My dad snorted suddenly, and he sighed at the bitter taste in his mouth, stood up and said, "I'm leaving." ”

Hearing this, I opened the door and followed behind my dad.

As soon as my dad came out of the house, he reached out and stopped me, "No need to send it, I remember the way home!" ”

I was slightly stunned, and stood there at a loss, as my dad's figure disappeared, and the footsteps in my ears gradually dissipated.

Until the whirring sound of the wind came from the crack in the glass, I could no longer capture the comfort in my heart.

I closed the door a little disappointed, and sat on the couch smoking a cigarette in a dull manner, this position my dad had been doing all day, and I can still feel the residual heat from the couch.

I sat slumped on the sofa and looked at Yin Lanlan blankly, as if she hadn't noticed anything, immersed in the world of selflessness, and wrote her homework seriously.

I suddenly felt that this life was actually quite good, I looked out the window at the sky, there were no stars tonight, there was no moon, even the veil of clouds became thicker, except for the occasional emptiness and loneliness in the dead of night, everything was fine.

When Yin Lanlan finished her homework, I also prepared dinner, Yin Lanlan took a shower after eating, and then went directly into the futon.

I couldn't help frowning and scolded: "I just got out of the shower and the water drilled into the quilt." ”

Yin Lanlan showed her head and looked at me with a hippie smile and said, "It's okay, it's going to be done soon." ”

"After taking a shower and getting dressed in the bathroom, you can come out, remember?"

I don't know if Yin Lanlan listened to it, she replied with a smile: "Okay." ”

I glanced at Yin Lanlan in a complicated way, and said seriously: "You stay at home obediently today, no matter what happens, you are not allowed to go out, Dad is going out to work now, you know?" ”

Yin Lanlan blinked and looked at me for a while, and nodded as if she didn't understand.

I hesitated, but after a pause, I gritted my teeth, pushed open the door and walked out with my guitar in my hand.

I feel more and more that what my dad said makes sense, I took care of Yin Lanlan as a father and a mother, but in the end, not only did I not raise Yin Lanlan well, but I was also tired and unadultly.

Yin Lanlan is growing her body now, and there will be more things to happen in the future, the female father avoids it, I know this truth very well in my heart.

However, there is no way to do this, things have fallen to the current level, and I can only bite the bullet and grope step by step, in this lonely city, to find a pure land where I can live in peace.

I walked slowly along the dimly lit curb with my guitar on my back, and I never understood how far the neon sign was from the moon, and I could only see people struggling to comfort and hug each other, looking for each other's dying drunken dreams.

I didn't go to that empty square, I was afraid that I would meet Shen Mumu again, I was afraid that Shen Mumu would talk in my ear over and over again about the ridiculous things she had done.

I went to the overpass, looked at the cars shuttling back and forth under the overpass, and smoked a cigarette in frustration.

"Can I borrow your guitar?"

The sudden sound made me slightly stunned, and I couldn't help but turn my head.

In the crowd of people who were walking in a hurry, I saw a woman standing still, she was not tall, she wore a ponytail, she was wearing an orange and yellow pomegranate dress, and her eyes were bent into crescents when she smiled, which was very beautiful.

Just as I was stunned, she walked up to me, first looked at the storage bag behind me, pointed to it and asked, "Is there a guitar in it?" Can I borrow your guitar? ”

I paused, and spat out a word, "Hmm." ”

I gently lowered the pouch, opened it, and pulled out the guitar inside.

The woman couldn't help but exclaim, "This guitar is so good, can I play a tune?" ”

I looked at her and nodded.

With my permission, the woman took the guitar from me, tried a few notes, and then immersed herself in her own world, playing quietly.

Pleasant notes emerge from the guitar, and with the emotions in the depths of the heart, they rush into the sky, exploding over the overpass, and gradually spreading to all directions.

I closed my eyes and listened carefully to the notes, only to feel that at this moment I was the only one left in the whole world, I stood in a white space, walking slowly.

However, no matter how long I walked, I could never find the exit.

I ran as fast as I could, shouting desperately, hoping that someone would notice my presence.

All that was left was my hysterical echo.

As I was nearing despair, I suddenly saw me stepping on a green lawn. As if I realized something, I jerked my head back, and my whole body was shocked in place.

Everywhere I turned around, the birds sang and the fragrance of flowers stretched, and every corner I walked and every place I touched were full of bright flowers, which seemed to bring me a huge visual feast and poked my heart in an instant.

As the last note fell, all of these scenes shattered, as if something had been lost, and my mind was in a trance.

The woman looked at me and handed me the guitar, "Give it back." ”

I took the guitar mechanically, and by the time I reacted, the woman had already turned away.

I looked in the direction she was leaving, as if flowers had bloomed behind her, and finally she plunged into the grass full of flowers and disappeared from my sight.

I have always believed in what Shakyamuni said, from the moment everyone is born, their fate is predestined, whether they have it or they lose, whether it is long or short, whether they know or part.

So much so that one day in the future, I returned to this overpass, playing this song played by a woman, and my soul was bruised......

I pulled a few coins out of my pocket and threw them into my storage bag, and started playing my own tune.

It wasn't until late at night, when there was no one on the overpass, that I put down my guitar, unscrewed the water glass, and took a big sip of water.

Today's income is not very large, and coins and banknotes combined are only about fifty dollars.

I sat wearily on the overpass, lit a cigarette, and watched the traffic under the overpass through the gap in the railing.

I was dazzled by the countless taillights, and the yellowish light gradually expanded in my vision until it enveloped my entire eyeball.

With a heavy sigh, I took the last puff of my cigarette and tossed it into the distance.

A flash of fire suddenly flashed in the curtain of the night, and countless sparks rushed around, and in the blink of an eye, they withered, like a flash in the pan, and stayed on the hard concrete floor forever.

I put all the change in my storage bag into my pocket, dragged my tired body, and walked slowly in the direction of home.