before.

The main reason why he gave up helping Zuo Si recover his memory was that he was afraid that Zuo Si would not be able to accept reality.

"Well, how far have your memories recovered?" Jia Yunfei asked.

"Actually, it didn't recover." Zuo Si said honestly: "I only remember some pictures with Ning Xiaolei, and I don't know anything else." ”

"No wonder ......" The original smile on Jia Yunfei's face gradually disappeared.

I couldn't help but feel a little worried: "In the case that the memory is not restored, Zuo Si's affection for his loved ones will be greatly reduced." If one day, his memory suddenly recovered, it was still possible that he would not be able to stand the blow. ”

Zuo Si could vaguely guess what Jia Yunfei was thinking, and hurriedly said: "Brother Jia, don't worry, even if I recover my memory in the future, I will be fine, my heart is already very strong." ”

Jia Yunfei nodded with satisfaction: "Okay!" I believe you. ”

Then he patted Zuo Si on the shoulder: "I'm busy, if you need to, call me at any time." ”

"Well, it's okay, I'm ready to be discharged. Ding Ruxiao still has to trouble you to take care of it more. ”

"Don't worry." Jia Yunfei was about to leave.

Zuo Si suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly asked, "By the way, Brother Jia, your teacher?" Is there a cure for Ding Ruxiao? ”

Jia Yunfei shook his head: "I just want the teacher to try it." Ding Ru knows that the best treatment for this blood disease is a bone marrow transplant, which is almost impossible to cure by other means, so don't get your hopes up. ”

Zuo Si nodded: "No matter what, it's better to have hope than no hope." ”

"Well, I'll try to contact the teacher for help."

After Jia Yunfei left, Zuo Si returned to the ward, and he called Jiang Lili first, intending to apologize, after all, he had knocked people down just now.

The phone was connected after a while, and Jiang Lili nervously asked where Zuo Si was.

After learning that Zuo Si had returned to the ward, he was obviously relieved.

After a while, the pear blossom returned to the ward with rain, and the moment he saw Zuo Si, the grievances and anger in his heart disappeared, and he threw himself into Zuo Si's arms and cried.

"I thought you were going to kill yourself...... Woooooooo ”

"I'm sorry, I lost control of my emotions just now, I hope you can forgive me." Zuo Si had already found the big bag on the back of Jiang Lili's head, and he felt very guilty.

"It's okay if you're okay, it's okay if you're okay." Jiang Lili let go of Zuo Si and wiped her tears.

"Ready, let's get out of the hospital, I'll send you home."

At ten o'clock in the evening, Zuo Si and Jiang Lili left the hospital together.

I wanted to take a look at Ding Ruxiao before leaving, but because it was not the time to visit, I was refused.

Zuo Si's feelings towards Ding Ruxiao began to become complicated.

He was a little unsure whether he really liked Ding Ruxiao or because of Ning Xiaolei.

"If I just use Ding Ruxiao as a substitute, it will be too unfair to her."

Zuo Si's heart was very chaotic, and the most important thing was because of the last sentence left by the evil yin immortality.

'All the people close to you have been killed by you, what is the point of saying that you are alive?' ’

Although this sentence will not make him take his life, it has to make him think about whether he is really cursed and will kill everyone close to him.

Zuo Si didn't dare to try Ding Ruxiao's life.

So it's better to have less contact with Ding Ruxiao now, let her recover with peace of mind first, and talk about the rest later.