Time was spent in everyone's hearts, but Lin Xiangwei was more silent than before, but Chen Huafeng and his wife didn't notice it, they thought it was because Lin Xiangwei himself said too little.

Sent away the scorching summer, sent away the harvest autumn, sent away the cold winter, and sent away the Spring Festival. But Lin Xiangwei was not happy at all during this Spring Festival, Chen Huafeng picked up Teacher Xie and Xie Yuning out of kindness, and Lin Xiangwei was still unhappy. It may be that she has been used to spending the Spring Festival with her father and brother for a long time! Lin Xiangwei is a year older, and the heart that wants to achieve herself is more determined to impact her current life, she is in pain, often bursting into tears, but no one can comfort her. Here, she felt the loneliness and helplessness she had never felt in sixteen years.

When the second semester came, Lin Xiangwei, who had been depressed for a long time, finally broke out the first war with his parents because of a trivial matter, and after the quarrel, Lin Xiangwei ran away from home in a negative mood, Chen Huafeng and his wife thought that she had gone back to the countryside or returned to school in advance, and they didn't worry much, but when they called the school and the countryside and asked and said that they hadn't seen Lin Xiangwei, they were in a hurry to look around.

Teacher Xie is the most anxious one, she knew that Lin Xiangwei would have such a day, he has always been on guard, and thought that returning to his parents and being cared for by family affection might change, but he didn't expect his worries to finally become a reality. He was so anxious, he didn't rest for several nights, one was accidentally hit by a car and died on the way to the hospital, Xie Yuning seemed to lose consciousness after learning the news, and numbly buried his father with his grandmother with the help of the villagers, Xie Yuning's grandmother almost cried and went into shock, and the white-haired person sent the black-haired person, what kind of mood is this! Thinking that such a healthy person died because of someone else's child, she cried even more dimly, crying too much, and her grandmother's eyes were about to go blind. Chen Huafeng and his wife felt very sorry, he took the initiative to bear Xie Yuning's tuition fees to the university, but such an arrangement will not make everyone feel better, how can the pain caused by the departure of relatives be made up for with money?

After Teacher Xie passed away, Lin Xiangwei suddenly returned to the countryside, I don't know how she knew, her parents were very puzzled, but they didn't dare to ask, looking at their emaciated daughter, they were distressed before it was too late, how could they blame? Lin Xiangwei has always been very thin, and this time she came back even more thin, her parents were distressed and asked for warmth, but she was never willing to return to her parents.

On the quiet school road, the soft moonlight sprinkled on the concrete floor through the dense branches, and the flat sky added a little mystery to this tree-lined path! Facing the pain of losing her father (yes, in her heart, Teacher Xie is her eternal father) and the oppression of her biological parents, she is really uncomfortable, what should she do? How long can you escape? Maybe she's going to end up going back to her parents, and who makes them her parents? Life, it's really ironic.

"Lin Xiangwei!" Suddenly a call broke the silence of the night, Lin Xiang turned around slightly, and found that it was Teacher Lin who was standing not far away and smiling and calling her, she hurriedly wiped away the tears that accidentally welled up, and asked, "It's so late, why haven't you rested yet?" ”

"I can't sleep, I'm a little irritable, so I go out for a walk." Teacher Lin frowned: "It's 12 o'clock, why haven't you gone back to sleep yet?" I have classes tomorrow. ”

"I'm a little uncomfortable, Mr. Lin, I really can't figure out a lot of things."

"What?"

"I always feel that human life is too fickle, and I am really scared."

"Yes! Therefore, we should cherish the present even more. ”

"I used to watch "Ordinary World", and when I saw it, I found that after Tian Xiaoxia died, I didn't want to read it anymore, why can't life be the same as a book, if you don't want to read it, jump over, and if you don't want to face it, turn it over quickly, wouldn't life be much less painful." Lin Xiang said slightly melancholy: "Why is human life so fragile that they suddenly die, and they don't even have time to say goodbye to their relatives." ”

"Lin Xiangwei! ——”

"My dad died, I was always worried that my loved ones would leave me suddenly, but I didn't expect everything to come true, my dad cared about me so much, and only she would spoil me since I was a child, but before I grew up and didn't repay her, I left me, as if I had a dream." Lin Xiang cried as he spoke. It was so helpless and sad.

"Lin Xiangwei, this is all true, you have to try to accept it, we are not willing to face such an ending, but we must face it, because we are still living in this world in a contradictory way!"

"How do I accept it? I'll never see my dad again, and I'll eventually be a reading tool for mom and dad. My life is so sad, Mr. Lin, how can I change my life? ”

"Not as you think! Xiangwei, your parents also love you, but you never accept them. It's hard for your parents to be like this. Why don't you try to accept them? ”

"I don't know, teacher." Lin Xiang said helplessly: "I also want to love them seriously and care about them, but when I see their appearance, I can't help but start hating them." ”

"In fact, when you love them seriously, you will also feel rewarded, and you will find that life is so happy."

"Really? I really feel that life is too helpless, we can't predict what will happen tomorrow, we can't control fate, people are so small, people can't fight with fate, can't fight with nature, you say, what is life for? ”

"It is because we can't predict what tomorrow will be like, we will feel fresh, will be happy to welcome the arrival of a new day, although there are too many helplessness in life, but our life is precious, no one can end life hastily." Mr. Lin walked under a tree and plucked a leaf, "People live to reflect their own value. Do you understand? ”

"I don't understand, I think that people are waiting for death to live, teacher, don't you live these leaves waiting for autumn to fall?" Lin Xiang said slightly melancholy, maybe she is really full of fear and fear of life, what is life? Is it the white clouds in the sky, dwelling forever? Or the leaves on the trees, waiting for the fall to drift? Or is it a fish in the water that never knows what it wants? Life is really too confusing, not only do you not know what tomorrow will be like, but even today you don't know what will happen that you didn't expect, so what is the meaning of human life?